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U & I.
Sunday, December 11, 2011 @ 12:15 PM

「When you're not around, I can't do anything at all;
I want to eat the meals you cook...
If you came back, I'd embrace you with an extraordinary smile.

When you're not around, I can't apologize;
I want to hear your voice...
If I can see your smile,
Just that alone is enough.

Just with you by my side,
I always received courage.
I want to be together with you forever;
I want to tell you these feelings of mine...
On sunny days and on rainy days too,
You were by my side.
If I close my eyes, I see your smile shining.

When you're not around, I don't know anything at all;
Where was the sugar and soy sauce again?
If you came back, I was thinking of surprising you, yet...

I unknowingly became spoiled towards you;
Because you are too gentle...
In return for what you've given me,
I can't give you anything at all...

I took your being by my side for granted...
I thought that days like these would go on and on.
Sorry, now I've realised it;
That this is not something that's meant to be for sure...
First of all, I must tell you: Thank you~

Will it reach your heart?
I don't have confidence now, but...
Don't laugh... Please, just listen;
Because I've put my feelings into a song...

All of the thanks I have;
I want to place them onto a song and send it to you.
I'll always and forever, never forget these feelings.
My thoughts: reach!」

heh that was the translation of the song U&I!:3 super sweet and pretty cute, i know.:3

so yeah i really felt that this was a song that if i could, i'd dedicate it to alot of my beloved ones... to God, to my family, to my team, to my class, to sophia, to the PAS, etc etc... ありがとう~!^w^

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sangatsu kokonoka.^w^
Wednesday, March 9, 2011 @ 7:55 PM


In the middle of the progressing seasons,
I feel the length of the days.
In the days when it's too busy,
You and I draw our dreams.

On the winds of March, we place our thoughts;
The cherry blossom buds continue to Spring.

The overflowing little specks of light,
Warm up the morning little by little.
After a big yawn,
I'm feeling a bit shy by your side.

Standing at the entrance to a new world,
What I've noticed is that I'm not alone.

If I close my eyes, you are
There, behind my eyelids...
This has helped me to become stronger somehow, right?
To you, I also want to be like that.

The dust carried by a whirlwind,
Entwines with the laundry to be done.
Just before noon, the white moon in the sky...
I was somehow fascinated by how pretty it was.

Although there are things that don't go well,
If I look up at the sky, even they seem small.

The blue sky is sharply clear;
The sheep-like clouds quietly sway.
The joy of waiting for flowers to bloom;
If it's sharing that with you, that is happiness.

In the future as well, smile next to me...

If I close my eyes, you are
There, behind my eyelids...
This has helped me to become stronger somehow, right?
To you, I also want to be like that.


kyahhh, it's finally 9th march, aka sangatsu kokonoka!^w^ it's the perfect day to post the lyrics of this song. LOL.xD

oh yeah, took bits and pieces of it from JPOPASIA.:D


hmm, my sangatsu kokonoka was... pretty great!:D thank God alot alot alot for that!^w^ hmmm, lessons were pretty normal... then after school, WAHAHAHA SUBWAY CAME!:3 ohohoho we were all eating it in class happily.:D and yepp, me and my dearest ahli bomba partner EBELLE went to the library to get sth to drink, then went up to class again. and then... i got caught by the perverted alien stalker for drinking sweet drinks in class.xD LOL WHY ARE YOU EVEN SMS-ING ME TO TELL ME THAT IN THE MIDDLE OF YOUR LESSON!:P but i guess that's why sangatsu kokonoka was made a little more special, in a sense.^w^

and then we had training! kyahh at first i was really lost, all the B and C class ppl, plus jingyi and clara and jiaying were MIA!!D: so yeah, i was forced to take charge of the year ones.T^T and justlyn sprained her ankle during warmups...:( GET WELL SOON, GOD BLESS!^^ and then we trained with the a'div seniors. x_x uwaaa stressed out. i kinda got nervous and... uhh, you know lah. but still, thank God that this was a really nice learning experience!:D

and there's not much homework today.:D YAY!:D

thank God soooooooo much for making my sangatsu kokonoka, and my every single moment of my life special with His presence!^w^

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the sakura girl plays setter tomorrow!
Friday, November 12, 2010 @ 8:43 PM




sakura~
just like sakura, it was you
just like spring, it was love
i felt like it would go on forever

the wind blew to make it flutter down
to make my heart go pit-a-pat
that wind goes to take it away
flutter, flutter, my sakura
my sakura
sakura~

it was a sudden encounter, the two of us in the classroom
we just said such random lines of dialogue
but for me, i will never forget any of it
i'll surely remember it my whole life
it's beautiful because it can fall like a petal
the me who knew nothing about it
what could i do?

