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2012-01-22T22:18:00.001+08:00

weeell.. 3 weeks of sch has passed alr.. and we get a long weekend.8) happy cny to everyone out there, have a blessed time with your relatives and loved ones!:)

quite some stuff happened these few weeks.. class name was changed cos mr han kinda rejected DGAF/DGAD..:/ but our new one is pretty kewl too.8D DELLORT!8) it doesn't really make sense just like that, cos it's a made-up word with no meaning...until you spell it backwards.8)

obtw, i really really wanna thank God for the things He has done in 3Dellort, made quite a few new friends and it's pretty fun:) THANK THE LORDDD~

and srsly, double sci single humans ftw.(Y) we get dismissed earlier than trip sci or double double and while everyone's complaining abt the workload over this cny break... our class can pretty much slack like a boss!8D WHOOOOO!

didn't get to go back pcps on fri cos dhs celebrating on wed instead.:( ah well there are still other occasions i can go visit + gl mdm ler i guess.;)

OH RIGHT AND I WENT FOR FERILLAN REUNION DINNER YTD WHOO!:3 really had loads of fun, we even saw fireworks tgtr! thank God so much for that!^^

and right like i said.. alot of stuff happened in this time frame so i can't exactly phrase it short.. but even in this storm that feels really impossible to survive.. i'll hang on and trust God to the very end.;) i believe..He'd want me to stay strong in this period too.. i know way too well that it's extremely tough but.. 神様がいると、なんとかなるさ!;)

HAVE A BLESSED AND RADICAL JOURNEY UP IN THIS YEAR AHEAD, TAKE CARE, BE HAPPY AND STAY STRONGGG!;)

「僕らそれぞれの道歩いてゆくながら、いつか…会えるかな…?」

new beginning

2012-01-08T19:41:00.002+08:00

and so the first week of sch has passed by in a flash.. ._. i still can't really absorb the fact that i'm in year 3 leh LOL. well, things this year.. are way too different from the past, i guess...

but i finally get a nice seat on the sch bus YAY!8D finally i can sleep in peace!xD NO MORE JERKS THAT WAKE ME UP OHYEAH.(Y) all the way at the back where adalric used to be, LOL. and i'm no longer the last stop.8) but this year it got a little crowded... i can still rmb how there were only 5 ppl when i was in year 1 HAHA. last year there were 7... but this year we have like, what, 2 graduates, 1 coming back for senior high tmr and 5 new year ones.o.O squeezy ttm... but surprisingly i still get all 3 seats to myself like a boss.(Y) YAY.

and then now i have to walk to the yh year 3 and 4 block instead of year 1 and 2 block.:( really miss the times in ferillan aish. but oh well, life has to move on no matter who i have to bid farewell to..:/ and yes i picked the windowseat in 3D again.8D and i realised that there are alot more birds over here! WHOO! ENTERTAINMENT!! can't believe we decided our class name would be 3DGAD: "don't get all dramatic". HAHA. at first it was DGAF (don't grief any failures) but wellll DGAD isn't bad either, double D for 3D!=) and yay i have new friends in 3D too!=D still fun to sit next to clara in class and gay all day long though LOL.

oh oh oh. familiar teachers. our class got mr chin for ACE (._.), mr lim for chem (8D) and the cme 卢老师 for cme (Y). HAHAHAHA. and the other teachers seem quite nice too.:) or is it just cos upper sec students get more freedom and leniency from teachers?o.O

well yeah even though things seem to be pretty good, it just feels different because there are ppl who have left or, are going to leave soon.:/ and somehow, no matter how much i tell myself to let go, i find myself retracing the nostalgic, familiar past again and again. my oh my.:/

but at least i know that even in all of these emotions i feel... all Your promises won't let go of me.*less than three sign* perfect timing to play this song! whoo!(Y)

"i guess it's good that i can pretty much climb into your skin and walk around it in this new beginning though; to be able to see the things you once saw, hear the things you once heard, and feel the things you once felt."

it's not the end of the world... yet.

2011-12-31T23:50:00.002+08:00

heh i shall faster post my final 2011 post before it ends in 9 mins LOL.

happy birthday amaris hehe i can still rmb exactly 1 year ago you were saying there were 365 more days to this day HAHAHA. blessed few min left!:3

and yeppp it's time to let go of a lot of things and move on in my life... however much it's gonna hurt to bid goodbye in this season of goodbyes... our time is here so... mmmhmmm. it's part of God's most perfect plan in my story after all.:3 farewell to the things i have to let go of.. and hopefully, if i were ever to look back at all this again, it won't be with pain and tears but with happiness.

and well as i'm writing this part.. 7 more min!8)

and i know that God's promise to heal my broken heart won't let go of me.;) [nice timing anw, i was just learning that song today LOL]

6 more min and have a blessed new year!^^

back for CHRISTmas!

2011-12-25T19:42:00.001+08:00

haha just realised i went MIA again cos of camps... 16-19 dec was DI's LOL camp!^w^ whoohoo mmotipis ftw!8D it was really really great and thank God so much for that!!;) and then on 20th i got summoned back to sch to prepare for vb camp and then 21-23 dec was vb camp!8) it was tiring esp as a comm member but it was really great overall!:) a camp camp with leaders' and comm debrief every night.. LOL. tiring much but a great learning experience.;)

and today it's CHRISTMAS!!!!8D time to celebrate the day when the Lord came down for us!!:3 had alot of fun during ytd's YCESIG at DI and at yvonne's house today!:D thank God so much for this fulfilled promise and these celebrations!^^

actl i'm having dinner with my family members at crystal jade now LOL. my food's here alr YAY!8) k bye i wanna eat.xD

U & I.

2011-12-11T12:15:00.001+08:00

「When you're not around, I can't do anything at all;
I want to eat the meals you cook...
If you came back, I'd embrace you with an extraordinary smile.

When you're not around, I can't apologize;
I want to hear your voice...
If I can see your smile,
Just that alone is enough.

Just with you by my side,
I always received courage.
I want to be together with you forever;
I want to tell you these feelings of mine...
On sunny days and on rainy days too,
You were by my side.
If I close my eyes, I see your smile shining.

When you're not around, I don't know anything at all;
Where was the sugar and soy sauce again?
If you came back, I was thinking of surprising you, yet...

I unknowingly became spoiled towards you;
Because you are too gentle...
In return for what you've given me,
I can't give you anything at all...

I took your being by my side for granted...
I thought that days like these would go on and on.
Sorry, now I've realised it;
That this is not something that's meant to be for sure...
First of all, I must tell you: Thank you~

Will it reach your heart?
I don't have confidence now, but...
Don't laugh... Please, just listen;
Because I've put my feelings into a song...

All of the thanks I have;
I want to place them onto a song and send it to you.
I'll always and forever, never forget these feelings.
My thoughts: reach!」

heh that was the translation of the song U&I!:3 super sweet and pretty cute, i know.:3

so yeah i really felt that this was a song that if i could, i'd dedicate it to alot of my beloved ones... to God, to my family, to my team, to my class, to sophia, to the PAS, etc etc... ありがとう~!^w^

december.

2011-12-02T16:52:00.001+08:00

zomg half the holidays just flew by and it's december alr.:O but then again for the first time in my life, most of my hol hw is done alr YAYWHEEWHOO!!8) just left with jianbao and the math year 3 preview thingy then i'm all clear BWAHAHA.8D feel so accomplished keke.;)

actl i chionged most of it la, so that i can go for my events spammage and relax and enjoy myself like a boss without returning to rush hw.8D all of a sudden i realize how nice this feeling is.;)

right.. past few days, nth much, mon trng as usual, tues mug hw..=D we'd we didn't have trng, but we went down to hougang to watch u16 finals!8) i went there slightly earlier to watch 3rd/4th also and saw xinyi and hongxia!!^w^ after that for finals me and clara were nearly gonna die/cry of frustration from doing the recording of serves and spikes and blocks etc.*_* zzz tiring ttm.. after lunch with seniors me, clara, jingyi and nic went to plaza sing's spotlight to buy stuff and then went to jessie's house kekeke.8D got caught in the rain halfway and it got super wet and funny..xD did alot of random things like painting and spraying water and bouncing on the bouncy chair before heading home.:)

as for ytd, met up with florence and nic in the morning to eat lunch and study at bishan library..xD hardworking much, LOLOLOL. and then we headed off to ccab for extra trng with hci a div girls..:) heh saw maureen and charissa there too!:) not sure if it was chu ning that joined us at a later part?:/ idk lurh. anw it was a good day of learning and thank God for that!8)

k today we had trng at like 8am but had to reach there by 7.30am..*yaaawwn*:/ what else to say now LOLOLOL. oh i know. I AM A SURVIVOR OF PT WHOOYEAH.8) hopefully i won't get jialat muscle aches tmr though.:3

still can't absorb the fact that it's alr dec though.. time really flies, huh.:/

yatto owatta... kamo.

2011-11-27T21:42:00.001+08:00

whoo yay it's the 27th again and this date just brings back so many nostalgic memories even more than ever now.. lol.:/

heh though i was waddling like a duck the entire weekend thanks to pt, DI ytd was great, luk ching brought a new friend nicole!:) psh and once again i look like i'm 16 hip hip hooray.:( i wonder if that helps me sneak into the cinema for 那些年，我们一起追的女孩 though.8) NUUUU I REALLY WANNA WATCH THAT MOVIEEE.:/ but yeah anw ytd's msg really spoke to me in alot of different ways and i really thank God for that!:D as such this is gonna mark the start of another chapter of my spiritual walk, with the msg in mind.. praise God!;)

oh, but other than that.. i guess today also served as a day when i got to find an answer to a question that has been on my mind for a few weeks now.. and though it's a sad ending, i kinda expected this to happen so.. to the other person out there.. really really really really thank you soooo much for all that you've done for me this entire time, i really really appreciate it, and i don't think i'll be able to forget all this even though it seems like you already have.. even though it seems like you eventually forgot the promises you made to me (which you also promised to fulfill but LOL. even the promise to keep your promise got forgotten uh, you stm kia.xD) i'm thankful enough that you once had the heart to make them and even promised to fulfill your promises... all the best for your future endeavors alright.. don't give up no matter what, and always be happy k! i promise you, i won't come irritate you anymore lurh.. not that i can do that anymore either.. from here on, the annoying charis soon will disappear from your life.;) so long, dear one....

k. so i guess all that's left to do for me now is to gradually let go ba, i'm left behind alone alr LOLOLOL I FEEL DUMB NOW. ._. that's why it's such a troublesome thing that i'm so stubborn at times huh..xD ciao~

「倔強的孩子氣　拉遠我們的距離　
自己擦乾淚滴　不回頭轉身而去　
是命運的結局　還是下一章序曲　
看著天燈　緩緩的升起　
直到那天喚醒　平行時空的夢境　
月光灑滿回憶　我們在星空下　相遇」

another one.

2011-11-25T17:57:00.002+08:00

so the doors to YET another adventure close again HAHAHA WHAT IS THIS MAN, THE ULTIMATE SEASON OF GOODBYES HUH.:/ if there are ppl who actl read my posts they'd be like, "ok, so what did you end THIS time?!" LOLOLOL.

our u16 adventure came to a close on tue after losing in the KO round..:/ and i guess it was due to many factors but then again, i'm still at fault for underperforming (again) ba..:/ hopefully i can get used to playing with seniors and overcome my stress, pressure etc soon. AND YES I NEED TO OVERCOME THE ANNOYING LIGHTS IN THE SPORTS HALL TOO LOL. soooo scarily bright.-.- so oh well at least i learnt a good lesson from libero-ing in 2 matches, shall do my best again next year!8) [if i take part, that is.]

and well, after a super long time of being cut off entirely from the PAS [wow. how long has it been since this term ever came up in my posts.] we finally managed to meet.. and then i got flooded with nostalgic memories.. haha. i guess this season of goodbye is gonna be a hard one to get over whenever i rmb the fact that it's all over now..:/ but がんばれキャリス、ここまで来たから、かなり本気よ!

sighh i guess i'm lazy to post alr. pt today was... D: tired ttm..xD k lurh, bye for now.=)

maboroshi wo oikakeru.

2011-11-20T14:57:00.001+08:00

looking back at the times we spent, i feel really grateful and happy, but yet at the same time, it saddens me to know that all these will have to become things of the past that i can only look back at and not look forward to ever again. it's like you disappeared into thin air; like we never crossed paths in our lives. you've gone and moved on, but here i'm left behind to start letting my imagination of what we could have done together run wild and chase after mirages.. imaginary realities that could only, perhaps, exist in a parallel world.:/

even so, i'm really thankful that whichever parallel world i'm in, God was always, is always and will always be there with me.:3

stay strong ba soon soon, it's gonna be alright even if it's gonna take quite some time.;) God is with you and you know it!

「那天晚上满天星星，平行时空下的约定，再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你，紧紧抱着你...」

tadaima~

2011-11-16T21:49:00.003+08:00

wheeyay back from macau/hk!8D heh it feels super great to be back, missed home so much!:3

thankfully by sat i recovered in time for the opening match of u16!=D but then again i kinda underperformed cos of various reasons (though i guess these are really just mere excuses) so sorry everyone..:/ shall jiayou more for the next match!:]

so yupp the trip overseas with my family was pretty cool, 4d3n away from work and sch and stuff (k maybe except streaming results..) to spend time tgtr like finally YAY.8) won't go into the details of everyday but THE HOTEL AT MACAU WAS BEAUTIFUL TTM.8D heh took lots of pics [i can't believe i actl agreed to camwhore with sis and kinda started it too. ._. NUUUU I'M RUINED.] and ate lots of food!8) MY GOODNESS. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. after i fell sick i lost weight and got really happy but then i went overseas and ate till i got it all back again asdfghjkl.:(((( zzz those few days of being sick all for nth le.D: K. THAT'S IT. I'M GOING TO LOSE THE REGAINED FATS.

ooh, and we got to drink gongcha while in hk!8D it's super nice and it's cheaper and it's a really big cup YAY!=D right and the night before that we went for dinner and drinks (gosh.) with uncle jonathan cos he happened to be in hk too.:D and it was that night that we all found out how good a drinker sis was. ._. like srsly, she drank quite alot for our age and was still sane.:O i couldn't even finish that puny little glass of super diluted fruit thingy.== guess me and my sis are really opposites huh.. good that she promised me she's never gonna do heavy drinking though.:] and so after that night i decided to get a boyfriend/husband that is a bad drinker like me/dislikes alcoholic stuff so that i can avoid this during dates/at my wedding x years later.8) k. that's if someone ever falls for me but that's a diff story altogether LOLOL. k at sis' wedding next time i'll just take fruit juice.=) STAY YOUNG UNDER 18 FOREVER AHAHAHA.

ohh right. streaming results came out on mon and i was going nuts over it the entire day while we were out.:/ checked with the help of dad's blackberry, i got my first choice, chem+bio and geog with 3rd lang..8) YAY BYE PHYSICS, BYE HISTORY! oh and guess what.. i'm in 3D. ._. BUT WITH CLARA AND JIAYING YAYWHEEWHOOHOOHOOHOOHOO!!8D8D8D YESSSS VBALLERS FTW!! jiaying pls don't appeal to trip sci plsplsplsplspls, stay with me and ahwa.:3 nahh jk. idk if you wanna appeal but if you really want to then go for it ba, pursue what your heart desires, i still have clara.xD but yayyyy can't believe we're in the same class!:3 it makes me kinda zzz to realise that this makes me florence's direct junior for 4 years though LOLOLOL. what are we gonna be man, 3Dude?xD

looking back at my old posts at the beginning of the year.. even though the 9 of us didn't get our goal of everyone entering the same class in the end, i still feel like it's gonna be a crazy year ahead with this kind of combination [for now at least]: nic+jessie, clara+jiaying+me, jingyi+chiayu.8) LOUISE JIEYI APPEAL OUT AND JOIN ONE OF US ALSO LAH LOLOLOL. don't forever alone lehh.:3 jkjk.

HOHOHOHO NIC + JESSIE= ULTIMATE HAVOC.8) seems like i'm gonna be running over to their class to watch the epic shows alot.;)

but even so i still miss ferillan leh.. having all 36 of us tgtr was such a great time.3: really miss y'all loads alr, cya all on first day of sch next year when y'all all come crash 3D to see enyou in long pants!!8D btw i bought all of y'all super cute[to girls]/gay[to guys and some girls i guess] pens and pencils from hk LOLOLOL. gayness of our class ftw!xD

k that's all for now so bye.=)

hisashiburi datta na...

2011-11-11T14:43:00.008+08:00

sighs i'm like, bored to tears at home now..:/ and yet i STILL refuse to do my homework LOLOLOLOL. to think today is 11/11/11..xD and i spent 11:11am of this day reading khr manga LOL. sian nvm shall wait till 11:11pm tonight to screenshot the epic time.8)

was supposed to go for trng today but couldn't cos i fell sick..:( can you believe it, like, the last time i ever fell ill was way back in pri 4/5 and then on wed morning i suddenly get 肠胃感冒... ._. zzz sian and horrible ttm, but thank God i'm recovering faster than expected YAY.8D hopefully i can still make it for u16 opening match and DI tmr..:3 and of cos, to get well and pack our stuff in time for our family trip to macau!8)

i guess nua-ing on the bed for the past few days hasn't been for nth either, God has also been showing me various things through this..:3 and thankfully i still have my phone and ipod to keep me company so that i'm not completely cut off from the outside world LOLOLOL. that'd be so lonely on top of being sickly.:/

k since that's all that has happened in the past few days i guess i'm done here so bye!=)

season of goodbyes.

2011-11-06T11:26:00.003+08:00

so the doors of yet another adventure has closed, and it's time to say another goodbye...

past 3 days of cmps national finals have been pretty fun yet asdfghjkl at the same time i guess..xD thurs was setting up and we met in sch at 8.30am *yawn* to nua and rehearse in meeting room 1..:P it felt nice having aircon for that few hours but i guess it was a little too cold..xD and we drew so much random crap on the whiteboard below the spa physics exam details hahaha.8) but we did do serious work.;) and then around 12 we ate lunch before lugging all our materials to rgs.. heh saw katrina, yanyee, crystal and meixian!8D and then there were also some other dhs ppl taking part in other components of the fpsp comp.=D we were chionging set up from 2pm and actl, we finished quite a while before time limit was up at 5pm.=D heh we did so many random things while setting up, like.. playing with xinyi's polaroid!8D we hung them all up in the photo section of our display in the end..8) and i think it was pretty fun overall cos we were all so siao.xD

fri, we were the first group to go for judging interview.. so we had to be at rgs by 9am but we met up there at 8.30 am to rehearse... *yaawwwn* and we didn't actl finish cos i was the last speaker but never got to practice my part out. .__. but anw when it started the judges told us that actl it was just gonna be like a chat session with them and there was no need for cue cards and stuff.== so yeah we were asked many questions abt our proj.. and i think we really didn't meet their standards and/or ans to the point for many of it but i guess it was ok on overall.. so we left after finishing and while everyone else went off either home or somewhere fun, i went back to sch for trng..xD missed all the warmups but caught up in the end.8) alot of ppl were missing leh, some seniors went for bvb competition, nic went korea, jieyi still injured, chiayu and jiaying MIA..:/ but still, it was fun (yet scary) playing with the a div seniors.8D and we got our jerseys YAY!8D don't think i get to wear it much though, during u16 i'll have to always wear a diff one from everyone..o.O sighhh maybe i can wear it to sleep.xD

sat, cmps open exhibition and some other program lined up for us, so i had to be there at 8.30am again... *yyyaaaaaaawwwwwwnnnn* went to the super cold hall for some welcome thingy before the exhibition for public opened up, and then there were alot of ppl streaming in. ._. there were some thai visitors so we were all at a loss while trying to explain our proj to them..xD and yeah i feel like this was dhrp symposium III, what's with all the repetitions we had to say man.T^T but yeah i guess it was a good learning platform, there were pri sch, sec sch and jc ppl who came to ask abt our proj and yeahh good for speech trng.8) [and now we all wonder, why didn't we speak as well as during the exhibition for our judging interview.D:] heh saw some pretty cool proj when i went roaming around, and then there's this cute little boyboy from taonan called reuben!8D loraine and xinru were totally spazzing over him HAHAHA. but i think we traumatised him.xD k nvm. took some pics and for some reason, at some point in time, xinru and i were zipai-ing LOL. k yeah after exhibition we went for the remaining program with stuff being presented etc.. and then prize presentation, we didn't win 1st 2nd 3rd so i guess this means that we can't continue with cmps as a whole team next year..:/ (mrs koh plsplspls make an exception?) idrc abt US trip or rank but i'm really gonna miss the times everyone went siao and yet still pulled through cmps stuff tgtr.:/ love you all loads food police, let's go pedo reuben and eat traditional chicken while sitting in the library the entire day doing nth but chopping charcoal someday!:'D

before the entire program was over i rushed off for clementi cos i was SUPPOSED to have lesson at 1.30pm..xD i feel sad for the sch now, paid more than 100 bucks for each one of us for cmps tee, lunch etc but i passed on the lunch LOL. funnily when i reached there andy was nowhere to be seen so i continued eating the macs dad bought me..:P and then when i finished it was nearing 2pm but andy was STILL nowhere in sight so i called him and guess what.. HE FORGOT.:/ and to think he was the one who reminded me this week..xD apparently the story was that he marked it down on his iphone calendar but after upgrading to ios 5 last night [which was actl the work of eunice's persuasion..xD] everything in the calendar got wiped out so...:/ LOLOLOLOLOL. so i stoned there until prayer meeting..xD and then we had our encountering encounter as usual.:3 really thank God for the msg that spoke to me!:D and then i went mad with bernice lee during cell time before closing in prayer and then having a short consultation and then going home with sis.=D

so yeah, this pretty much marks the end of the final battle the cmps team had to go through as 8 of us.. [heh i know elena's supporting us from sweden lurh.;) ZAI LA GO THERE FOR TABLE TENNIS COMPETITION!] and so this most likely ends the journey the 8 of us share as one team..:( really thank God for all we had this year and really really hope that somehow we can do things tgtr again someday!=3

OH WAIT JUST STH RANDOM. i made an interesting discovery ytd. PART OF THE CMPS TEE GLOWS IN THE DARK!!=D

kk that's all. bye folks!

blow.

2011-11-01T17:31:00.002+08:00

2nd day of dec holidays and it's boring ttm..=3= partly my own fault cos i refuse to do my homework though HAHAHA. spent the whole day stoning in front of my comp, tagging chalet and interclass pics, randomly clicking webpages everywhere, etc.. and when fb banned me from tagging pics cos i was 'going too fast', i got even more bored zzz. ._.

so i decided to come here in the end LOL.

1st hol trng ytd, pretty ok.. thank God that i survived!8) and i think i was pretty ok ba.. i hope.:X had to take yujing's place in court cos she wasn't around and i admit i was pretty stressed out.. but thankfully i somewhat managed, i guess.:3

and also after trng ytd i received news that were pretty pleasant~^w^ YAYWHEEWHOO! though it makes me kinda annoyed to know my tears and lost sleep time the past week were for nth..== ok maybe not for nth cos there are too many factors but thank God that's one less!=D [for now..] and even though it's just a little more and not to the full extent, i'm contented enough that i get this 'little more' i guess.. mmm at least i hope i won't be saying a different thing when it's over LOL. furthermore when it's over, it's gonna be a double blow..

and i really hope i can make full, good use of it so that i won't regret anything when that day finally arrives once more.. mannnn i feel sian though, thinking how history's gonna repeat itself again some time later.:/

but i can't imagine what kind of havoc will be happening in due time HEH.;) with this sort of combination, there's no telling what'll happen..;D SHALL RUN OVER OFTEN TO WATCH THE 'SHOW' THEN HAHAHA.

for now, i guess i'll try to deal with that one gigantic blow happening now, cos i'm pretty sure i'm not gonna get an extension for this one..xD sigh i wonder which would have been better, one now two later or zero now all three later?:/ experiencing one thing twice is so sian haha. [i know more than enough from repeating myself 10 times in dhrp symposium zzz]

sighhhh. what to do.. i guess i gotta learn sth from this ba.. though idk what.xD i should start thinking positive for a start maybe..

HOHOHOHOHOHO FUN STUFF COMING UP!!
-CmPS FINALS ON FRI, SETTING UP ON THUR, CLEARING UP ON SAT!!:O nervous but seems exciting!8D if we can win we can go US next year and beg mrs koh to get trina, loraine and jinqi back on the team next year!!=3
-13 to 16 nov, FAMILY TRIP!=D hehe gonna eat lots and take lots of pics of the scenery!8)
-just received the news this morning from nic, 11 to 13 dec VB CAMP WHOOHOOHOO!^w^ I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR IT SOOOO LONGGG!
-16 to 19 dec, DI CAMP WHICH WE HAVE ALL BEEN ANTICIPATING SO LONG TOO WHOOOOOOOO!!

k i shall go memorise cmps report for finals soon, i hope.:3

tadori tsuita kirai na owari.

2011-10-29T21:16:00.002+08:00

so i see that the day of this year i dreaded the most finally arrived ytd. the end of school year 2011.D':

i rmb that on 1 jan 2011 12 am i alr was fearing and dreading the arrival of this day.. yet time crawled and flew at the same time till ytd finally arrived.D: there are just so many things that i can't bear to leave behind.. and right now, it's even more than i first thought it to be..

post-exam activities were fun and kept me busy plus too tired to post so ps...:X but i guess today i finally have the time and really need to write it out somewhere so that i feel better maybe, considering how i once learnt that bottling everything up is not good..xD

mmm so yup.. really enjoyed myself with my dearest ferillans, team and other people during these 2 years and i really thank God for everyone..^^ but then again it's because i love everyone so much that it hurts this greatly to part uh..:( i'm really gonna miss the feeling of being with ferillan and gl-ing the teacher and slacking in class tgtr while sitting next to my window etc.. and then again i'm also gonna miss the times when there was all 9 of us in the team to go siao tgtr, wherever we are, whoever's there, whatever the situation.. definitely i'm also gonna miss the times spent with other dearest ones.. and i just can't sum up how much i can't bear to let these become a fragment of my past, and watch people leave while i'm left behind to cling onto ghosts and shadows of my memories... i know that physical separation can't break our bonds and friendships apart, but esp when it's gonna be such a long term thing, it just feels different i guess.:/

k suddenly feel like writing in chinese LOLOLOL.

现在，就算白昼哭成黑夜，就算泪水都哭干了，就算每晚哭得太累而睡着了，也永远觉得哭得不够。如果我先放弃这一切，我看我的痛也不会变得不药而愈。

k wait all of a sudden i realise that i sound so emo.o.O BUT NO LAH. i just feel super duper... sad. k sorry my vocab's limited.xD thinking back, this is the first time i feel soooooooooooooooo reluctant leaving my class etc. not that i wasn't reluctant or that i was not as reluctant to leave pcps and 6A, but somehow i guess it's cause there's alot more i have to let go of this time.:/

but i still know that God will bring me through all this.. and that i can count on Him no matter how hard it's gonna get.:3 i guess i just still need alot more time ba...

thanks for everything, everyone.^w^ 我会好好地安慰我自己，宁愿相信你只是突然改变了主意，去了另一个美丽城市，只忘带我入境。xD [now who's the one with stm?:P]

stay strong princess warrior! it's gonna be alright!:3

eoeoy!

2011-10-15T22:01:00.005+08:00

ohmygoodness it's finally eoeoy!8)

and there are just too many things that happened within this period i was MIA that i can't summarise everything asdfghjkl.

there were ups and downs.. and some of it really bothers me alot, but i guess all i can do right now is trust that's it's gonna be alright, cos i know that my God'll save the day!^w^ [no copyright infringement intended by changing lyrics a teeny bit btw LOL]

mmmm so yeah i guess i'll try to come back here on a regular basis again... it's good to keep track of life and then look back again someday and rmb how awesome God has been during both sunny and rainy times.;)

all of a sudden i rmb some lyrics again...8D

晴れの日にも、雨の日も (on sunny days and rainy days too,)

キミはそばにいてくれた (you were by my side)
U&I from K-ON!^^

and there are other parts of the song that i feel really applies to my walk with God too, but as of now i can't rmb off hand.:X

k so cya again soon and very soon!8)

ohmooo.

2011-09-01T22:18:00.002+08:00

ohmygosh i didn't manage to post for the entire aug after the one on 1/8.:X and now it's september alr NUUUUUUUUU.:((((( anw many many many things happened in this entire month of aug, (including my birthday WHEE! i actually counted down to it LOL.) and i just can't phrase things short... one thing all these various things have in common though, would be that they are all blessings from God.^w^ thank Him so much for the month of aug'11!^^

today was teachers' day and i finally got to go back to pcps whee!:3 got to meet up with the 6Acers!:D and then i met some other friends along the way too keke.;D we totally crashed mr koh's class in the afternoon and camped there though we were supposed to go back ahahaha.xD alot of epic stuff happened and i really thank God for the entire day, from the time in dhs (more epic stuff.8D) till right now! was supposed to go for yeejeng's farewell dinner today, but didn't go in the end...D: nuuu why charais whyyy. y u no bring umbrella out all the time, if not you wouldn't have ran/walked in the rain and caught a cold.==

i guess i won't be able to post much from now on too, since eoys are coming nearer and nearer...D: sighhhhh why is 2011 ending alr.:(((

it's gonna be alright. our hope is Yahweh.^w^

oh boosh.

2011-08-01T17:57:00.002+08:00

my gosh life has been so crazy i didn't get to come here for a while.D: alot of things happened these days.. i guess i'll pick a few highlights...

well, for a start, my c'div adventure has ended and i feel old alr..:((( sigh i'm gonna miss everyone. i'm still trng with the juniors for now but not all the year 2s are around and we're not exactly one c'div alr!!:( nic and louise joining seniors.D: 2 epic ppl gone. but ah well i guess i can continue to jiayou while watching my juniors grow.;) thanks sweet juniors for the big board with the notes!!^w^ really appreciate it lots and lots.;D oh and i'm glad i managed to see alot of my old teammates on the court during the nationals.;) it was fun playing with them hostile yet friendly at the same time.xD goodbye youth.:( thank God for all my precious c'div memories!!:3

i was on break from trng from last week after nationals and life feels so weird without vb.D: i stayed back to play on fri though... but i left at 5 to pick up my jap buddy ichika!!:D heh time flies she's finally here! she's super cute! (and tall. 166cm for a 13 year old.:O) heh had fun with her for the past few days! she's coming to sch with me tmr, hopefully ppl won't pedo her too much.xD thank God for her!:3

dhrp symposium today was.. asdfghjkl. repeating my presentation 10 times infront of groups of year 2, 3 and 4 is totally not fun.=.=" jessie, tongying and yipeng were there somemore.:X so pressurising.D: during the year 2 session i ran out of things to say at 2/3min and was totally panicking.:X thankfully by the time year 4s were here i had sth to say till 6 min then left 2 min for q&a le.xD k so yeah repeating myself over and over like a robot was totally not cool but i guess it was pretty fun seeing all the diff ppl come and go.:P thank God that i managed to pull through in the end!

in the meantime, while i thank God for all these exciting things, i also needa thank Him and seek His guidance for sth i'm gonna do in time to come...;) someday, i'll be able to do sth for His kingdom, so wait till it comes!;D

ohisashiburi!

2011-07-17T10:41:00.002+08:00

asdfghjkl 2 weeks since i last came here.x_x pshh things have been pretty crazy i guess... at this rate there's no way i can update day by day so i shall try to pick some highlights.:D

east zone officially finished on wed, and we got 4th...:/ and i really must say, we could have won ngee ann on mon and got into 1st and 2nd but... sigh. i wish i could have saved those balls i lost. so many of them.D: if i didn't make so many mistakes we could have really won.:( but even so, losing the game and even the 3rd and 4th game was and is part of God's divine plans so it's ok, i shall look forward to what's next.8) NATIONALS TOP 8 HERE WE COME HOHOHO. because of our east zone results we got some kewl grouping for nationals.;) anderson, cedar and huayi TROLOLOLOLOL. it's all our old friends from pri sch and u13...xD this is gonna get interesting.:P when mr lim starts scolding all his usual stuff me and nic might just think that he's referring to us and the whole pcps feel is back.:X but heyyyy, NO, WE'RE NOT UNDER HIM ANYMORE!!;D heh shall look forward to these 3 epic matches coming up and strive to win!!8D heh thank God so much for this epic and cool chance because of our east zones.8)

sch had the 55th anniversary and official campus opening thing ytd, didn't go but heard that it was on the news.o.O heh like duhhh i went to DI instead of sch!:3 hohoho idk why but it seems like it's been a while since i got to go there from home. but anyway! the message really spoke to my heart and i really thank God for that!:3 heh and cell time was really fun, we got to make costumes for the different roles as mentioned in the message and dress up our model!8D hehe joy was our group's model and we dressed her up as a soldier.8) it was really fun and funny.xD the other groups' costumes and models were super cool and nice too!:D thank God for this activity!:3 shared with our buddies abt ourselves regarding the sermon before we prayed for each other in closing. stayed back to talk with eunice and i got a liiitttleeee bit surprised on what she told me, but i'd been thinking abt it as well so i guess God is really amazing!:D i was keeping it to myself cos i was kinda shy plus afraid that i couldn't do it but He's telling me through eunice that it's fine and it's time! really thank God for that!:3 so i've made up my mind to go for it and shine for God!!:D haven't decided on which one to enter though, but i shall see where God leads me after next week!:3

hmmm guess my stm is causing me to be unable to rmb what else there is i wanna write down but oh well. ciao~!

asdfghjkl.

2011-07-03T12:09:00.002+08:00

gah i realised i haven't posted for a week abt my life because my internet has seriously been pmsing like heck.D: but oh well it's not like i would have the energy to do so even if it didn't, this whole week has been pretty crazy.:S

sch finally reopened and i finally got reunited with my dear friends heh.;) so yeah everything's pretty much back to normal though i kinda dislike the new day 9 timetable.:/ oh right and we got our class tees like finally!!8D it's really cool, love it loads!^w^ i should wear it after training or match someday. k but anyway, we won the first 2 east zone matches, against mpss and jyss! thank God so much for that and great job to the team!:D the upcoming match against prss is really crucial...x_x cos our last opponent is dunman sec and we all know what that means...:/ even so, we shall jiayou jiayou jiayou!! go team!!^w^

heh managing work has kinda been wild this week cos of training and comp plus third lang, i kinda did my work till 10-11plus every night... i don't feel like going year 3, can't imagine how i'll survive, and i can't imagine how my seniors survived/are surviving.:X k but nothing is impossible in God so i shall continue to work hard.:D when there's motivation from someone out there, there's no way i'm ever gonna give up.;) be it for studies or vb or spiritual walk, i'll jiayou no matter what and fight to the very end!!

k i should just cut this short and go off, ciao!:3

beyond love beyond.

2011-06-26T19:06:00.002+08:00

one more day to term 3 2011... lots of mixed feelings abt it.:/ aiyoooooo. the new timetable makes me wanna sleep. apparently maths still has more periods than sci.=.=" whatever happened to the whole reverse thing. so many new teachers in the list... some timeslots are still the same though... day 9 lessons end at 4.15pm... and it's a full day of all 6 subjects. sian. idk what i'm gonna do when i reach upper sec ahh asdfghjkl.:/

but i shall put that aside for now, ytd was beyond love beyond @ di!^w^ finally, after one month of missionary, we're back at honour room!:3 me and pearl were saying how it felt like such a long time since the last encounter and cell time took place.:X heh we met up for fellowship over lunch before heading over to wcrc, and played monodeal in blessing room cos we were early.xD saw many new faces, in sophia we had elaine and jiaqin!:D so yupp our day was spent listening to the testimonies from the different groups of ppl from different projects, and there was also charades!:D really thank God for all the testimonies i heard, it was really inspiring to hear abt what happened with their groups.:D super admire amaris, xinyi and rachel for cleaning that toilet now HAHA.;) just thinking abt it makes me go... whoa.:X heh and lots of epic things happened during everyone's services to the elderlies, children and thai, and really thank God for the fun and love!^w^ after the testimonies gladys shared a short message and then we sang a closing song (run. i love that song.:3) before food.8) yumyum. heh but me and sis went for dinner with our family after that at vivo HAHA.xD keke saw yipeng there!8D and dinner was... ahem. kinda epic with the whole spoon thing and me and sis teasing each other.;) thank God for the day!

heh i've been lepaking the whole of today.8) yesss i'm so guai to have finished all my work on thurs alr!!:D well at least everything except math proj and sip. but who cares i'm not in it alone HAHA.xD k shall go eat dinner and then do up more of the projects, pack bag and bla. looking forward to seeing everyone again and loving beyond from tmr!^w^

237:216,226

2011-06-22T20:32:00.002+08:00

yay post no. 237!:D and it's about 21/6 and 22/6.:P

went to sch ytd to do cmps with the rest.:D heh thank God for somehow letting me miss the dhoby ghaut train so that i got delayed and in the end met someone on the way to sch...x) i kinda thought that we wouldn't meet anytime soon but thank God for planning everything heh.:3 yup so went to sch and saw xinyi, then xinru came and we lugged everything to the chem lab (whooyeah, we somehow got to use that place though we're only year 2!8D) to drill holes in the planter.xD heh jinqi and siewhui came too, then after that we had so much fun drilling holes!8) i feel like drilling somemore now HAHA.xD but in the end we couldn't commence planting cos we didn't have biochar.D: so we went for lunch at macs before going boonkeng to buy the biochar.:D so yupp the whole trip to buy the biochar was pretty fun.xD but super hot.x_x went home after that and had a gross convo with elena abt sitting on eggs and cooking them by walking in the sun HAHAHAHAHA.xD thank God for the day!8)

went for training today... was supposed to have friendly with rv today but got cancelled last min due to lack of ppl on their side.D: but training goes on, we did our things... i guess it was pretty ok, thinking abt it i can't rmb much alr HAHA.xD guess i really have stm...:/ but oh well. i do rmb that louise was epic during break time.xD and after lunch really no motivation to do things alr lurh... ugh.x_x but thank God for strengthening me and helping me throughout the day!:D i guess today was pretty fruitful in a sense, i can feel the spiking touch a little better le.x) hopefully i can make it not to bring everyone down during zonals...x.x counting down to first match le, 7 more days lehhh arghh asdfghjkl.:X anyway went home with nic and jiaying after changing and we came up with some plans for some stuff.;) asdfghjkl idk why but i'm really tired like heck today. oh right and my room de plastered parts got painted over liao! yay!:D seems like the bathroom light also gao dim alr.8) mum and dad seemed pretty happy with that.:P sis came straight to my room after coming home, i think she was in a good mood, wonder why eh.;) looks like 22/6 was a good day for everyone... oh right it's adalric's birthday so happy birthday!8D k i think i wished you alot times liao haha.xD seems like having stm is not such a bad thing for you huh.xD k kidding.:P

k i wanna go lepak liao. cya all soon and very soon!8)

genki nai.