just like sakura, it was you
just like spring, it was love
i felt like it would go on forever

the wind blew to make it flutter down
to make my heart go pit-a-pat
that wind goes to take it away
flutter, flutter, my sakura
my sakura
sakura~

i couldn't find any words to respond to your 'goodbye'
it's still something that i can't accept
but in front of me, i can't see you
even the empty shell of me has been smashed into pieces
it's beautiful because it's short-lived
those things have become gray now
i don't wanna hear it

just like sakura, it was you
just like spring, it was love
i felt like it would go on forever

the wind blew to make it flutter down
to make my heart go pit-a-pat
that wind goes to take it away
flutter, flutter, my sakura
my sakura

just like sakura, it was you
just like spring, it was love
i felt like it would go on forever

the wind blew to make it flutter down
to make my heart go pit-a-pat
that wind goes to take it away
flutter, flutter, my sakura
my sakura
sakura~

la la love
sakura~


ah, isn't sakura girl a nice song?:D oh my goshieees~! kyaaa~!:3 totally fell in love with this song. and the melody is nice too~!x3 PEOPLE JOIN THE J-POP SIDE!:D:D

oh yeah. tmr is the day i gotta play setter. wonder if we can make it...:S oh weeeelll. must have confidence!:D i can do it! God strengthens me!:D

tmr will be the first time, and hopefully the last.T^T LOUISE AND JESSIE I MISS YOU GUYS SETTING FOR US! NOW I KNOW BEING A SETTER IS TOUGH.D':

and nicole is gonna treat us to pancakes tmr morning for branch! LOL.xD arigatou da na~!^^

have fun listening to sakura girl. FALL IN LOVE WITH IT OK!^^



~matte, matte, boku no sakura!~

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Bits and Pieces of Canvas
Saturday, July 3, 2010 @ 12:45 PM

see? with a little courage, no matter what colour it is, you can change it;
let's draw our memories.

where does this sky continue until? the world that we know is narrow;
whose voice do we hear that is crying for help?

join our hands, our hands; i hear your voice now

in this colourful world, the meeting of hate doesn't exist
the unlimited wideness of the canvas is painted by hope

see? with a little courage, no matter what colour it is, we can change it;
let's draw our memories.

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Hoshi no Nagareru Yoru ni[In the Night the Stars Progress] (?)
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 @ 10:46 PM

eh, i think you've noticed by now that the first track of my playlist is different. it's nice, right? :D so, today, out of boredom, i shall give you the translations! it's sweet.:D editted some parts of the original translation. ummm, not very sure if the translation is accurate or not. idk... but then... i think it should be. and the translated title might not be correct also. aww man. i don't really know what "nagareru" means. T^T

this track is from an anime too! but not khr. it's an anime called 'special A'. hahahaha see la, kaiting! go your house to do rs report and then watch this. now i love it. ^^ same as mamoru beki mono, red=character, green=seiyuu[voice actor], orange=romaji lyrics, blue=translated lyrics.


Hoshi no Nagareru Yoru ni
The Night the Stars Progress
[Yamamoto Megumi][Takagaki Ayahi]


Himo wo toite mieta kokoro no oku
Please unleash the rope, you saw the inner heart
Dareka no tame ni jibun wo kizutsuke
For whose sake am I hurting myself
Chiisana kono te de mamoreru you
With this little hand I want to protect
Tsuyoku tsuyoku negau hoshi no nagareru yoru ni
I strongly, strongly wish in the night the stars progress

Yozora ni suikomareru ikusen no matataki
Thousands of twinkling stars swallowed by the night sky
Itsuka anata ni todoke ni yukemasu youni
That someday, I'll be able to give this to you

Kono uta ni noseru ne egao no tane wo
This song that would bring a smile to that certain someone
Itsuka anata ga hana wo sakasemasu youni
That someday, you can make the flowers bloom

Yozora ni uta wo nosete chiisana mahou wo kakeru
I send my song into the night sky, with a little magic
Zutto hitori de kurushimanai de hoshii no
I hope that I won't be sad alone forever

Hoshizora wo miagete negai goto wo suru ne
I look up at the starry sky and make a wish
Itsuka mabayui egao sakimasu youni
That someday, a bright smile will be drawn

Hoshizora wo miagete negai goto wo suru ne
I look up at the starry sky and make a wish
Itsuka mabayui egao sakimasu youni
That someday, a bright smile will be drawn



many thanks to Maria Cynthia
for the original translations!