2011-06-20T21:19:00.002+08:00

hey dudes, few days no see... wanted to keep track of my life again but really no mood lurh...zzz... so many things have been happening these few days, and many are pretty negative ones, don't feel like reviewing them liao lurh... scared i cry again haha...xD i also no more tears to spare liao.:X

k but anyway not all things went badly... had sophia get-tgtr on saturday!:3 fun ttm, love ya girls loads!!!^w^ still find it funny how we go all the way to botanic gardens just to spam ppl's sms though HAHA.xD and yvonne still haven't reply me!:( but i love island creamery!8) heh my sis and her creamy island.:P and then fathers' day dinner on sunday with paternal family.:P me and sis managed to talk to pinghuay and pohsuan (k feels weird, i prefer baoxuan.:D) and accomplished our mission.;) heh and the family behind us was super cute.xD thank God for these happy things at least!:3

k i shall try not to dwell on the sad things, as much as it's hard to stop myself from doing so. but i shall watch that epic show with my mum and try to keep myself busy and keep these things off my mind now heh.;)

kibou.

2011-06-16T10:25:00.002+08:00

whoo yay got time to post again!:D heh time flies eh, middle of the 3rd week of holidays is over... and actually i'm pretty looking forward to sch reopening LOL.xD abit crazy, but how else can i see all my friends tgtr again!:3 and how else can i sit next to the windowwww.:3 actually right now i'm next to the window in my 99% done room but all i see are cars and buildings, and there are no traffic jams now so not fun LOL.xD no wait... on second thought, maybe i'm not so looking forward to it... need hand in my homework and i still have quite a bit to do.=.=" and then there's east zone starting on wednesday!:X

honestly speaking idk if' i'm ready for it anot... ytd during training, i really felt like a letdown to the team... first part of training, because of some asdfghjkl problem with myself i couldn't perform properly and was super tired... because of that problem everyone thought i was emo-ing over sth, because i couldn't hear them when they talked to me, and i couldn't exactly talk much...:/ caused them to worry for nth... ughh. felt better after break so i went to spike against the wall to kinda make up for first part of training and try to get the spiking feel... but seems like i still failed ttm lurh, couldn't get it right at all later... even as everyone was like, trying to help me find the spot i can spike best, i still failed like idk whut and let their efforts down... i also couldn't take alot of balls and then in the end, ms heng got pissed with us, and it's really greatly my fault lorh... asdfghjkl feel guilty like crazy.D:

but then again thank God so much that i have my dear teammates.:3 jessie was like, sms-ing me and spamming my fb walls with smilies to cheer me up...xD thanks a mil babe!:3 and then i know that when everyone thought i was emo-ing during training they tried their best to 'cheer me up' also... thanks alot everyone!:3 really appreciate it loads.[less than 3 sign] i'm still kinda fail but let's jiayou for east zone tgtr!^w^

heh shall use the rest of today to do homework and lepak in my room...xD having friendly with huayi tmr!8) heh u13 memories with them are coming back, looking forward to it!:D jya, maido ari!:P

LOVE BEYOND!^w^

2011-06-13T17:12:00.002+08:00

phewww past few days have been really really busy!x_x but still i thank God for all the beautiful things that happened!:D

thursday, nth much, stayed at home to slack and do hw... heh can you believe it, i was preparing a present for a friend and i wrote this letter that had more than 1000 words.=.=" and at night i even wrote one more 'love letter' to another birthday girl.xD if my hand could ever talk, it would be screaming, "我不干了!!"xD maybe i should train myself to be fully ambidextrous HAHA.xD

friday, had training.:) i can't rmb what happened alr lah HAHA, i guess muscular memory is enough for me on the court.;) not that i need to rmb the events in my head, i finished sufficient NYAA reflections liao YAY!=D but i think lunchtime was epic on that day.xD heh nicole being super talkative and everything.xD oh and we celebrated jieyi's birthday!!^w^ YAY KEWL JIEYI YOU'RE 14 LIAO DEAR ONE!^^ we celebrated jebera's bday tgtr too!:D heh we had delicious mango cake.8) and then yup nic and florence, jebera and jessie went on a date after training LOL. so i went home feeling lonely lorh, haiz. LOL JUST KIDDING, I'M NEVER ALONE, GOD LIVES IN MEEE!^w^ [sian there are just so many times i wanna put less than 3 sign but blogger takes that as html code so cannot.=.="]

saturday, we had our first love beyond extreme makeover project!^w^ met up with everyone at lavender mrt 8.30am in the morning to set off for the house!:D nicole was late... as usual...xD but jessie was the champion this time...:X haha but anyway we went up after a prayer and started moving the stuff out of the auntie's home... the auntie's really nice, and she's christian too!:D her house was really quite clean leh.:| no cockroaches or lizards or anything... but the walls were pretty much like the walls in my living room before renovation so i guess painting it was pretty much required then... so yupp we moved her stuff out and then started clearing her wall of stickers and posters and stuff... uwah me nic jessie and jingyi were nearly dying of scraping the tape and picture off the wall.x_x thank God we somewhat managed!:D laid newspapers, scrubbed the walls after that and then started painting!8D heh i must say that painting is really fun, though it's super tiring!xD esp the ceiling ughhh.x_x my neck was on the verge of breaking, but i guess it helps in training neck endurance to do setting.xD [should have called louise.xD] thankfully we only needed one coat for ceiling heh.;) the toilet celing was totally asdfghjkl. just roll the roller over and then lots of old paint would flake down like snow [YAY.], super hard to paint...x_x but thank God we made it!:D oh right, YUE MUN SOMEHOW TASTED THE PAINT WHILE PAINTING HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.xD but i shall not be sadistic.;) after the whole house was done we cleared up all the equipment and newspapers, mopped the floor and moved the stuff back in. ahhh it was such a great feeling looking at the yellowish old walls turn into beautiful white walls!^w^ took a picture with the auntie before we left.:D haha of course we didn't work full-time whole day... there was lunch break which we took turns to take, and there were times when there wasn't enough equipment or too crowded in the house so we just lepak-ed outside at the stairs...xD and some epic stuff happened.;) oh yeah and during our project theophilus popped by to visit!:D heh they had their first proj on sat as well in another block so they came to kpo and take some pics...xD heard some stories from sis abt their house and their day there...:P well overall i really really enjoyed myself in spreading the love on saturday and i thank God soooooo much for it!^w^ went to iluma after that with nic and jessie to buy koi!8) heh then had dinner with family at bras basah before going home to see my 95% completed room!8)

sunday! love beyond day 2! ahh 2 days in a row is really tiring.x_x but it was still as great as ever!:D our second house was also around the same area, but different block.:) same thing, went up there and started clearing the items outta the house... the auntie's walls were actually alr fairly white and we kinda thought we didn't needa paint them. ._. but when we started scrubbing we saw all the black dots on it and kinda understood bah.xD the black dots were really like, ughhh.x_x it only barely comes off if you attack one dot at a time but there were millions of them.x_x so we just painted over them after scrubbing the walls... heh but we had to paint the door and gate as well so all our ppl were properly 'employed'.xD yeah and this house had lizards...:X thankfully i didn't encounter them that closely...:P poor carol and mirabelle... sadly the lizard jumped on weiqiang's foot too LOL. [eh nope it's not weiqiang from dhsvb. LOL this world has far too many ppl with the same name.:X] haha and junhong had to kill it...xD i heard he killed 3 lizards in that house!:X heh then joshua and yuemun started calling him pest man.xD while yuemun became ipman.xD oh and there was even this ant nest in the toilet so we couldn't exactly paint it...:/ but the guys spammed bug spray and problem solved.;) so yupp we continued with the proj... and some ladies from YAM came to help too!:D including rachel's sister.:D the auntie's neighbour was super nice, he passed by many many many times and there was this time he asked if we wanted milo.:P after one long day of painting which i didn't get to lepak much, we finally finished the house and moved everything back in!:D took a pic with the auntie before we chatted with her a little... i couldn't understand much because she could only speak a little chinese and mostly canto, but with God language wasn't a barrier!;) we're visiting her again on 16th during our next and final proj since we're still gonna be around the same area.:D went home after that.:) thank God so much for that day!^w^

as for today there was nth much, just training... but i kinda started getting super quiet because of nic and jessie calling me charis ng and/or charis phang.=.=" asdfghjkl noooo i am charis siow and/or charis soon! i love my surname and my jingyi heh.;) jiaolian was pretty hiong with 'the dsa club' today for training up on defense...x_x but with God all things are possible! GO TEAM!^w^ had lunch with jieyi, jessie and nic after training at old airport road before heading home.:) YAY MY ROOM IS LIKE, 97% COMPLETED LE!^w^ all that's left is the study light and final coat of paint!:3 whooyeah i can have my sleepover adventure soon AHAHAHA.;D thank God so much for my 'new' room!:3

k kewl i shall be good and chiong hw tonight/tmr...:/ k kewl cya!:D

had'ta train train train.

2011-06-08T21:04:00.002+08:00

phewwww block week's over, back to training! AH IT FELT GOOD TO BE ABLE TO PLAY AGAIN AFTER 3 WEEKS!^w^ though it was really tiring and tough it was still fun and wonderful to play vb again~!:3 and then over the past few days, my room got nearly completed!8) it's all finished except that they gotta make the light work, paint over the wall they moved the wires, complete the moved switch, place the glass writing board in front of my desk, touch up abit here and there and it's complete!8D I LOVE MY ROOM HEH. it's now my room and no longer the study room~8) it's funny how i look at it and think stuff like, "the piano used to be there. i used to have a smaller table there. sis used to sit there. the room used to be yellow-ish" and stuff liddat.:/ but i still love my room anyway.:3

monday training, pretty tiring... got bad muscleaches in my whole right arm, legs and neck...D: it wasn't really that intensive i thought it'd be, but it was more of the repeated movements that made it so tiring and aching. ahh service and receiving.=.=" blehh wtv. it was super quiet the whole time because all the epic ppl flew overseas.D: and then somehow i was made to take over nic's job?! whut?! ._. now i know how hard it is for her.:/ blehh but i guess training was kinda fruitful then.:D changed after training [my shirt got black like idk whut.] with jessie before heading off to tpy to buy a present for someone and koi.8) headed home after that.

tuesday, went out in the morning for breakfast plus fellowship with pearl!:D [yeah, even though our previous fellowship was just on sunday.] tried saybon's for the first time, it's pretty good!:D so yupp, we did our fellowship while sis did hw after she ate... and then we went to made with love to shop shop!:D super nice~ pearl went off to work and then me and sis went for food, movie and food again at bishan.xD oh yeah when we went walking around aimlessly outside we saw a rainbow!!:3 it was encircling a building leh, super cool!8D took a pic of it, it's in sis' mobile uploads.:D heh watched kungfu panda again!:3 i just can't get enough of baby po~!!^w^ and it's still funny when i watched it.xD after our mini-food session we took bus 88 back home.:D

today, went out for training after eating cup noodles for brunch...xD heh 3 out of 4 epic ppl are back!!:D:D:D nic, jiaying and louise WHOOHOO!!:D:D training was so much more noisier because of them HAHAHAHA.xD and it was really epic.:P jiaying is in love with the pillar and she spoilt the fan.:X kk nvm it still blows wind but doesn't turn.xD had some biscuits and h20 during break before resuming. heh playing match with the seniors was really fun!!:D jiaying and jingyi block so pro lor~:3 HAHA OH AND THEN BEFORE PT ME AND JESSIE TAUPOK JIAYING, SUPER FUN.(Y) but during pt i got taupok by jessie and nicole.=.=" ah well but they not so heavy so still quite fun LOL. yupp that was pretty much how it went.

thank God for everything that has happened these few days!:D esp thankful for God's strengthening during training, i think i would have died if not for God!:3 definitely thankful for the time spent with pearl during fellowship and for the time spent with sis for the day.:D thankful for being able to train with all my dearest teammates too!:3 YAY PRAISE GOD!^w^

shall be a good girl tmr and do homework HAHA. and maybe be a good person and prepare birthday presents.;)

stars and indigo and cats!8)

2011-06-05T16:48:00.002+08:00

phew it's been a while... i couldn't find time to blog due to various reasons...:/ but thankfully i got this chance today to continue writing!:D heh so i shall skim through the events of the past few days.:D

came back home on thursday after lunch and WHOOYEAH I LOVE MY ROOM. it's still not completed as of now but on thursday, it was painted nicely and the light was changed!:D OHMYGOSH I LOVE MY INDIGO WALLS AND STAR WALLPAPER!!^w^ THE STARS GLOW IN THE DARK AHHH ASDFGHJKL.:3 and the lights have CATS!!^w^ super happy~ and the rest of the house was nicely painted too, living room, mum and dad's 'classy' room, sis' super pink room...=.=" but yeah it was really cool.:D but there wasn't much space to sleep so me and sis slept in my room in sleeping bags. heh best experience of sleeping bag ever, with air-con, pillow, bolster and stuffed toy.:D whooyeah thank God!:D

friday~ sian had to wake up earlier to vacate the house so that the ppl can start building the cabinets and other stuff... studied from 9 sth in the morning all the way to 1pm...x_x my neck gana muscleache next day leh LOL. then i aimlessly slacked downstairs cos the house was... not stay-able... then i decided to read merchant of venice HAHAHA. kewl finished it finally.8) went back up at around 5 pm and our house was flooded with uninstalled cabinets, drawers, etc... even worse than thursday... but they did up quite alot for my room. heh at least my bedside shelf, study table and bed's up.8D at night there really wasn't space in the house so me, sis, mum and dad all squeezed into my pathetically puny room.O.O sis and me squeezed on the bed... and she took up more than half the space, i nearly fell off.=.="

saturday! went out for extreme makeover group outing!:D heh jingyi came!!:D after like one year...xD the rest all couldn't make it...:/ heh yuemun was the only guy in our group that turned up.xD we kinda bullied him during lunch, we were like, "yuemun, you're the only guy, shift the table!" "ok yuemun, stay here, we go buy food!" "k yuemun say grace!"xD poor guy. went bowling at wcrc after lunch, HEH MY SCORE WAS LIKE, WHUT?! first 4 turns i got like 6-, -6, -6, -6... LOLOL 6 TIMES TABLE. heh my jersey number eh.;) my score started getting irregular after that though.:P played taboo in blessing room after that... ELISSA AND RACHEL ARE TELEPATHIC AHHHH.:OO bernice can read my mind!;D carol gave us painting tips after that and then we played uno stacko.xD epic ttm, the tower was shaking like mad!xD it was really fun.:P yay THANK GOD!:D

as for today... nth much, but i met up with pearl at cck for fellowship!:D we talked abt alot alot of things... heh, the time was really blessed with God's presence, and i praise Him for that!^w^

intensive training starts from tmr onwards... it's been a while since i last played, i hope i can cope...:X i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me so GOGOGO!:3

juneee.

2011-06-01T10:08:00.002+08:00

fishies it's june already?!?! whyyyyy?!? i seriously don't want this year to end so quickly...D': but anyway today is muff's birthday so yaywheewhoo!^w^ talk abt birthdays, alot of ppl are born in june... mmm, i can even start counting down to these ppl's birthdays now.:D

anyways nothing much has been happening for the past few days... except that on monday our family moved into the hotel next to roxy square so that our house can get properly painted...:D heh i think i might die staying at home while they paint, messy like idk what and the smell might literally kill me. (no really.) and the new shelves and stuffs's coming in on friday, YAY!:D whooyeah i can finally get my own room and not sleep in the living room!:D so yeah nth much happened, except that i continued spamming lily and then me and sis were totally slacking in parkway parade ytd and went to sogurt for the first time ever.:D seeing bus 31 pass by there really makes me wanna go home leh, even though marine parade is pretty kewl i still miss tpy loads.D: probably gonna spend some time doing homework today...

mmm i don't have much to say alr, so i shall end off here. byeee.^^

kekeke.

2011-05-29T18:17:00.002+08:00

heh the sch hols are here... kinda having mixed feelings abt it though...:/ weird how i don't feel totally happy abt holidays... but i shall recap the events that happened for the past few days anyway.:P

friday... FINALLY A NORMAL SCHOOL DAY ASDFGHJKL. I MISSED NORMAL SCHOOL DAYS SOOOOO MUCH!!! it's been such a long time since a sch day i got to stalk the PAS and vice versa!xD heh and it's day 10... keke all ferillans should know what i mean.;) chinese was pretty cool, got to learn more abt what mags and books are good to read, and then we got to go down to the library one period before recess to read some of the books and mags for ourselves.:D heh i liked the jokes in the mag.xD didn't manage to find any romance stories though...:/ ah well. went to class to stone for recess before ACC. heh i kinda missed normal ACC lessons before tea lessons started too, my precious stoning and stalking time.xD so yes ACC wasn't anything much except for my dear 2 activities, hahaha.:P then we had last 2 hours for admin work, spring cleaning and class time. cleaned up the class with the rest for a while before i left sch early for moelc. was hoping that it gave me an excuse not to take report book but mrs goh made me take it before leaving.:( ah well but i did better than what i expected to, so THANK AND PRAISE GOD!^w^ cabbed to moelc cos i kinda left later than what i applied leave for. mmm so i went there and stoned... ceremony was quite sian lehh, zzz.=.=" i missed the friendly with bukit panjang because of it!!D': heartbreak siol, GAHH XINYIIIIII.:((( but i heard from the rest later in the night abt what happened during the friendly, and i really wanna thank God for strengthening my dear teammates!!^^ heh seems like you can perform better without me eh...xD ah anyway i got home to rush the materials for open house while the contractors came to tidy up some stuff. that's all i guess, thank God for the day!:D

saturday, dhs open house!:D heh went for breakfast with mum and dad before heading to sch to do up the noticeboard(like finally) and then stay and slack.xD phewww finally finished it man!! thanks to everyone who had helped in one way or another!!:D after doing the board up, i stayed with qianhui, igxus, justlyn and rachel to help out at the booth.:D THE SMALL ERASERS GIVEN OUT WERE SO CUTEEE ASDFGHJKL.:3 HEH AND THE POSTERS THIS YEAR ROCK. FLORENCE OOI'S PICTURE SOOOOO HUGE AHAHAHAHA. oh yeah and then there was this small portion on the beachvb competitions the guys took part in, and then there was a pic of timothy and adalric, and i just can't help but say... adalric's pose in the pic was kinda funny.xD like wan ting's pose liddat, which was actually a failed andy's pose!!xD oh and after a while i went to play ball with 2 boys from east spring pri sch and some of the year one vballers. mmm but it felt weird so i decided to play with the girls in the end.xD weng khee, auntie ahmiao and uncle foo came too.:O after some time we went back to the booth and then ashley tan, zoey an and junli came!!:D YAY FINALLY PCPS PPL. chatted with them for abit before the girls, wengkhee plus the 2 east spring boys formed one side and played friendly with our sch's c'boys, and i became referee. first match, the kids got thrashed pretty bad... 2nd match, the guys started fooling around and kinda gave in to them, but still won in the end.:X ah well it was interesting watching them play... and then the dhsvb ppl present played a short match with each other.xD i didn't get to play much though, most of the action was taken by jianhong and weiqiang i guess.:/ mmm then i started slacking for a long time, with lots of things happening, like jiaying, adrianne and nic's arrival, failed lunch, teachers vs c'boys match etc. cabbed to DI after awhile. and DI was as encountering and special as usual!^w^be it encounter or sermon or prayer or game time or team carol time of prayer and worship, it was really graced with God's presence and i really thank God for it!^w^ [the game was really epic btw.xD] after DI ended me and sis went to IMM with mum and dad to settle final stuff abt renovations and have dinner before going home.:D

today! hehe went to bugis for vball cip, which is actually street sales!8) hehe paired up with jingyi at first, then the six of us (me&jingyi, nicole&jieyi, jessie&louise) split up and started roaming around in search of good targets.xD heh me and jingyi met her neighbour!:O and then we roamed to iluma and bought koi to drink while collecting donations and selling bears hurhurhur.8) but we got chased away by the security guard.:( but that was after i got a $10 donation so nvm.:P we wandered till the front of bugis street, and then we saw nic and jieyi there. soon, louise and jessie wandered there too HAHAHA. we're such a bonded team that thinks so alike man!xD so we started to attack ppl there lorh, yay.:P heh nic was really daring man, jieyi too!xD hopping to every single person they see.xD and then louise was epic trying to get a kid to like the bear so that the parent would buy it.xD HEH EPIC PPL. i managed to sell all my bears and think i did my best, so i'm pretty contented liao.:D thank God for helping me to press on even during the times i got rejected and felt real tired!:D went for a movie with jessie, jingyi and nicole after that... HEH KUNGFU PANDA 2!!^w^ cute and nice ttm!^^ po is as cute as ever~xD ESP BABY PO AHHHH ASDFGHJKL!!! i cried during the part po saw the whole of his past though...:/ idk why but i just felt sad abt how his mother sacrificed herself even as po was crying for her...D: but the movie was real great.^w^ went home after that to continue packing for renovations, yay!:D thank God for the wonderful day!:D

love beyond is coming soon and very soon! 3 MORE DAYS TO JUNEEE!^w^ that makes... 6 MORE DAYS TO SITE-VISIT AND 13 MORE DAYS TO PROJECT ONEEE!!! YAYWHEEWHOO!! 4/6 is site visit huh... 4/6..........

looking forward to love beyond!! gogogogo love movement!!^w^

jet lag.

2011-05-26T17:05:00.002+08:00

heeehhh in love with the song jet lag by simple plan now!^w^ i think it's a really sweet and nice song that i can somewhat relate to... asdfghjkl all my friends in pcps.D: mmm i shall update abt stuff that happen everyday as usual... though it's really nth much nowadays...

monday, had electives... heh ceramics is quite fun, whole day play with squishy clay.=) i got kinda messy and dirty but it was really fun!:D after electives ended i went back to class to start clearing off the stuff in my locker... the moment i entered, the smell of wax just flooded my nose, turns out the year ones had batik painting elective in our classroom, and they really made a mess of the place, the paint and wax and staple bullets were all over the tables, the floor... ah well nvm, there were 1F ppl in that class so they're gonna use this place next year anyway hurhurhur.8) went to GO to take leave form after that and met jessie on the way, so we decided to go watch movie with nic, but we talked to ms heng abt vb stuff before that.:P and then we called nic but she didn't pick up, called her home and got told that she didn't reach home yet, and then we started panicking abt where she could be and thought she slept on the train and rode from end to end.xD after a looooong detour we met up at bishan and turns out she was sleeping in her mum's office.0.0" didn't go for movie in the end, just ate ice cream at macs and chatted alot.:P but it was still fun, so thank God for blessing the day!:D

tuesday... electives day 2 and final day... mmm we did mainly slabwork which was not as squishy but still fun.:D heh and i like the project work that me and annette did, YAY.=) rushed off for third lang immediately after electives and i thank God that mrs goh was at the foyer and i managed to sign my leave form!:D heh so thankful that i managed to apply for leave in time.x_x the bus came late but we still made it in time... and then as usual, lessons were fun!:D alot of ppl were missing due to their elective field trip though. ah well, we had fun doing listening compre and practice on giving directions.8) went home after third lang and slacked.:P heh but still it was fun, thank God!:D

wednesday... rs day... came to sch at usual timing unlike lots of others who came late and left early after meeting their mentors for just 1 hour.-.- met up with the other cmps members before flag-raising and went down tgtr, and then after that we had lots of fun working on our addendum in the library.:D we digressed aaaallllooooootttt but we at least still managed to do sth.=) after spending nearly the whole sch day in the library we went for our lunch in the canteen and then left for nus at 12.45pm. 4 of us took mrs koh's car and the other 4 took a cab. i took the car, and then the other 4 in the cab were super epic. somehow they managed to get a cab right after we left sch, and then they told the driver (they were really dying to do this.), "FOLLOW THAT CAR!!!"xDxDxD we were laughing like idk what when we reached and found out they really did that.xD and then we met up with prof. tan and learnt abt the earthbox thing to grow our own plants... and then after that it was mrs koh talking most of the time. heh we kept telling her to chill.xD but it was quite fun.:D was supposed to stay and watch them demo how to set up those boxes or sth liddat but me, trina, xinru and siewhui rushed off for our various events (training for me) and left the other 4 to watch and convey to us.:P took a cab to mrt with trina before i gave up and took another cab all the way back to sch. what happened next was really... asdfghjkl. my phone's back cover got lost in the cab i think but i didn't bother and i just went to find nic and the rest, and then there was only her, jiaying, jieyi and clara slacking in the canteen so i was like, "where's everyone?" then they told me that training and classroom session got cancelled because earlier on, all the year 1 and 2 were gathered alr except me, then ms heng got pissed and cancelled the classroom session, then jiaolian also angry and don't wanna come, then the girls all got pissed and went home. after hearing that i felt really really really guilty ttm, almost on the verge of tears and started emo-ing... and after a very loooong time, they told me they lied.=.=" and that was when i really started to cry, though idk why. ASDFGHJKL YOU ALL AH. ANY IDEA HOW GUILTY AND WORRIED I WAS ANOT AH.:(((( sian, go join mediacorp lah, don't cheat my feelings can, i very guillible de leh. LOL. k but at least i found out the truth and started cheering up.:D played ball for abit with jiaying before chatting and going home. it was a fun, tiring and... fill-in-the-blanks day, but i still wanna thank God for it.:D

k today, lessons resumed after idk how long ago that felt.0.0" but i felt sian like idk what lorh, nobody to stalk!:((( and the term is ending alr lehh zzz. maths, i need copy that thingy 20 times... sian.=.=" make us copy also no use whut, sotong jiu shi sotong, if we fail to see it during tests and exams, what to do... aiyoeh. mmm LA was nth much... heh history was kinda slack cause ms lim went MIA for phototaking with 2C.:D and right after she came back it was almost time for us to go down for our phototaking, LOLOLOLOLOL.xD but she still released us late lurh.=.=" heh phototaking was kinda funny, but i think that our poses were super kewl.8) and even though we didn't have any props this year, i still think we're a great class that has fun even during phototaking.^^ heh when we got back to class history was over YAY.:D and then geog, also nth much cause mr lee's turn to go MIA for phototaking YAYWHEEWHOO. so i slept in class... and then we got ct2 back... mmm we ended up getting released late for lunch but it didn't make that much of a difference.:X had PC after that in comp lab and settled some admin stuff... though the last part of the lesson was used on fb.xD yupp i guess that was all for today, though i wanted to stay back to play ball before the friendly tmr... never play for 2 weeks and suddenly tell us to have friendly with bpghs.. can die one leh.:O but thank God that i'm not alone, and it means i can see xinyi again!^w^

tmr's last day of sem 1, hope it goes ok... wanna stay for last 2 hours of admin stuff but i need to leave for that ceremony.=.=" hope everyone has fun though, and i hope i can make it for the friendly in time!

showdown 3!

2011-05-22T17:14:00.002+08:00

yaywheewhoo yesterday was showdown 3!^w^ it was really really really fun ttm, and i thank God sooooo much for the day!!:D

went to woodlands to meet up with the rest of the sophia girls before heading to christchurch sec, and I GOT LOST AT CAUSEWAY POINT BECAUSE OF ALL THE CONSTRUCTION HERE AND THERE AND EVERYWHERE.:( in the end yvonne came to 'rescue' me, aiyoehh..paisei rock!^^" then we headed off to the bus interchange to take 901 to the sch.:D heh the bus ride was super shaky, i nearly fell down lots of times.:X but it was fun lurh hahahaha. we went to the hall when we reached and settled down there.:) ice-breakers started and i met up with my team. TEAM ORANGE WHOOYEAH.:P actually we're team C. but we're also known as team orange idk why.:/ ahh well. our team consisted of me, clarissa, matthew, carol, junhong, weiyang, jethro and edward heng.:D after getting to know our team, the groups combined to play blow wind blow, it was quite fun.:D and after that we went on to practice some basics of touch rug!:D it was quite confusing with the explaining, but actually, once we tried it out, it's simple like idk what. LOLOLOL.xD some time after that the matches for the day started!

first team we played against was eugene's team... omigosh the guys are super rough lorh, bang here bang there... carol got a blueblack under her eye after banging into eugene.D: and then after some time junhong injured his knee pretty badly after a fall... carol and junhong were really sweet caring for each other and everything, i wanted to say, "awww~" so badly BUT IT WASN'T THE RIGHT ATMOSHERE TO. they left halfway to consult a doctor abt junhong's knee, i hope he's ok... so yeah, anyway, we played alot of matches... tired ttm! and i was freaked out every match from the roughness of the guys... jethro said, "touch rug is a very gentle game~!" and i was like thinking, sure anot?!._. ahh well. we all had fun anyway, despite all the casualties... oh yeah the blue team (elissa and xiaoting's team, idk what letter) was super cool, they lined up in one line to start the ball every single time.xDD zai. haha and they were super high!:P i think they ended up taking pics and photos of their team's technique, LOLOLOL.xD

after a long day, team orange emerged 3rd, YAY TEAM!^w^[actually, i think this is all owing to jethro... and weiyang...] keke and congrats to 2nd and 1st position as well!:D no wait actually, CONGRATS TO ALL TEAMS FOR WINNING A DAY OF FUN AND FRIENDSHIP, BLESSED BY THE LORD!^^ hehe i had loads of fun, i hope all of you did too!:D we're all winners yeah!:) oh and we celebrated matthew's birthday ytd too.:D after slacking around a little more, everyone headed home by the bus while me, wan ting, jace, nicholas, jon leow and jethro left in gladys' van.:) heh and then me and wan ting had htht of secrets in the mrt somehow... and then i went home.

really thank God so much for this day filled with so much fun and bonding with the rest of DI!:D it was really really fantastic, PRAISE GOD!

returning to sch for electives tmr, yay ceramics!:D heh and i'm gonna pay for class tee, can't wait to get it!:D asdfghjkl i found out our east zone grouping from evelyn by accident, NOOOOO WHY DID WE DRAW DUNMAN SEC WHY MR NG WHYYY.:'( i'm getting freaked out by the second. kk girls, JIAYOU, WE CAN DO THIS. we have only abt 10+ trainings left till east zones start, ALL THE BEST EVERYONE, GOD BLESS!

TADAIMA!^w^

2011-05-20T21:30:00.002+08:00

WHOOYEAH I'M HOMEEE~!^w^ keke after spending 3d2n at pulau ubin for level camp, i'm finally homeee~!:D:D:D though the environment could really make me scream and jump into the water from frustration, camp was really really great overall!:D

day one, took bus then bumboat to pulau ubin from sch. hehehe i love bus rides and boat rides, always fun ttm!^^ and then we arrived, separated into our groups, pitched our tents, blalalala. heh and we really painted our faces with face paint.:D mygoshhh it was really hot like nobody's business and we all nearly went mad from the heat, but thank God that we got under the shade!:D and then after lunch, our group (group 4, aka EVERYTHING~!^w^) and group 5 and 6, plus 1-3 went for our water activities!!:D heh 4-6 went for improvised rafting first.:D mmm it was pretty challenging to make a raft to hold 8 ppl out of the given materials, but it was possible!:D i felt kinda useless though, it was all the UG ppl doing it.:/ after that me, waverly, kerwin and daryl rowed out to the floating platform in that raft, and it was super fail.xD but it was really fun, and on our way back we gave up and jumped into the water to swim back.:D AHH SHIOK TTM. and it was only later that i realised that we were swimming with fishes.:X (so the instructor wasn't kidding when he screamed upon seeing a big fish while briefing us while standing in the water.) and then after that i continued to slack in the water. HAHA.xD and then after the whole thing finished and we kept everything, we went for kayaking!^w^ shared boat with waverly, and it was really really really fun!!:D heh we had trouble trying to row to the place where everyone was though, we kept drifting away and the wind was blowing so coldly!x_x but it was still really fun.:D HAHA ZHEWEI AND YUKUN CAPSIZED THEIR BOAT ON PURPOSE. they got drenched totally, and we were really in the sea.:O heh kayaking was super duper fun man!^w^ after that we kept the boats and stuff, then we washed up and went for dinner.:P mannn i didn't get to bathe properly. me, waverly and weilin had to use a 'special technique'.;) but dinner was pretty nice.:D then we had night activites... mainly the blind man's trail. AND WE WERE ACTUALLY ONLY WALKING IN CIRCLES LORH.=.=" but it was still quite fun lurh, i was behind weilin and in front of tang shi.:) ehh, after that... uhh... i think we did our reflections then had supper? can't rmb anymore. (FINE LAH PERVERTED ALIEN STALKER YOU WIN, I REALLY HAVE STM. mmm that took me a long time to admit ehh, LOL.) then after some more random things we went to bed. NO. WE WENT TO OUR TENTS TO SLEEP. WHUT BED. LOL.xD heh it was really squeezy in the tent, but we somewhat managed.:P heh ebelle was talking super loudly[ehh i heard her voice from tents away!] minutes after lights out (wait, WHUT LIGHTS.) and then i was like, "ebelle shaddup lah!"xD k sorry. then at 1am she woke me up with her oh-so-prominent-and-loud voice again, but i managed to sleep.:P heh idk how many times i woke up in the night lorh.x_x hot and squeezy ttm siol. ah well. thank God for blessing the day and helping us manage somehow!:D

day two. mmm woke up, washed up, had some games then ate breakfast.:P and then our group and groups 5 and 6 had high elements!:D heh while jiaying was up there, me and jessie were like shouting how leon will save her, how leon's love gives her motivation and makes her strong, blablabla.xD she was on the verge of piak-ing us alr lorh, LOLOLOL.xD and then after some time i went up too, and i was a little scared, but thank God for calming my heart down and helping me through the rope course safely!:D while i was up there jessie was shouting unnecessary things...=.=" but oh well it was still fun.8) after high elements finished, we went for some team-building games.:D the see-saw thingy was really super fun lorh!!:D and i think our group is zai at finding the balance, HAHAHA.:P we wanted to try the high wall thingy but group 6 (zhewei, jiaying, jieyi, yishan, edmond, bei er's group) took too long so we didn't manage to go.:/ LOLOLOL KIDDING LAH. it's hard to complete that challenge in the time we were given. so we went to play the other things around.:P after that we had lunch, and it was group 4's turn to serve everyone! heh it was quite fun, but i saw how sad and shocked everyone looked when i accidentally put too much veggie on their plates AHAHAHA. but there were still some rare souls who wanted more veggie.:D k so we ate, and then started our amazing race. mmm elena, trina, xinyi and xinru pangseh-ed me, loraine, siewhui and jinqi and went back for the actions for earth competition!D: but oh well.. bo pian. amazing race was kinda sian and super hot, but chatting with everyone while walking was fun.:D HAHAHA JIAYING IS NOW CALLED SALLY KOH.xD heh me and jieyi were busy telling zhewei abt her and leon and got overheard by the instructor, LOL.xD jiaying's gonna run mad sooner or later. but anyway amazing race was nth much lurh, just tiring from all that walking and the heat.x_x went back after completing the 4 checkpoints and bathed before campfire prep and our dinner. we prepared for campfire after dinner, and we got super duper delayed. supposed to start at 8pm, but in the end, we barely started at 9.30pm, which was supposed to be the ending time?!._. so yeah, campfire was pretty... zzz... the sound system wasn't working well at all, and we couldn't hear the skits properly so it got boring... the dance performances were really cool though!:D there were loads and loads of system failures which dragged the whole thing even longer, and everyone was like, asdfghjkl lahhh. yuquan and dion were playing with sand the whole time.xDD epic ttm. apparently when yuquan gets pissed, he gets 自high and starts saying things that are super epic.xD campfire went on... though the fire ceased long before it actually ended. but overall i guess it was ok.:P campfire ended after 12am... zzz... and i was sleeping throughout supper... then we went back to prepare to sleep, and i totally ko-ed in the super cold conference hall until 6am. heh but at least it felt good to ko, esp when we get air-con while the guys didn't, so... thank God!:D

day three, which was today! woke up at 6am, feeling like a zombie after just a few hours of sleep... i still feel like one now, LOL. had breakfast and debrief from trainers before we had our area-cleaning. our group and groups 1,2,3 and 9 had to keep the tents in the 'beach' area [which was in the lagoon we had improvised rafting], and it really look super long, and everyone was super pissed working under the hot sun...:/ and we were even forced to redo it, and everyone was like, asdfghjkl. but thank God that we still made it!:D went to the canteen to assemble for prize-giving, and our group got the 'most tenacious group' award!!:D yay GO EVERYTHING!^w^ mmm i can't rmb much due to my stm... but fiona, clara and jianhong's group came in first, so congrats!:D mmm and then we left the canteen to grab our bags and head back to changi ferry point class by class, from the back. heh when 2F assembled, i was like, "HAO JIU BU JIAN, NI BIAN HEI LIAO!!!"xD keke but it was really great to see 2F tgtr again after what felt so long!!:D so we headed off to take our stuff and went to the jetty.:) took our boat back and slacked in the super cold bus while waiting for the rest to come HURHURHUR AIR-CON.8) i slept on the way back to sch, YAY.:D and then we reached sch, bought our kewl drinks, slacked for awhile before me, nicole and jessie cabbed home.:D HOME SWEET HOMEEE!^w^

keke basically, on an overall, camp was really really great!:D AND I LOVEEE THE CAMP TEE SIOL ASDFGHJKL!:3 even though the number '4' was kinda 'haunting' me throughout the whole camp and constantly reminding me of some... things, i still wanna thank God soooooo much for blessing the time that i spent in camp with my dear groupmates and for the things i learnt and experienced through it!:D YAY PRAISE GOD!

keke tmr is saturday, and it's SHOWDOWN 3!^w^ heh time flew since showdown 2! i really have no clue how to play touch rugby, but i'll try to have fun!:D GO TEAM ORANGE!!:D WHOOHOOHOO!

soon and very soon, really.:3

2011-05-17T16:05:00.002+08:00

keke today's a public holiday, whee!:D spent the day slacking like idk what... and actually, most of the time i was packing for level camp!:D WHEE CAMP STARTS SOON AND VERY SOON, I MEAN REALLY, IT'S TOMORROW WHOOHOOHOO!!:D:D [mmm, seems like i'm still the only one excited.] hehehe it's gonna be soooo fun, I CAN'T WAIT TO GO!!:D i always loved bus rides and boat rides and sleeping in tents!!:D hehe and there's gonna be kayaking and high elements too, OHMYGOSH!!:D:D:D hehehe thank God for this chance to go out on an adventure camp!!:D

and i think i'm really gonna enjoy myself alot, my group is pretty enthu abt the whole thing, YAY!:D and we're group 4... (the number 4 again?! seriously?! PAS this is all your fault!D: nahh jk.) and our name is everything. literally.^^ heh i think we're really gonna become good friends if we can interact with each other like how we chatted online for the past few weeks.:D hehe thank God for blessing the time we spend tgtr, even if it's just chatting online!:D at least we communicated a little before!:D

mmm even so, as i'm gonna have fun at camp, there are still ppl who are having exams and stuff... so, to all those still having exams, ALL THE BEST OK!^w^ study well for it, but don't push yourself too hard.:) btw don't study the wrong topics, then go to the exam hall and blank out on those things you totally didn't study for...[yes this is directed at someone in particular.:P] jiayou jiayou, you can do it!!^^

mmmm i guess i gotta go pack the house in preparation for renovations, which are also starting soon and very soon.:3 keke byeee.:D

whoo yeah.