this song is really sweet, right?:) awww, megumi.^^ it somewhat describes my feelings too! japanese songs are so awesome. :D

i think God is trying to tell me something through this song...? hmmm... how about you? ^^

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Mamoru Beki Mono [Things I Must Protect]
Monday, June 7, 2010 @ 12:19 PM

ok, i think all of you are sick of entering my blog and listening to the anime tracks without knowing what they're saying. uhh, or maybe some of you enter and immediately press the pause button to skip the music. but, since i have nothing to post now, i might as well give you the lyrics&translations for the songs, starting from track 1, Mamoru Beki Mono by Sawada Tsunayoshi[Kokubun Yukari]. :) i think you'll love it. :D ok... orange is the romaji lyrics, blue is the translations. then for just the first part... red is the character in the show, green is the voice actor. i sort of editted the original translations i found... anyways... enjoy~!


Mamoru Beki Mono
Things I Must Protect
[Sawada Tsunayoshi] [Kokubun Yukari]


ORE no kokoro
My heart
Hikaru RINGU
The shining ring
Tomoru honoo, kakugo no akashi
The burning flame, the proof of resolution
~Kimi wo mamoru~
~To protect you~

Donna ni mayoi nayan de demo, donna ni omoi negatte temo
No matter how lost my worries are, no matter how wishful my feelings are
Sore dake jya kaerarenai
It won't change just like that
Ikiru tame ni hitsuyou naraba shinuki de tachimukatte yukusa
To live, if it's necessary, I'll fight with my dying will
Kako e mirai e ~never give up~
For the past, for the future ~never give up~

Oozora no shita, ima dekiru koto
Under the sky, things I can do now
Sagasu no sa sono egao, doko ka ni kakureteru
I'll search for that smile, wherever it's hiding
ORE no ashita ni, mamoru beki mono
My tomorrow, the things I must protect
Taisetsu na kimi ga iru kara
It's important because you live

Yawana kokoro
The cruel heart
Uchikudai te
I will crush it
Misete yaruze hisometa PAWAA
I will show you the hidden power
~Hitori jyanai~
~I am not alone~

Donna ni fukaku kizutsuitemo, donna ni tooku kanjite temo
No matter how deep my wounds are, no matter how far away my feelings are
Susumu beki michi wa hitotsu
I must continue, there's only one road
Sekai jyuu doko wo sagashitemo, minna hitori shikainai kara
Even when seaching around the world, everyone's not alone
Nani ga atte mo ~don't be afraid~
No matter what happens ~don't be afraid~

Kasanaru kokoro, tsunagaru te to te
The hearts that pile up, connected hand in hand
Tsukamu no sa sono egao, sugu soba ni aru kara
I want to grab that smile, to be by your side immediately
Tooi ashita ni yakusoku shiyou
For the distant tomorrow, let's make a promise
Yuzurenai yume ga aru kara
Because we have a dream that can't be handed over

Oozora no shita ima dekiru koto
Under the sky, things I can do now
Sagasu no sa sono egao, doko ka ni kakureteru
I'll search for that smile, wherever it's hiding
ORE no ashita ni, mamoru beki mono
My tomorrow, the things I must protect
Taisetsu na kimi ga iru kara
It's important because you live
Kimi ga iru kara
Because you live


many thanks to Yuvi
for the original translations. :D

basically i think this is a rrrreeeeeaaalllyyyyy wonderful song~ at times, i even feel like it's something i should sing as i walk on with God... if i really think about it from the "christian perspective", it's really something that describes my feelings and what i should do... thank you, Lord, for showing me this!:)

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CHARIS.♥(umm no this picture isn't me, but it's nice.:D)
Child of God, Princess Warrior in Sophia, Destiny Impact.♥
A part of the super duper loved and great following: PCPS 6Aces'09, PCPSVB, DHS 2Ferillan'11, DHS 4Dubstep'13, DHSVB.♥
16 this year.
There are many things that I'm really no good in. I'm not perfect; but my Creator is.♥

yell.

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MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tracks:

1: Tenshi ni Fureta yo![Touched by an Angel!] by Houkago Tea Time(K-ON)

2: Konayuki[Powdered Snow] by Remioromen

3: U & I by Houkago Tea Time(K-ON)

4: Akane [Madder *not sure about this one.] by Heidi

5: No, Thank You! by Houkago Tea Time(K-ON)

I SPAM J-POP~! I still like some Chinese and English songs though.:P

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