2011-05-14T22:04:00.002+08:00

heh, ytd was friday the 13th eh... everyone was saying how unlucky this date was, but i really didn't know what to think leh.:/ mmm but i guess, contrary to popular belief, friday the 13th wasn't that bad for me.:P heh lessons were pretty normal... just that i was bored to tears without anyone to stalk.D: music was nth much, just the planning for the talent show thingy... i wonder how we're ever gonna present that when we used the last music lesson ever to discuss leh, LOLOLOL. and for ACC test i really went to make the tea lorh, drew lots and i got 黑茶...:O heh but at least i didn't have to answer any questions, while brewing the tea i listened to the questions the others were asked, and i totally dunno the answers ok.0.0" i kinda trembled when i was washing the cups and everything leh, and spilled a little while pouring the tea.:X but strangely after the whole test was over, the teacher gave a debrief and said that i was the most stable one while making tea?!._. liar liar pants on fire. she totally missed the parts i shivered and spilled?! whuuuuut... ah well, at least our group members all got a packet of tea leaves each for our performance in answering questions and making tea...:D for maths i kinda don't get algebraic manipulation lehh, gg.=.="

mmmhmm, went for lunch after that before training, and even though i was asked by the guys to take the c'boys pic for the noticeboard, they totally wasted time and then i couldn't get the photo, brought the cam down for nothing lehhh asdfghjkl. psh now gotta take their photo on mon instead.=.=" ah well, at least that gets things done. mmmm training was pretty fun and fruitful eh, playing against the seniors was quite scary but fun, keke.:P after training i wanted to run through the rain to go circle line de, but nicole's mum fetched me and jingyi to the station.:D heh and we spotted sth kewl on the way there, and then the stalking adventure of the ahgong ahma paparazzi began...;) it was fun right ahgong, right?;D heh, caught red-handed. jingyi had to leave me to continue the adventure alone after she got off at paya lebar though.:( i didn't manage to do much anyway. but after i reached tpy and got 'attacked', i found out that apparently the both of us were caught red-handed for being paparazzi too. MANNN.:( the rest of the journey home... was really really nice.:3 a quiet, misty night with a light romantic feel eh. mmm. keke thank God so so soooo much for yesterday night's adventureee.^w^

went to help out at the ptm today. heh i paired up with clara for our duty.:D we were assigned to assist mrs goh, but apparently nobody asked to meet her so her whole schedule was just a blank table, except for 2 names that weren't even in my shift.:O so basically me and clara plus jiaying were just slacking there the whole time, and we still get our cip hours, heheh.:P after our shift ended me and clara went to play the piano downstairs while eating hiphop jelly, whoo!:D it's super nice and wobbly!8) and then we went on a tour to... 'climb into someone else's skin and walk around in it'.;) heh i feel kinda bad now though. then we went to kachiau nic, jiaying, jieyi and louise on their shifts.:D then we slack like idk what, then ate a little of the refreshments (which we actually weren't supposed to take.) before they headed off for training and i cabbed to wcrc.:P

DI was really great, as usual.^w^ hehehe encounter felt really different for me somehow, idk why. but it was really nice!:3 nyuuu lots of sophia girls missing today...D: miss you girls loads!! anyways today's sermon was given by gladys, abt moving outta our comfort zones.:D heh she showed us pics of the younger rachel and scarlet, i really couldn't recognise them.:X but i think today's message really spoke to my heart and was inspiring!:D after encounter we met up in our project teams to have some sharing and prayer.:D and then we separated into our own groups to come up with a group name and date of site-viewing.:) hehehe i brainstormed for ideas then i was like, "orhh i know, impack-tors!!" then lefa's group was like, "ehh, their name quite cool leh... they impack-tors then we... IMPAINTERS!!!"xD i thought it was a joke leh, but they really named themselves that afterwards.:X ah well, team carol has cool names.:D heh gonna go site-viewing soon~ can't wait for love beyond to start!! whoohoo!!:D:D:D

went for dinner with sis after that, and we talked abt so many random things.xD but it was nice just talking like nobody's business.:P heh thank God so much for everything!!^w^

yell.

2011-05-12T18:07:00.000+08:00

past few days have been pretty hectic... kekeke monday's day out with the girls was super duper fun, thank God so much for blessing the time we spent tgtr!:D as for the other days, there wasn't really anything special i guess... though training ytd was pretty fun.:D

and i think i wrote last time that eugene composed a song called 'our God is love', right. heh, i'm gonna change the lyrics in the chorus a little to fit what i feel and wanna say right now.:)

Your love, love, makes me strong,
Strong to do things,
Things that I can't do without You.

You cheer me up when I'm down,
And now I have found,
All I need is Your presence in my life.

kekeke God's love is really amazing beyond words, and it's really all we ever need.^w^ heh basically today was pretty miraculous for me, esp for my hcl and history ct 2 results...:D and then the day was really blessed with wonderful time spent with my dear friends, wheeheehee.:D

kk ignore me now, because even though i really feel God's love and thank Him for it, there are still things that i'm sad/confused about and idk where else to rant but here so you can skip the whole chunk...

basically i'm really confused. confused about why things are going this way. you know, you were once someone who i never gave a second thought after hearing your name, and yet, you mean so much to me now. so much that i'm scared. scared that i might just be an irritating person to you in your life. scared that i might never see you again. scared that you might be completely gone from my life someday. scared that we might not be able to spend eternity together when it comes. scared that i might forget all these someday. scared that i might even forget that i've forgotten all these. i really just wanna continue the way things are now, but i know that it might come to an end soon. i really just wanna stay by your side no matter what and never go away. i really dislike your absence more than i really love your presence... but what do i do when you're gone? there are just too many things i wanna tell you... and when i think of all these... i just can't help but feel like crying and yelling.

dear God... please guide me through all this. as much as my wishes are so strong that i can't help it, it is still Your will that has to be done, not mine. i don't know what's the direction i'm supposed to be headed for, and i don't know to do anymore... i need Your love and grace. i'm lost unless You guide me with Your light. so please, lead me to the right way...

LOLOLOLOLOLOL.

2011-05-08T13:29:00.002+08:00

[i realised that this blogskin doesn't work too well in IE. and it rocks in mozilla.:D idk abt other browsers, but anyway. i should get onto what i really wanna say.]

hehehe, DI ytd was really great!:D eunice shared her message with us after encounter, and the main point was to... love beyond self!^w^ to love beyond reason and love beyond words (from last week), we have to love beyond self, and it demands me, overcomes evil and needs discernment.:) kekeke, i shall go out and really loveee my dear ones from now on!:D then she also showed us some pics of the houses we might get for extreme makeover, and told us abt some of the things we might face. but we're gonna overcome them together as DI and as princess warriors hurhurhur.8)

after encounter we didn't go into cells, but went into our project groups!:D hehe we played the poker card thingy first, and it was really fun.:D we were all screamig madly when our numbers added up nicely to the needed total, YAY.:D and then we also had the song game. HAHA EPIC.xD our group sang 'our God is love' and eugene was like, "OOOOOOIIII!!!" and then yvonne sang, "as a love offering~" and andy went, "k. cool." AHAHAHAHA.xD k then after that we went into our teams.:D i'm in extreme makeover group 2, with bernice, elissa, rachel koh, yvonne, nicholas, yuemun and youfu.:D [mmm idk if i left anyone out.:/] and we're under carol, tgtr with group 4.:D hehe so we had a mass sharing about why we joined this movement, what we expect to get out of it and how we think God can use us.:D so after the sharing and prayer, we went into our groups to settle stuff, like, group leader, treasurer, logistics ic, welfare ic, exchanging of contact no.s, date of site-viewing...:) hehehe extreme makeover is gonna be really great.^w^ and thank God so much for the friends i'm gonna bring, esp jingyi!:D hehehe after mia-ing from DI ever since the next stop last year she's finally returning!! and it wasn't me who invited her, she asked me to invite her!!:D:D:D THANK GOD SO MUCH~!

after that me and sis went for dinner before going home.:D heh, then i had a discussion on dhsmail chat with nicole, jiaying, clara, chiayu and jessie, and there came about the whole thing of... ALL.;) heh al-fungi.xD kk but anyway it was really epic. and everyone is like, totally crazy over the whole GE thing?! i can't believe that even i stayed up till 2am for it.:X oh well but i gave up and slept before the results for aljunied were announced, LOL. fb and twitter is totally spammed with these. and i really 'love' the announcer.;) everyone does.=)

haha and mum was emo-ing abt the results for bishan-tpy grc, and i was like, "aiya mum, don't emo lurh, today is mama's day."=D LOLOLOLOL. heh today's gonna be mostly homework(though there isn't much.:D) and packing.:/

heh tmr's still a holiday.:D gonna go out somewhere with the jessie and the other girls involved in that convo last night, teehee!;D

I CAN'T WAIT FOR LOVE BEYOND!^w^

changeee.

2011-05-06T18:41:00.000+08:00

heh, due to extreme boredom, i changed my blogskin.:D seems like a long time since i last did that.:/ i like this skin too, teehees.:D whooyeah.

mmm speech day. woke up at 5.30am to get prepared...=.=" then after that left house with my parents at around 6.20am. (which is supposed to be the time i've normally just woken up and am in the bathroom.) heh then dad activated his 'flying car' skills and chionged to sch.:X met up with zhangmin and jiahui outside the auditorium before going in.:D and ehh they cheat our feelings lorh, tell us to come at 6.40am but then there were ppl coming only after 7.15am?!._. zzz. i could really have gotten more sleep.

k so after a while we went up to the super cold sch hall and then waited for the start, and then it finally started after a long time and we were watching live footage of the parade downstairs.:D after the GOH came up dr foo and him gave their speeches (during which all of us nearly feel asleep. i mean really, if you were there you'd know.) and then the ceremony went on... waited a super long time before it was our turn to go up though. it was quite scary, the moment i stepped up the thingy in front of the flowers fell though i didn't touch it, and then i got super scared but didn't know what to do, so in the end some student councillor put it back up.:/ i feel kinda bad. but anyways, my turn came so i got my prize, took a picture and left the stage. yay not bad, it was $30 popular vouchers plus a 'medal' thingy in a red furry box with my name and award on one side of the inside of the box.:D but the medal thingy doesn't stay in the hole leh, LOL. k so the ceremony went on... for a very long time... oh oh oh but there were many interesting things. like, the year 6 2010 ppl coming back in their home clothes and i saw their nice dresses and blouses and stuff.:3 and we saw liulaoshi in a dress for the first time.:O she looks quite nice in a dress leh, she should wear it to class!:D and then we were thinking whether ms poh would come in a dress/skirt too.(I KNOW, YOU CAN'T IMAGINE THAT RIGHT.) but like duhh she didn't, she came in her normal clothes.:/ and then mrs chew came in a purple longsleeve blouse and black pants.xD so cool lorh, that was a once in a lifetime sight. they continued with the presentation, then had 2 concert items before it ended and everyone went for refreshments.

hehh i didn't bother staying though, the queue was super long.x_x so i went to 7/11 to buy waffle and drinks to munch and gulp on the way to circle line. smart right.xD just kidding. so yeah i went home, and slacked like idk what. heh i got seriously sleepy so i went for a nap.xD and then woke up to change blogskin and post lorh.:P

btw lily, i hope things are okay between you and hintze (and the other guys maybe.). we really didn't mean things to turn out this way, i'm so so so sorry...

mmm kay, i'm feeling kinda hungry now.:/ shall go eat dinner.:P byeee.

yipeee.

2011-05-05T19:29:00.002+08:00

whoo yay finally have time to update my blog again!:D k as usual i shall start recording down the main things or things i rmb each day. LOL.

tuesday... mmm... during sci we had the debate on the abortion thing... ahahahaha junwei, jinrui and xiaoyu were in the group 'jane'(the teenager that got pregnant)... then junwei was super worked up, then he was against abortion and said, ".... living thing inside my body..." so we all started laughing like mad.xD he got super worked up during the debate and we were all like, "chill, you're affecting your baby..."xD and then jinrui is the emotional ver. of jane, then xiaoyu was the normal ver.xD heh i think i screwed up when i was talking.:X but in the end there wasn't an absolute verdict... so oh well, we had fun.:D and then for LA we continued with the last few candidates for speech, and then zhangmin's one was super epic.xD epic, but it was good and well-written.:P ahh LA speech is fun to watch, but not fun to present.:D and as usual there was jap class!^w^ ohgosh our area was infested with ants.T^T so we moved to the back to sit.:P hehe we had some presenters for show and tell.:D all of them were pretty good, be it the epic-ness or flow or content...:D and then we got our ct3 papers back... mmm i think this time not too bad lah, thank God!:D but i feel heartbroken over that qn i had to circle instead of writing it in the blank directly.:( wasted man. oh well. during break yilien and sheryl took me out to the grassy area near the class, AND IT WAS SUPER PRETTAY~!^w^ the white and pink flowers from the trees were falling, LIKE SAKURA OH GOSH. heh singapore's own cherry blossom!:P took some pictures before returning to class and continuing with lessons.:D then that was all...:P thank God for everything YAYWHEEWHOO!:D

wednesday, mmm... cme was quite funny... and then we had math spammage.:( because mr lim swapped periods (hence the debate on tues), it went sth like, math, recess, math.D: first hour of math, we had pop quiz on quadratic graphs... then we did some other things, then recess, stayed in class to study maths... then second hour of maths, ct.T^T gahh i think i'm dead. AND THE BONUS QUESTION IS SOOOO.... ASDFGHJKL. i feel so cheated.D: had rs after math, and i went running up and down to get a picture for the composting thing...x_x then i had to improvise the posters and stuff... it was pretty ok lah.:D then had geog before dismissal. heh stoned in class as usual, while eating subway.:P i TRIED to study for science ct, but i couldn't concentrate lurh.:( it started raining after that, and then all of a sudden i looked at our brightly lit class which only had a few ppl, then looked out at the rain, the dark sky, the lightning, the brightly lit classes opposite having lessons, heard the thunder, and then i felt as if all this was familiar... like, it feels as if it has happened before, but i know it hasn't leh. and it didn't appear in my dreams either.:/ and just so happens that when i felt all these, i had a headache.x_x no i mean literally a headache. like, i was gonna rmb sth, but couldn't.D: MMM THAT FEELING ISN'T NICE. but anyways i gave up trying to rmb and went with clara to look for jessie and chiayu, then we went down to third floor and jessie and clara stood in the rain.:P after some other random things we went off for training... AND WE DIDN'T MANAGE TO TAKE OUR PHOTO.:( but anyway, training was pretty ok i guess... but we ended pretty late, by the time i left the ish it was alr reaching 7pm... stayed back abit to help qianhui with her jap before heading home.:P then i bathed ate blah, then chionged maths simultaneous eqn assgn and tried to study sci again before sleeping after qt. super tired, but thank God for guiding me and strengthening me!:D

today... pt was cancelled, but i cleared my 1000 skipping for last week while studying sci in class.xD k i shall do this week's share tmr.:P so for the whole 1hr i was just studying for sci and malay test...xD then after that we went down, after flag raising we had PE... it was just playing frisbee, but quite fun.:D then had recess, then malay test.x_x hehehe almost everyone had a coin on their tables, ready to flip and tikam.xD for the whole test i was trying so hard not to laugh, the paper was really epic, everyone tikam-ed all the way, then felt bored after doing it so quickly. so duhh, i looked outside and saw yellow birds flying.:D AND THEN I SAW OUR CME TEACHER HAHAHAHAHAHA, THAT WAS ONE OF THE BIGGEST REASONS I HAD TO CONTROL MY LAUGHTER.xD so after that malay was finally over, YESSSS.:D had hcl after malay and we wrote compo.:D ahh, U13 memories... and then had lunch before sci test. noooooooo i gg alr, so many questions idk how to do.x_x then we had LA, and i was really on the verge of sleeping.:X thankfully i didn't.:D k sch ended and i went to finish computing proj with cheryl. FINALLY WE'RE OFFICIALLY OVER WITH IT MAN. came home after that. thank God for helping me in various things today~!^w^

AND WHOOYEAH IT'S A LONG WEEKEND UP AHEAD!!:D:D:D 4 days, and i just realised I DON'T HAVE HOMEWORK.:D hehe thank God for this chance to really relax!! tmr's speech day... 6.40am in the auditorium.. oh mannn.D': kk i shall end off here, byeee, have a good break!=)

yaywheewhoo!

2011-05-02T15:40:00.001+08:00

time really flies, it's already may?!?! WHYYYYY. I DON'T WANT THIS YEAR TO END SO FAST.D': but anyway i'm bored so here comes another update of the past few days!:D

saturdayyy~!:D mmhmm, went to DI as usual!:D the message was brought by euniceee!^w^ for the first time in my life, i found out that there are 4 kinds of love.:O phileo, eros, storge, agape. heh, i can't rmb much abt the other 3 kinds, but i only know that God loves us with an agape love!:D eunice was gonna show us a vid during the message, it was an animation, but still scary and touching enough to make me grimace and cry.:/ (idk if i should be thankful it didn't manage load...) but i hope that the message has touched the hearts of the new friends back from amazin grace!:D next week eunice is gonna continue, WHOOHOO!:D

for cell time, we made sushi!!:D:D:D it was really great. i made one with salmon spread, and then made a super big but fail handroll with tuna and crabsticks!:P elissa made normal sushi, then made a super duper tiny handroll and sushi HAHAHA.x) eunice made handroll too!:D everyone managed to make a roll of sushi at least once!:D oh and amaris' one was really cool, SUSHI IN A SUSHI!xD we had so much fun just eating up the rice and ingredients and seaweed~ thank you so much for organising this and teaching us to make, pearl!!:D:D:D I LUBSCHEWWWW~!

heh, and saturday was actually eds night. like, almost everyone i knew went... but while they were settling down in the PAC, i was still with sophia making sushi HAHAHAHA.xD but it was fun.xD judging by all the photos everyone took and their statuses plus comments, it seemed pretty good, but spending time with God and sophia is still really really really great.^w^ glad my friends had fun anyway~

for sunday, our family went out for lunch at some restaurant to celebrate mothers' day.:D it was pretty nice.:P sis wore a dress with heels, i wore sth simpler with converse shoes BUT I WAS STILL TALLER THAN HER AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!xD SIS EPIC FAIL. but i shall be nice, don't tell her i said this.;P k so after lunch we went slacking round somemore before heading home, and me and sis watched 101 dalmatians (the live action one). OHMYGOODNESS THE DOGS ARE SOOOOOO CUTEEE!!! AND THE OTHER FARM ANIMALS TOO!! KYAAAAHHH~!! i really want a furry pet naooo.:(

oh and then i'm so happy, i FINALLY got one vb team photo doneee!:)) many many thanks to adalric for helping me, as well as to the rest of the team for co-operating!!:D at least there will confirm be one photo on the noticeboard by the time open house comes!:D [hint hint at other teams.;D LOL JUST KIDDING LAH.]

for today, basically... slack, pack, chiong hw.:/ hehh, guess it isn't that bad either. sis was really epic while we were packing our stuffed toys.xD whee can't wait for renovations to start! MY INDIGO-STAR ROOM.:D

mmm ok i don't know what to say anymore. LOL K BYEEE.

gambatteee!

2011-04-29T20:12:00.000+08:00

mmmm, i realised that 27 is a very 'magical' number... it marks a lot of things that are memorable...^w^ and therefore, mugging geog and LA speech on wed night (and stretching into thurs morning abit) wasn't that bad after all, LOL.:P thank God so much for everything!^w^

anyway, pt on thurs morning wasn't that bad... did the usual pt, plus some ball skills training.:) and then we had a mini-breakfast session that actually only consisted of drinks. LOL.xD then after that had lessons... ms vaz didn't call me to present my speech, OH YEAH.:D i wasn't that prepared yet... and then for geog ct, after the 5 mcq questions, i really wrote like mad...x_x 4 pages without leaving line except between each para, can you believe it?:X but my handwriting got super messy and big, so i guess it isn't that bad...:P then hcl after lunch was super slack, teacher didn't come, so even though we were supposed to write gong han, it was really quite fun listening to music, going fb and doing it at the same time.:P went home after that... HEH, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT, I BUMPED INTO SIS AT TPY MRT, OHMYGOSH.xD so we went home tgtr... HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE WE LAST WENT HOME TGTR ON A SCHOOL DAY MAN!:O it was quite epic.:P YAY, THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME COMPANY WHEN I FELT A LITTLE LONELY!^w^

as for today... lessons were pretty ok... had tea again during ACC at the bsp room...xD mann, they decided to send me to make the tea for the test...:X thankfully i don't have to answer the teachers' questions since i'm making tea.:D and hopefully i don't mess up!:X hehh, then after that we returned to class and saw that most of us had to stay back after sch to meet ms poh because of the maths quiz...=.=" so we were all super duper sad face, some angry face...:/ mine was more of a worried and sad face bah, LOL. i had to stay back and i was kinda scared as to what was in store for us, and i didn't wanna be late for the rehearsal or training... that was depressing event no.1...

for sci we continued the lesson for HRS...=.=" then mr lim read to us a 'letter from an unborn baby', which is like, a letter from a baby in the womb to the mother... i was really touched by it at first, about how much the baby was looking forward to his/her life, how happy he/she was to be alive, and how happy he/she was to have a mother like that... but then when things changed, i began to feel sad, and when the point came when the baby was being aborted and was wondering what was happening, screaming for the mother to defend him/her... i couldn't take it anymore, the tears just fell... again.:/ i just felt really so super sad about how a child so innocently looking forward to life and feeling so happy had to be killed just like that, with all that happiness taken away before he/she could experience it...D': how many times do i want to cry over abortion man... maybe i feel this much because i lost the chance to love my relatives because their lives were taken away by abortion bah...:/ for the debate on abortion next week, i'm taking the stand of the unborn baby... i wonder what i'm gonna do then. this was depressing event no.2...

even so, i wanna thank God that at times like these, He has placed someone in my life to cheer me up...^w^ my dearest perverted alien stalker, thank you so much for showing me your beautiful smile...:D you know, it's impossible not to smile when i see you... THANK YOU!^w^ and then, i'm sorry that even though you made me smile, when you got depressed, i couldn't do anything for you... i'm sorry that i'm always not giving enough, yet i'm taking too much... wait for me, someday, i'll do something in return... meanwhile, just know that God loves you, and that no matter what happens, it will never change!^^ i'll support you through everything that happens too, SO JIAYOU!! YOU CAN DE!!:3

after sci it was LA, and then i got called for speech...:/ i was super duper nervous, and made a few mistakes, plus i kinda drifted a little away from my draft... i had to pause a little and look at my post-it from time to time too, OH NO.:(( i think i messed up... plus i think my speech was written a little differently from what everyone else did... OH GOSHIES. hopefully i passed, i was kinda trembling...x__x pengfei and junwei's speeches were good siol... pengfei's was persuasive, but comical... with the talk on aliens and everything...xD and thankfully his voice didn't crack, if not i would never stop laughing.xD

so yup, sch ended and i went to find ms poh.. and actually mine was minor calculation errors only lorh.-.- but in the end i still missed lunch because of that... then i chionged to the hall, but they started late. EH SERIOUSLY AH, CHEAT MY FEELINGS SIOL.=.=" most of the rehearsal time, i was stoning...=.=" after i went up to stage and came back, i got seriously bored so i went out to watch the girls have training... felt kinda useless how i was there, watching while they were all working so hard...:/ i really wanted to jump off the parapet to the first floor then go join them lorh, LOL. but of course i didn't lurh, if i got injured from the fall, i wouldn't be able to train anyway... and then my parents, the teachers, my teammates and the perverted alien stalker will all hantam me for doing that just to escape rehearsal and go training.:X (eh wait, PAS, why are you always there, everywhere i go!) so i bo pian, stand there and watch... and then rehearsal was finally over asdfghjkl. and we have to report to the auditorium at 6.40am on the actual day, what the fish!:( i really want to sleep lorh, why do i have to go to sch just to go onto stage just for a minute and then have nothing else to do anymore while everyone else is in dreamland happily!:( zzz. i might just fall asleep on the actual day.:X

so finally i went for training... and trained lorh, LOL.xD training was pretty ok, i guess. but i really need to work on my skills man, GAH.:/ and then after training sth epic happened, i was preparing to go home alr, then adrianne suddenly asked me, "do you have ms heng's number?" then i was like, "yeah, why?" and then with her usual happy-go-lucky voice, tone and face, she said,"i broke a windowpane at the guys' toilet there. but then GO close alr." I TOTALLY LAUGHED LIKE MAD LORH, SHE SEEMED SO HAPPY SHE BROKE THE WINDOW.xD so we called ms heng, but she wasn't in sch alr, so we asked mr ng what to do... he told us to sweep up the glass pieces first. so we got our brooms and dustpans, went out and got to work. (in case you saw me with the broom but didn't know what happened... no, i'm not maria the maid. i'm charis, a nice senior helping her junior out.=D) there were really alot of shards, super dangerous siol.x_x and when we were done, we were like thinking, "eh, could there be broken pieces in the guys' toilet too?" but we obviously cannot go in to check and sweep right.=.=" so we went hunting for guys we knew, but in the end asked mr tay to help.xD then he took down the remains of the window pane, gave it to me and said, "nah, 给你当作纪念品!"xD i nearly kept it, but decided it was dangerous, so me and adrianne took a pic with the panes and threw them away.xP then i came home lorh.:P

hehehe, thank God for all the various things that happened!:D tomorrow's saturday again, YAYWHEEWHOO!:D time for the message regarding amazin grace, and sushi-making during cell time!! YAYWHEEWHOOHOOHOO LET'S GOGOGO!!:D

eeeks.

2011-04-27T21:07:00.002+08:00

gahh i just realised that i've been missing for a few days alr eh asdfghjkl it's getting hard to keep track of my life.D: and actually i still need to go and memorise my LA speech in case i get called tmr, plus study for geog ct 2.:( so i shall give a brief update about the past few days.:D

saturday: went to clementi early in the morning to have breakfast with the girls before friendly.:D it was super epic at burger king.xD and then we were nearly late, so we took cab to FMSS. had the game... we were super nervous so we kinda underperformed, but it was a good learning chance.:) went for amazin grace after that, it was really great!:D but tiring travelling from one end of botanic gardens to the other.:/

sunday: went to imm with family to settle some renovation stuff.:D picked out curtains and wallpapers, YAY.:D can't wait for my new room.:P it's gonna have stars on one wall can you believe it!^w^ STARS. omigosh. and it's super duper blue, i feel like a young boy now.:( oh well i shall spam stuffed toys and buy a potted plant!:D and then we had dinner at granddad's place before going home to chiong hw.=.="

monday: ehh, pretty normal day i guess. assembly was quite cool, spanish dance.:D the skirts were nice.:D and then the demo by our sch students was epic, shall not go into details...xD and then had ICAS science which i guess i totally flunked.:( then i went home. mmm nothing much.

tuesday: mmm, pretty normal day too... counted laps for senior high ppl during PE.:D the person i was counting for was super fast, so i had nothing to do for the rest of PE then i started looking out at the field... and then i saw stupid yet kinda zai things.xD adalric was doing pull-ups using the football goal post... SERIOUSLY AH.=.=" plus somemore do so many. then still go throw the ball super high into the air then stare at it and wait for it to drop down... (were you waiting for the ball to hit your head? LOL. jkjk.:P) ahh lap counting is fun.:D no need to strain, can be sadistic and watch ppl run, can see stupid stuff happening in the field AND STILL CAN GO FOR EARLY RECESS HURHURHUR.8) kk just kidding. the rest of the day was pretty fine. and as per usual, JAPANESE CLASS WAS GREAT YAY. ct 3 wasn't that bad i guess. started chapter 19 and we're using book 3 alr YAY.:D but the day was spammed with listening compre, LOL.

today: pretty normal day too, just that we made brownies during LSP, YAYWHEEWHOO!^w^ me and ebelle put cadbury chocolate inside.:D it's super nice lorh, but the whisking was epic, our station was like a war zone.xD but it was really fun.:D and then science, we started on HRS...=.=" everyone was being super sick lorh, esp when the condom was passed around... and we watched a video on abortion......:( i felt super sad and started crying, embarrassing siol...x_x but it was really really really sad to see the innocent child get killed so cruelly, even though he/she was a life that God brought (or at least, wanted to bring) onto this earth... but then, he/she died before he/she could feel God's awesome love and grace...D: i was emo-ing during music because of that lorh... but then after sch we had crash course for dilution for SIP, it was quite fun so i cheered up anyway.:P then as usual i stoned in class... but still it was fun.;) went for training after that, it was pretty ok, then that was the end of the sch day.:)

gonna have pt every thursday morning in that extra 1hr from tmr onwards... no more chionging unfinished work or last-minute mugging for tests or extra stalking time.D: but i guess our hard work will pay off during zonals.:D YAY JIAYOU EVERYONEEE!

it's GOOD friday, friday~

2011-04-22T17:49:00.003+08:00

not trying to be pervert or pedo or anything, BUT SERIOUSLY THIS IS SOOOO CUTE!!^w^ KYAAAA PIKACHU~!! both of them look so super duper cuteee.^^ man, i wish my art was as good as this. then i can draw lots and lots of domo-kun and rilakkuma and pikachu and mew and you!:P [lol yeah i put 'you' just so that it rhymes with mew.xD] and of course all my fave anime characters... TSUNA, ZERO, USUI!^w^ then paste it in my room next time. LOL. nah, i can't draw.:/ [found this on my sister's tumblr...:P credits to the creator of it, idk where it originated from.:X oh wait, the source is in the picture!:D]

today's good friday, no school!:P so in the end me and my family went out for some super duper nice breakfast/lunch and then went to buy lots of food and snacks...:X (yay i bought food for the following school week's recesses plus chocolate for LSP alr, MUAHA.:D) but then again, that's not the point... the point is that today was the day many many many years ago that Jesus died on the cross for our sins and washed us clean, thus redeeming us. He loved us so much, He loves us so much and He will love us so much!!^w^ oh and yesterday during LA we were doing lit. circle for tkam, and then it was the connectors' turn to present, so they were talking about suffering innocence. then ms vaz asked, "do you have any real-life examples?" and then they were like, "errr..." then mccoy said "enyou!!"xD but then after a few seconds, edmond tapped me and said, "Christ!" and then i was like, "that's right... tmr's good friday too..." thank God for reminding me of His love even in school!^w^ it's really adrenaline for the soul!^^ [whee ODJ!]

tomorrow's the loooong awaited AMAZINGRACE! :D:D:D:D can't wait for it!!^w^ though i didn't manage to bring anyone after i gave out the invitation cards, [pssst! you, the one i invited! don't feel guilty anymore lah, it's not your fault you can't make it! i believe that someday, God will still bring you to Him somehow...:D] it's still a good chance for me to refresh myself with the love of God.^w^ no wait, it's not just for tomorrow, I SHALL DO THAT EVERYDAY!;)

before amazin grace, we're gonna have a friendly match with fairfield methodist...:D thank God that it's near clementi mrt and ends before the event starts!:D [eh, hopefully we won't drag too long.] and also thank God that because of the friendly, there isn't training later in the afternoon.:) [just so that i feel less bad about missing training again.] and the team's gonna have breakfast before that!:D yay tmr's gonna be a niceee day~!:P

have a blessed good friday!

smileee.

2011-04-20T20:33:00.006+08:00

hmm, actually i have nothing to post about... posting for the sake of posting lurh, LOL.

but then again, here's sth that i wanna say to encourage you all, and encourage myself too.

SMILEEE. GOD LOVES YOU. SO SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILEEE.

kay that's the end of my randomness. byeee.

nyuuhhh.

2011-04-16T19:58:00.002+08:00

honestly speaking, i wasn't exactly in a good mood ytd because of various things... felt really sad about the way things were going...D': everything was going really great, and i was happy from the bottom of my heart. and then those things happened... why why why whyyy.

just say something... talk about penguins, or fish, or dogs or whatever. telling a story is fine too... even a lie. because i won't get mad anymore... [yes this is from one litre of tears. but please, you guys, say something. i really dislike this silence between us...]

but then again, i know that God is in control of everything.:) even though i really don't know where all this is headed for... i'll trust in the Lord.^w^

onward to the good things...:D

today was a special day, we didn't go to honour room for the usual DI... instead, we went down to st. andrew's cathedral to support yuemun and three other candidates in baptism!:D it's my second time going for baptism service... time flies, it's already been a year since justin was baptised last year...:O and as expected like every year, it rained... but for this year it rained before the service, not during...:P dress code was the same as last year, white!:D we started off with worship, then the candidates' baptism. there were 4 ppl: jeremy(isaac's younger brother), yuemun, josh and ronnie. after their baptism and testimonies, we went up to congratulate them by saying, "我们欢迎你们!!"xD [because there was this line we read from the service book to complete their baptism, "we welcome you."] goshh feel so embarrassed.x) but yeah, after the whole service we had refreshments before me and sis headed off for dinner.

wheee, i have nothing more to say i guess... maybe i should go and do homework now. byeee.:P

reminiscenceee.

2011-04-14T18:23:00.002+08:00

whoo i'm back after mia-ing for a few days... gahh, quite some stuff happened... shall try to recall bit by bit, i seriously want to and need to keep track of my life.:P

sunday. i don't think there was anything much except for chionging homework...:/ oh and they released level camp groupings.:D YAY I'M WITH TONGYING~^w^ and then there's also yuquan, dominic, megan, elizabeth, yuanqi, jitmin, waverly, lingda and some other ppl i don't really know yet... and i think the groupings are really funny lorh, somehow i see all the vb guys and girls mixed up everywhere (everywhere but my group. OH YEAH.:D) ohgosh i'm super duper looking forward to level camp!!:D [and seriously, i think i'm the only one. when i asked everyone, they all rather come to sch for the 3 days and go library to self-study for the whole day-- that's what we have to do if we can't go level camp for whatever reason. eh serious ah ppl?! can get away from studies and go for boat rides, kayaking, high elements, campfire night, y'all rather study?!0.0"]

monday. hmm i think monday was a pretty normal day... apparently i was pretty bored in class cause someone decided to pon sch just to go jogging and swimming, so as to practice for napfa the next day.:X aiyoeh, abit the dumb dumb sia.(HAH. RIGHT BACK AT YOU. NOW LOOK WHO'S THE DUMB DUMB:P) going take napfa next day still go strain yourself, isn't that like, worse?!=.=" LOL but since you did do better for the actual thing then i guess you zai lurh.xD oh yeah, during assembly, the winners of level camp tee design were announced, congrats to the winners from 2G and CARYN FROM OUR CLASS FOR WINNING THE BACK DESIGN WHOOHOOHOO!!!:D:D:D:D great job everyone, including the other participants!:D i'm sure everyone's designs are really great in their own ways.:D met up with my group members too!:D

tuesday. had napfa 5 items and i seriously screwed up...:/ gahh shouldn't have slept late on monday night.0.0" but then again, thank God that it's not thaaaat bad!:D left with 2.4km next week then... gahhh. i believe i can flyyy... with the strengthening of God.:D YES I CAN.:P lessons after that were pretty normal... and then for third lang, had common test 2... wasn't that bad, i think... then we started on chapter 18.:D AHAHA AND IT WAS SO FUN WITH THE WHOLE BENPI THING BETWEEN ME, JIAWEI AND YIHUI.xD i can't believe we really dared to write benpi in our answers...:O i think sensei's gonna hantam us.:P but it was seriously funny.:P time flew and jap ended again.D: so i went home and finally decided to send an sms out to one person from each division abt photos for the vb noticeboard... nyuuu sooner or later i'm gonna go mad over this. but with the love and strength of the Lord, i will surviveee.^w^

wednesday. woke up with serious aches at the stomach... it hurt even when i walked.:( [yeah, it felt terrible during training while running, but thank God for relieving me of my pain and helping me pull through!:D] hmmmmm, lessons were normal, i guess... ohoho music was quite fun playing the latin american music instruments.:D i played guiro, and it's fun sliding that small stick thingy over the big pill/rocket thingy.xD when the whole class' instruments played together it sounded super duper cool~:D and so yeah, school ended so i sat in class, ate my subway for lunch (YAY I GOT A FREE COOKIE!:D:D:D), stoned and did maths.:P and i can't believe we nearly threw the subway wrapper out of the window.:X but it was quite epic...xD AND WHY EBELLE WHY WEREN'T YOU WITH ME, IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE OUR AHLI BOMBA DAY, WHERE WE SIT IN CLASS TOGETHER AND DO RANDOM THINGS UNTIL CCA STARTS.:( but oh well. ahli bomba day shall resume next week.:P so after that we went down for training, which was quite scary when jiaolian got kinda pissed off...:X but overall it was still ok...

thursday. which is today.:P hmmm, kk i admit i TRIED to mug for history test in that extra one hr in the morning, but i keep getting distracted.:/ and even though there was this group of senior high ppl who came to ask us to go for student lounge opening ceremony, we stayed in class to study...:P OH AND FARQUHAR I SUPPORT YOU.:D hmm so after flag raising and maths and LA and recess which i spent still trying to study for history, we had the test...:X and my script's really really messy, plus ms lim banned correction tape, so if she wants to faint when marking my script it isn't really my fault alr.xD just kidding. i really rushed like heck, i didn't care much abt handwriting, as long as can guess accurately what i wrote can liao, LOL.xP then had geog in the comp lab, which was quite... zzz.=.=" after lunch, we had pc, and it was really raining really heavily... we did the paper dolls thingy, and actually, i didn't do much except for the write-up.:X but it was quite interesting.:D did computing proj with cheryl after that before coming home, and on the way home, i walked along the same route i took last thursday, and started reviewing the details of the events that took place the other day... it felt really nice to just rmb all the stupid and epic stuff, but then again, it felt kinda sad to know that it could have been the first and last time i'll ever have such a journey.:( ahh well.

and actually over the past 4 days, some stuff have been happening regarding level camp... it really isn't something i wish to see happening, and i don't think anyone of us feel good about it. i was thinking about this: why did God let this happen? and then i took a good look at everything and realised that actually, even through such an event, our class got alot more bonded, with all the different people from different cliques coming together to help each other. it really was heartwarming to see everyone united as one, even though it was an unpleasant thing...:'D i guess the theme of the camp 'together, stronger' can really apply to us... THANK GOD FOR ANSWERING MY PRAYERS AND GIVING US THIS CHANCE TO BOND!^w^

hmm, i guess that's all i have for now. ciao ciao~

wheee!

2011-04-09T22:12:00.004+08:00

whoohoohoo it's saturday~!:D yes i'm back from DI with a happy heart again! yay!:D

ytd was a pretty normal day in sch... made tea during acc, and it was quite... interesting. *coughs* hmm, the rest of the lessons were pretty normal... then during lunch, i felt like some GL person for going around and taking pictures of food wastage for CmPS...:X gahhh. but i'm glad clara accompanied me.:P YAY MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! training was pretty fun, though tiring.:D thank God for the day!:D

as friday ended, AU also came to a close... not really. we're still gonna continue with our missions!;D i feel kinda fail though, didn't do much for no. 1...D: i feel bad...:'( though i managed to do some things for no.2, idk if it was good enough, and sometimes, i feel as if it's more of the opposite...:/ I SHALL DO MY BEST FOR THE COMING WEEK AND THE WEEKS TO COME!:D

gahh i still feel very tired though i crashed at 10plus last night and woke up at 10plus this morning.x_x but anyways, today's sermon was abt the service we're gonna do in june: LOVE BEYOND!^w^ we all signed up for the various jobs today... i signed up for 'extreme makeover'- painting the homes of the elderlies!!:D:D can't wait to go and help them!:D hopefully it doesn't crash with training time... of course, encounter was very... encountering as usual...:3 for cell time, we shared about how AU went, then we did bible study and closed in prayer.:)

sis and i went for dinner, then went to buy some stuff before heading home and finding mum looking at some of our old pictures... GOSH SO UNGLAM SIOL.:X but i realised i looked very cute in some of them.xD LOL JKJK, NOT SO EGO, UNLIKE SOMEONE.8)

thank God for all the blessings in my life, and even for those blessings in disguise!:D shall go and look at my young pics again.xD (no, i don't feel like doing homework. yet.=D)

arigatou~

2011-04-07T20:13:00.002+08:00

gosh, today was such a great day~^w^ thank God so so so so sooooooooo much for it!!:D i just can't describe my feelings now... even if i run out of words to say, my thanks to God won't stop flowing.;)

hmm, the one hr before flag raising was quite ok... sat there, did some work, then watched charmaine, wenqi and clara play with the 3 angel ipod touches... yellow, blue and grey.:D cool right, our class got 3 angels plus 1 devil, we should take a pic of it someday.:P and then yupp, had PE... whee my 2.4 timing improved by a few seconds!:D it's still kinda suckish, but i really wanna thank God for strengthening me when i really wanted to give up and walk!:D it's really different running on the track when i know that i can count on God.^^ and then we did some practice for shuttle run, standing broad jump and pull ups... gahh i kinda deproved being so tired from running...:/ but at least i know that on the actual test day next week i don't have to waste energy before all this ba...:P and then after recess we continued lessons... i think i kinda screwed malay presentation, BUT WHO CARES, IT'S OUR LAST FEW WEEKS OF MALAY BEFORE WE TAKE THE TEST AND RECEIVE A CERT IF WE PASS, AND THEN WE CAN ALL SAY SAYONARA TO IT.:P the rest of the lessons were pretty normal... maths was quite scary with ms poh screaming at us and everything...:/ i didn't dare to look out of the window in case she started scolding me.T^T but we managed to survive at last... and then we did lit circle for LA, then dismissal.:D

went to the 2nd floor of ISH after dismissal to try and start planning how to do up the noticeboard... and then after planning the layout, i looked out to the outdoor courts and saw adalric playing vb with some of his friends.:) went down and sat there to watch them play (though i was invited, i didn't dare to join them... all the seniors siol. and i really bo lat after PE lurh.D:) and then went canteen to do homework... and met kaising, vivian and jieyi there.:D after some time i went home. the journey back from sch to home was a really niceee.:3

thank God sooooooooooooooooooo much for granting me so many great things and blessing the time i spend with my dearest ones so greatly!^w^ (and yes, just in case someone accuses me of having stm again, i'll write it down in my jap diary right now as evidence.:P)

yay tmr's friday again.xD cya soon and very soon!:P

a thousand autumns... or glitters... or something.

2011-04-05T21:03:00.006+08:00

yaywheewhoo here i am again trying to keep track of my life in school.:D ok so ytd was a pretty normal day... (btw congrats to the perverted alien stalker for finding your wallet!:D good that you get your stuff back, i never did...) assembly was abt international friendship day, and i think the whole event was super cool, with ms wallace talking abt life in UK, the muay thai with demos by dinuo and his classmate, as well as kenjutsu with demo by xiao yu and that super chibi year one guy who looked as if he wanted to kill xiao yu with the foam sword...:X thank God for showing us the different parts of the world He so lovingly created!:D after sch ended, me and cheryl TRIED to do the computing thingy, but it kept lagging so we went home after saving the stuff we needed in her thumbdrive.xD but it was really fun just watching the vids we took and laughing like mad.xD

ok, moving on, today!:D yihui had her first day of immersion, with her immersion buddy, oka chiaki-san!!:D OMIGOSH LEMME TELL YOU, CHIAKI-SAN IS REALLY SUPER DUPER CUTE AND PRETTY AND HAS SUCH A NICE UNIFORM!!!^w^ IT'S AS IF SHE JUMPED OUT FROM SOME MANGA/ANIME KYAAAAA~!!! i feel as if i'm falling in love with her already!!^w^ LOL. thank God for letting her come to our class, we're the only year 2 class with a japanese student!;) and she's really hardworking siol, she copied down bio and chinese notes!:O sadly tmr's the last day of local immersion, if not i'm seriously gonna pedo her like mad! kk i shall write a letter in japanese to her.:D at least, TRY TO.:P and i don't care i'm gonna take a picture with her!=3= btw, her name, chiaki, broken up in hiragana, CHI-A-KI, can mean a thousand autumns, a thousand glitters, a thousand *something* and some other definitions. SO COOL RIGHT, I LIKE HER NAME NOW!:3 wonder if she has a sister or sth, maybe her sis' name would be chihiro(a thousand searches/questions). CHIHIRO IS A NICE NAME TOO!^w^ KYA I'M IN LOVE WITH JAPANESE NAMES TOO NOW. kk i shall add her on facebook later.;) jap was interesting as always~;D today's lesson was quite slack, really. it was super fun!!:D we played the pass the message game, reminds me of the times when me and the pcps vb girls played the game when we have to pass a message till the last person has to say it out aloud...xD ah, those memories...:'D btw i really slept during break time, it felt nice.:D but it started raining while i slept. LOL.xD gahh common test 2 for jap is next week. x_x

operation loveee/AU has been pretty good so far, at least i think i managed to do what i planned to for no.2... i haven't really done much for no.1 yet though, i feel bad.:( nvm, tmr's a great chance to do my part.;D

i thank God for chiaki-san, thank God for operation loveee/AU, thank God for His love, thank God for everything that i can ever think of.^w^

ok, off i go to write my love letter to chiaki-san.:D kay byeee, cya soon and very soon!

operation loveee.

2011-04-03T14:54:00.002+08:00

nope, i'm not gonna talk about proposal daisakusen, even though the title is operation loveee...xD it's a long story... a long, secret story that all of us in sophia are gonna keep till... idk when, maybe forever.:P

as usual, me and sis went to DI by mrt, and then after reaching there we chatted a little with the girls before starting encounter.:D andy introduced a new song to us, written by eugene... "our God is love"!^^ it's a really nice song, a big AMEN to the lyrics~!^w^ and then sermon started, actually, i don't know the title of ytd's sermon...:X but it had sth to do with census... and the main point was this: if we can't bring our friends to church no matter what the reason... we'll bring the church to them!:D it was only when i heard this sermon then i was like, "EH YEAH HOR!!! I CAN STILL TELL THEM THINGS AND SLOWLY SLOWLY CHANGE THEM RIGHT!!" i realised that i'm always slow in realising these things... T^T but still, thank God for this inspiration and teaching!!:D and gladys said that during june, we're gonna have many many outreach operations, called 'love beyond'!!:D:D:D everyone's gonna split into different areas: going to elderly's homes, helping out at BB/GB/children's camps, painting people's houses, go to thailand for missionary trip!!:D:D:D no matter what i get, i can't wait to go out and help!!^w^ thank God for this opportunity that's coming soon and very soon!:D:D

anyway, after sermon ended, we closed with encounter, and then had cell time!:D for cell time, sophia prayed for yvonne, who's going to china for a month!!:( VONVON WE'LL MISS YOU!!! TAKE CAREEE! (eh no, don't take me.) and then we had an activity, which then lead to our operation loveee!^w^ actually it's not called operation love, it's called... AU! okok i can't tell you what that means, if not the cat will be out of the bag... but i can't wait to get started!:D it's supposed to be just for this week, but i think i'm gonna keep going on until idk when... it's the loveee. it's the careee.^^

so anyway after closing in prayer, we left... me and sis went for dinner and bought some snacks before heading home.:D NUTELLA!;D

kyahh today has been pretty much just chionging homework... like geog... still left with history and lit circle... zzz.=.="

kays, i shall be a good girl and go do my work.:D i shall pray that God will help us throughout this week even as all of us girls from sophia are having AU no matter where we are! God, shine Your light so brightly into their lives! IMPACT THEM AND CHANGE THEIR DESTINY!

OPERATION AU HERE I COMEEE!:D

it's friday, friday, gotta play pranks this friday~

2011-04-01T22:54:00.002+08:00

lol it's friday, friday, gotta play pranks this friday~! everybody's gonna get cheated by april fool, april fool~ xD

i still can't believe that ebelle woke up at 7am today. the power of rebecca black in her life. LOL.xD but yeah, today was april fool, therefore marking the start of another new month...:( man i really want time to freeze. but then again, it's my own selfish will. GAH.T^T

anyways, we adjusted the class clock to 15 min ahead of time to trick teachers into letting us go early...xD but too bad we were only in the classroom for one and a half hours today.D': so less stalking time and stalked time.T^T we really tried out operation: dissolve into music room wall, but we kinda failed cause the first two said it was too hot in the comp room and came out.xD and we didn't burst out singing friday till the whole JH could hear.:( MANNN. but anyway i guess today was not so full of tricks... except for ms heng's.=.=" during training she told the whole c'div she was leaving vb for SC, and we all believed it until the debrief, she was giving her farewell speech and at the last part, she said, "happy april fools' day~". =.=" cheat our feelings siol. but overall training was ok...:D queen of court was epic, we played in pairs.xD

btw PAS, i hope you've found your wallet alr, you seemed REALLY depressed over it... i know what it's like to lose wallets, esp if there are lots and lots of important things inside, be it ID, ez-link, library card, atm card etc, or just some very precious things given by dear ones. really, there were lots of these things in my wallet when i lost it, and i really cried a whole litre of tears for it.:'( it was a great trouble to replace the cards and stuff, and i can never get back all those sentimental souvenirs anymore...D: if it's not at home, maybe you can ask the uncle if he saw it when sch reopens on mon... or maybe go to the student services centre... anyways, CHEER UP!:) i wanted to paste this note saying 'smileee' somewhere you could see it during class, but unhappily i had no tape and it couldn't hold there.T^T so anyways, SMILEEE. you have a really wonderful smile that can brighten up my whole day, so smile more!:D your wallet is still somewhere on this earth, unless a black hole took it... and i know it's hard to just admit that it's gone. but there's still that chance you can get it back...:D HANG IN THERE, IF YOU WANT I'LL SHARE MORE OF MY EXPERIENCES OF LOST WALLETS.:D (hmm maybe i should ask pearl to share with you instead, she lost her wallet 7-8 times after all...) GOD BLESS!^w^ [and i hope this is seriously not a prank you played on me, i got really really worried for you hor.;) hmm guess not bah, you don't seem like the kind who'd do this. unlike ms heng.xD jkjk.]

gahh, lots of homework this weekend...:( but heyyy, tmr's SATURDAY~!!!^w^ time to go and refresh myself from my tiring week in the presence of the Lord!!:D:D for the various things i'm still unsure of, i'm sure He'll give me the answer i need... hmm actually, even if it's not now, or even if i'll never know, i just know that it'll definitely turn out fine with His guidance and loveee.^w^

until i see You face to face, and grace amazing takes me home, i'll trust in You. and even after i've seen You face to face, i still will.^^

updateee.

2011-03-30T22:10:00.003+08:00

lol i don't feel like doing homework now so i'll give a quick update on my life these few days.:P (psh i'll do my work later and tmr morning lah.:D)

sunday afternoon, a super duper epic day of filming and playing at tongying's place.xD eh beier you were really super 走光-able can!=.=" aiyoeh, learn to protect yourself lurh, you're 16.(you're gonna be an oldie soon~:P) okok it's a really long story, but it was really GREAT.:D thank God for blessing the friendship between all of us!:D had dinner at grandad's place after that, then chionged homework.xD

hmm monday, nobody to stalk, nobody stalking me, so sad face.:( lessons were pretty ok, i guess... supposed to stay back and do up computing proj but found out i couldn't link camera to comp. FAIL. we're gonna do it tmr instead... so i went home.:P

yesterday, hmm, got sth to do in class alr.;) ran 2.4km during pe, after a 26-day break the prev time we ran 1.6km...:( zzz got alot of lactic acid stuck in my legs now. (ah see, i studied too much for bio test tmr alr.) i really wanted to give up while running last 2 rounds, but then God strengthened me and let me continue to the very end... where i totally left an apple on the track. LOL.xD THANK THE LORD~^w^ lessons continued, RS was quite slack... but i couldn't continue writing the skit script cause elena wasn't around.:( but it was still quite fun.:D and as usual, third lang was super niceee.^w^ chapter 17 yaywheewhoohoohoo!:D

for today, lessons were pretty ok, but there were 3 whole lessons we weren't in class, and only 2 lessons we were. PC in comp lab, LSP in LSP room (YAY CARROT CAKES ARE NICEEE!:3), music in music room.xD (sian, because of day swap, there's double music.D: friday one more time.) only maths and sci in class... and then for training, trained outdoors for some time before seniors finished friendly TPJC and we went in... hmmm, i guess today's training was pretty good.:D pt was... interesting? did skipping without the rope, and then there was this super weird SOMEONE that decided to make fun of me for that.=.=" LOL. (and btw, why have you been kachiau-ing me the wholeee training time! LOL.xD) but i think i overstretched my right calf for this, i collapsed in pain right after finishing.:( gahh, but it went away gradually and i managed to finish the jumping thing after that anyway.:D thank God for His help, i know i couldn't have done it without Him!:D kay so i came home with some gl-ing from dad in the car...=.=" (seriously?! it's been going on since friday...)

hmm, i intended to give a brief update so i can keep track of my life, but seems like i overdid it. LOL KAY BYEEE.

careee. that's me.

2011-03-27T09:12:00.002+08:00

ytd was a pretty busy day... woke up at 9.30am to go... somewhere with my mum and grandma. LOL traffic was really bad and even though grandma wasn't late, i was, and i think mum got pissed off with the traffic and how much more she had to pay for cab fare just cause we couldn't move smoothly.xD kk i shall not be sadistic.;) so after sending grandma in, me and mum walked over to where i was supposed to go, and then there were so many ppl, we waited for like, 1hr plus before my turn came... maybe i should have arrived later. LOL JKJK.:P the whole time i was waiting i was just playing with my hair and stoning at staring at the fishes in the tank. (THEY'RE REALLY CUTE OK. ESP THE BABY MOLLIES KYA~!!^w^) hmm, so yeah, finally i went in, and then i totally guailan-ed.xD i described everything, and then he was like, "what accompanies it?" then i was like, "just liddat lorh, randomly come, like nth comes with it." and then he said, "NONONO, THERE MUST BE SOMETHING ACCOMPANYING IT!! SO TELL ME WHAT IT IS IF NOT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING!!" but i really dunno mah, so i was like, "NOOOO, IT JUST COMES, THE END! NOTHING ELSE ALREADY WHAT!!" LOL.xD i think i'm one of the most problematic and guailan ppl he's ever met, maybe someday he gets too pissed of and gives up on me. LOL.xD but somehow the 'questioning' managed to finish, then he wrapped it up with MORE bottles which i alr have trouble finishing the previous ones. how the fish am i supposed to finish so many of them lahhh asdfghjkllkjhgfdsa!!!! (WHOO MUFFS NOW I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN WHEN YOU SAID SLIDING IS FUN!!:D) and he also gave some advice on what i should do... but i'm still quite traumatised...:/ (good luck to mum, he told her to persuade me, but i think that's gonna be real hard.)

went for lunch after that, then dad joined us.:D after lunch i went to DI~!^w^ hehehe today's sermon was about caring and ministering!:D see? CAREEE. THAT'S ME. LOL JKJK.xD wait next time they talk abt SHARE.:P that's gonna be fun.xD okok but anyways, thank God for the message brought to us! while i was listening to it, something was stirring at the back of my mind, but i can't tell what it was....:( but i guess i'll know SOON AND VERY SOON.;D and for cell time, we had verbal bible study!:D so cool right!:P it was really great just sharing what we've learnt, who we're more like and what we wanted to do to become more like martha or mary.:D but it's true that a church can't be all martha and all mary, we need the balance of both, so as an individual, we need that balance too.:D yaywheewhoo i shall try my best!:D we closed in prayer after that, then me and sis went for dinner at mos burger before buying some stuff and heading home.

even though i still feel bad about missing saturday trainings to come to DI and honour God, i really wanna thank sophia so much for supporting me in prayer!:D training is twice a week, and coming to church is only once, and it really matters for eternity.^^ i know that from now on, i'll be facing some problems with people regarding this matter, but i'll stay strong and know that if God is for me, no one can ever stand against!:D and sophia's gonna stay with me too!:D THANKS GIRLS, I LOVE YOU ALL SUPER DUPER LOTSSS!^w^ and to my teammates and coach: i'll work extra hard during wed and fri trainings to make up for missing sat trainings. i really will. even if it's gonna take me more than a litre of sweat, i'll do my best and work extra hard.;)

speaking about caring, last night, by a super rare and unbelievable chance (or rather, somehow, God led me to this), i found a particular someone's blog. and it was really unexpected lorh, when i saw it i was like, "HUH SERIOUSLY YOU KEEP A BLOG?!?!":O but yeah anyways, i read most of it, and then i found out some things... then i went to facebook and saw some more things... which led me into applying the sermon. i prayed for that person during qt, hopefully that person has felt God's awesome love and grace!^w^ oh, and i rmb seeing a post on sis' tum*blr*, it says sth like, "psychologial studies show that if you cry for more than 12 minutes, it's self-inflicted." so, after finding out those things, the tears that i shed for it and while i prayed, for less than 12 mintues... those were...?

gahh enough of confusion, first the whole visit in the morning and then the whole blog thing at night. plus unglam pics of me during sports meet kyahh mccoy you asdfghjkllkjhgfdsa!!! (whee more sliding!) ok i shall move on to something fun.:D

wheeheehee heading over to tongying's house later to do that asdfghjkllkjhgfdsa (YAY I LOVE SLIDING ON THE KEYBOARD NOW, LOL.) computing project.:P ahaha it's gonna be fun!xD psh hopefully i can finish my homework in time.:P yaywheewhoo take careee, ppl, God bless!^w^

rawrrr. sports meet.

2011-03-25T21:00:00.003+08:00

hehehe we had the annual 4 schools combined sports meet today!:D it was really inspiring watching all the runners run with all their might and not give up until the very very end.:) and honestly, our school did super great for today, great job to all athletes!:D we've all learnt something from today, surely.;) and the staff run was super cool too!:D haha miss heng took part.:P the only thing we're all upset with is that we became lobsters, i guess.:( psh it was really hot...:( oh well... at least it's over now...:)

after the meet, me and the vb girls went for lunch at j8 tgtr, yaywheewhoo!:D it was pretty fun, ran into a peichun vballer there.;) haha but we were late for training like mad.:/ we ran a little towards sch, and it wad tiring ok! in round one, i learnt that running in a skirt or dress is not fun, and now round 2, I learnt that running with a backpack and shoebag and bloated stomach is not fun.:( lol but we reached before jiaolian did. AHAHA.;) and then miss heng also didn't scold us for it, she herself was late from lunch.xD so yeah, we trained... it felt pretty normal... but after pt, we watched the a div seniors play friendly with SAJC!:D i was so tempted to go up and ask if they knew pearl.:P but anyway I didn't.:/ the match was pretty enriching, i guess.:) and then i watched some more before mum and dad came so we went home. and it's only today that I found out how guailan dad can be.xD

really thank God for all the various things He has taught me today, and i hope that i'll be able to keep learning and growing in Him!!^w^

one last thing before i go, a note...
dear perverted alien stalker,
i hope you're not emo or angry or anything right now. i'm sorry if i did anything to make you feel that way; perhaps it's really just a weird part of me. uwaaaa sorry!!:( i promise you, i'll really try to warm up to you ok?:) i'm gonna forget about my past and be myself with you. you're a real special friend to me, so let's continue to encourage each other, tease each other, stalk and stare at each other in class(LOL) and be there for each other. ( lol i know we can apply this literally.xD) let's get to know each other better, i know that God has placed us in so many areas together for a reason.^^ so rmb not to push yourself too hard, and that no matter what happens, God loves you!!:D

loveee,
charis soon. And very soon.:)

Lol kay byeee.:)

for you.

2011-03-24T18:55:00.005+08:00

#1:

If you're feeling tired and need motivation...
If you're feeling down and need cheering up...
If you need these things...
Or even just feel like it...
And only want to see my smile...
I'd smile till my jaws were fixed like that
Just so you'd feel better.♥
JUST FOR YOU.♥

#2:

When you're suffering, let God take away your pain, and know that He loves you.♥
When you're tired, let God take away your fatigue, and know that He loves you.♥
When you're sad, let God take away your sadness, and know that He loves you.♥
When you're lonely, let God take away your loneliness, and know that He loves you.♥
And also...
When you're crying, let me take away your tears, and know that I love you.♥
No matter what happens, God will always love you, and so will I.♥

just some things that i really wanna tell my dear ones out there.^w^
really, if you need me to, i'll smile till i'm permanently fixed like that for you.
remember that even if i fail to keep my word, God will always always always love you and be with you!!♥

perhaps, someday, when i see this post i wrote one more time, i'll feel encouraged!:D

dear God, family members, brothers, sisters, friends, juniors, seniors and all people (and animals) that i really treasure and are super dear to me, I LOVE YOU!♥

God's love really empowers right!:D it was Him who taught me how to love all of you beloved ones dearly after all. SO IT ALL LEADS BACK TO OUR AWESOME AND ALMIGHTY GOD! THANK THE LORD!^w^

ni gakki.

2011-03-22T20:02:00.002+08:00

wheee, term 2 started, and some stuff happened.:P for a start, first period of the day ytd was PC, and mrs goh changed all our seating arrangements. YAYWHEEWHOOHOOHOO I'M STILL NEXT TO MY BEST FRIEND, THE WINDOW!!^w^ but i moved from the first row to the third row, YAY!:3 i feel taller.:P oliver's sitting beside me though. why do i always have to sit with the guys, esp the talkative and rubbishical ones...=.=" but nvm, the window's my best friend after all.;)and so yes the conclusion of this is that i still really loveee my new seat.^w^

during assembly we learnt the cheers for sports meet this fri.:) it was pretty interesting!:D and then... after some more lessons... end of sch.:D me and jingyi went for the japanese culture workshop, and we got sushi and japanese snacks to eat, plus green tea.:D oishikatta~!:3 and we watch the first part of spirited away!:D:D:D sadly it was chinese dubbed.:( gosh they made haku sound like a girl, i really the original vocals so much more.:( but anw it was still nice.:D then we had a mini-quiz session and the end of the school day.:P

as for today... ahaha mr low came late for computing in the morning, so we stoned outside the lab for one period and only 1hr of computing left.:P and he told us that actually he opened the door for us alr, but i think mccoy and oliver closed it.=.=" but anyways computing was quite slack today.:P and then for sci we did yeast fermentation, and our group's balloon really 'erected'.:X so everyone was staring at our balloon.xD but it was fun, it smelt like bread and wine.:D and hcl was pretty ok too.:D as for third lang, today was quite a fun day, with benmok reading so loudly えっ(eh?)　as えつ (etsu.)xDxDxD it was really super epic. and then the vid was quite funny too.xD and for the compo this week, i can't decide whether to write on 'my fave animal' or 'my fave idol/person'... and actually, the second title in jap is 私が好きなアイドル/人, and the second one can also be translated as 'the person i like'...... rahh i can't decide on my topic.:( BUT ANYWAYS THE NAMES 'ARASHI', 'YAMASHITA TOMOHISA' AND 'UTADA HIKARI' APPEARED IN THE LIST OF HELPING WORDS AND I'M SUPER HIGH OVER THIS MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

ok anyways yes. that's pretty much the highlights of the past two days. idk if i missed anything though.:/ and yupp, of course, i thank God for all these wonderful memories and events in my life, and i shall continue to keep trusting in Him even as i continue my journey in term 2...:D

ROFL!^w^

2011-03-19T22:31:00.002+08:00

WHEEHEEHEE THANK GOD SO MUCH, ROFL TODAY WAS REALLY REALLY GREAT!^w^ gathered at honour room at 2.30pm today, and after abit of 'DI says' to warm us up, we left and boarded the bus, heading for ecp!:D hehe sat with amaris [AHAHA TEAM RIS.:P] on the bus, and we listened to that song by rebecca black.xD and then amaris was like, "AHHH!!!!" LOL.xD and the lyrics were like gramatically wrong. "we so excited". LOL?! and then eugene kept bursting out with "friday, friday~" randomly and amaris was abt to go mad.xD and then me, elissa, bernice and amaris pranked called sis.xD but it was quite fail, elissa couldn't say the lines properly from laughing too much.:P but yeah, the bus journey itself was fun with amaris and bernice sms-ing each other and reading it aloud while typing, sending eunice 'i love you' messages to make andy jealous and other random stuff.xD

when we reached ecp, we played whacko!;D and for some reason, we all started faking our names.xD so it went something like, eugene became lefa, lefa became eugene, elissa became bernice, bernice became elissa, wan ting became amaris, amaris became me, i became wan ting, yi ting became scarlet (and scarlet was still scarlet...) and some other swaps i can't remember.xD but it was really funny, lefa got whacked when his real name was called and he was like, "whack wrong person lah! lefa over there!!" and pointed to yue seng. which directly contradicts eugene's claim of being lefa. LOL.xD and yeah, we played for awhile more, then it started raining, so we went under shelter to play entanglement.:D (ahaha just like inside out camp during dragon boating!:D) and then after that... we did some random games, like charades with the other group all the way at the other shelter, and then sophia took some photos by the sea and then we played 'cling cling' with zoe!:D it was really fun, we got to bond more with the zoe members and sabo gladys.xD but i got quite tired from chasing, it's hard to run in sand.:/ haha then we finally got to rollerblade!:D we got geared up with the gear provided by the vendor (somehow, i get the feeling this is the same vendor that provided the gear for last year's year 2s during their sports enrichment...) and the started blading muahaha.:D i was pretty ok, since i went ice-skating before and had that horrible 25min experience at zijun's chalet last year...T^T and then it was quite fun to watch the others try to skate.:D ppl like yingying and joshua were real good!:O cheryl and yingying even skated to some store to buy drinks!:O and then amaris was like, "i can skate, i just can't stop..."xD and then eunice too. LOL.xD and she was super focused while skating seh!x) so yupp, it was really fun just watching everyone, and when we returned everything after that we all felt weird to walk.xD

we washed up abit after that, took some photos (actually... alot of photos.) and then we were dismissed for dinner. i went home though, it was alr like, 7.50pm. so eunice helped me to hail cab to bedok mrt and i left.

i really just wanna thank God so much for today, it was really a fun time, esp before school starts again! i got to talk to alot of ppl i've never talked to, including clarissa's friend!:D it was a really great experience today!:D yaywheewhoo praise God!:D

whoohoohoo tomorrow there's gonna be round 2 of the super nice careee [yes, it's me. charis. care-ris. CARE.=) and because she's cherie, my sis is SHARE.:D COOL RIGHT! CARE AND SHARE!] cooking dinner for all the soonsters!!:D:D:D stay tuned to fb to see more, maybe.:D whee chicken stew~!:D

meeeeehhh.

2011-03-17T21:53:00.002+08:00

WHOOHOOHOO TODAY WAS SUCH A FUN DAY!^w^ THANK GOD SO MUCH FOR IT!!:D:D:D

me and sis met up with wan ting, xiaoting and elissa at cck mrt at 12.30pm today... and then we headed off for the goat farm!:D:D can you believe it, there's actually a goat farm in singapore!!:D and it's located near me and sis' old home. LOL.xD (yes, we used to live around cck before moving to tpy.:D but that was before i was three.:P) so yupp, we took bus 975 and it was a pretty long journey (at least we felt that it was long.), and then actually we missed the stop.xD so we walked back and went into the goat farm!:D it was really uh, stinky at first, but we got used to it after abit, AND GOSH THE GOATS ARE ALL SO CUTEEE, ESP THE BABY ONES!^w^ i really wanted to pat one on the head or even cuddle it tight, but it was against rules.T^T i really wanted to hug one!:( they look so cuddly. actually it's only the baby goats, but the adult ones look pretty nice to hug too!:D ahaha and then we spent the most time watching a male goat trying to mate with a female goat, but the female kept running away and the male kept chasing after it. LOL.xD

so after we saw the goats, we sat down in the canteen and tried goat milk!:D it was quite a new and interesting experience, and we bought some home too!:D then we spent alot of time chatting idly. AHAHA.xD the farm was gonna close soon, so we left the farm (byeee goats.D:) and then headed back to cck, then went towards yew tee.:P sis and xiao ting left for home though, while i stayed and had dinner with elissa, wan ting, pearl, amaris and bernice!:D WE DID SO MANY LAME THINGS DURING DINNER.xD like the "i have a camera, i go kacha kacha kacha kacha, who did i take?" and the whole "fuzzywuzzy likes ... but not ..." and the "orange, apple, ..., orange or apple?" and some lame jokes.xD haha but it was really fun!x) and dinner was really delicious too!:D after talking abit we headed for home.

thanks so much to wan ting for organising this outing!^w^ don't worry, it's not fail at all, i really loveee the goats!:3 (gosh, i think i'm in love with the goats ever since i saw them today. what's next, horses?:/) and really thanks for bringing us to astons for dinner, it was really oishii!^^ most of all, thank God for even just blessing the time that we spent this whole day, and even teaching us new things as we saw the goats and had dinner!:D

hehehe, there's training tmr! wonder what nicole and jiaying and jessie are doing at nic's place right now.xD maybe talking abt lame stuff or watching kpop things. 0.0" I BET THEY'LL BE LATE TMR.:P wahahaha cya soon and very soon!:P

pi day.

2011-03-14T14:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY PI DAY EVERYONE!:P it's 3/14!:D sadly i missed 1.59am and 1.59pm. LOL. all the best in doing holiday hw and going for cca.:)

anyways i went for training in the morning at 8am today. actually i reached at 7.45am to set net and everything but yeah.:P so yupp, we did all the stuff that we normally did, plus a bit practice of freespike and gameplay, then at 10.30 me and jingyi left for bishan moelc to attend the interview! so in a sense we missed pt, but i still had to do it. i'll explain later.

uwaaa i was nearly late, but thank God that i still reached just in time for registration!:D so i registered, waited abit then went into the room. so yupp, first there was the english component, which i used words like, "cos", "like," T^T and then for the japanese component, i kept using plain form by accident.:( KYAH I HOPE THEY DON'T PENALISE ME FOR THAT.( ;A;) after jingyi finished, we went to the mrt station and headed home tgtr with jiahui from 2K.:D

and i bought macs for lunch and came home.:P

so yeah, i was writing this during lunch when i was asked to go to the supermarket to buy some stuff, so i went... and felt kinda stupid.=.=" BUT SEE TOLD YOU I'M NICE, I HELP BUY GROCERIES.:D LOL KIDDING. so anyways, i bought the stuff i needed and headed home. everything weighed more than 2.5kg but less than 5kg i guess, so in a sense, i still did pt.xD and then i was also asked to shun bian collect the mail on the way back, and when i went to the mailbox the mailman was delivering the mail, so i asked him if there was anything for #22-14. then he mumbled sth, then i was like, "huh?" then he raised his voice and said, "YOU WAIT LAH!!" ._.

after that i went back up home, and then i realised that i bought some wrong brands for the food...D: then i kinda gana scolding from ahma....:X and then i realised that sis was alr home, WHY DIDN'T I ASK HER TO COME SHOPPING WITH ME.

sigh. pi day was a kinda... challenging day, i guess. ._. but thank God for the learning opportunities and tests throughout the day!:D God really can make a super gloomy and upsetting event brighten up with His presence and love.^w^

yay hope your pi day was good!:D

yiyo yiyo kita, ni hyaku.

2011-03-11T21:11:00.002+08:00

it's finally here. MY 200TH POST YAYWHEEWHOO MUAHAHAHAHA!!:D:D:D:D i can't believe i made it to 200, at 100 i kinda thought that something would go wrong again and then there goes my painstakingly written blog for the third time.:( but no, i've managed to keep parts of my life in track, from both pri sch and sec sch, as well as life before and after i came to know God!:D thank God so much for this!:D now when i re-read my old post, i can really feel how greatly my life has been changed by Him!^w^

and yup, it just so happens that today is special, and this post is special too.:D today marks the end of term 1... and i'm not the least bit happy...?:/ perhaps i really don't want this year to go by... and fishies my march hols are spammed with projects, trainings and homework.:/ and the PAS came back today.xD LOL WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPOREEE.xD you know, there was really nothing for me to do during ACC. no PAS to kachiau, no PAS kachiau-ing me, i really STONED AND STONED AND STONED. ._. but at least it's over. PHEW.

hmmm for training today... it was pretty okay.:D and then after training... uhh... i guess i found out abt some things i kinda didn't want to...

and i know that japan got struck by this super serious earthquake. OH NO OF ALL PLACES JAPAN. ONE OF MY FAVOURITE COUNTRIES AND DESTINATION FOR IMMERSION PROGRAMME NEXT YEAR.[oh gosh i just rmb-ed, interview's on monday!!:O]

nevertheless, i'll keep japan in prayer, as well as the things that i found out in that talk after training, and the other things or people i really care about. yes, many disasters have been happening in these years, and it's really devastating. but this can only mean one thing: Jesus is coming back soon and very soon. as in really really soon.

keep praying on... cause we're gonna make it through, we'll make it through.

sangatsu kokonoka.^w^

2011-03-09T19:55:00.005+08:00

In the middle of the progressing seasons,
I feel the length of the days.
In the days when it's too busy,
You and I draw our dreams.

On the winds of March, we place our thoughts;
The cherry blossom buds continue to Spring.

The overflowing little specks of light,
Warm up the morning little by little.
After a big yawn,
I'm feeling a bit shy by your side.

Standing at the entrance to a new world,
What I've noticed is that I'm not alone.

If I close my eyes, you are
There, behind my eyelids...
This has helped me to become stronger somehow, right?
To you, I also want to be like that.

The dust carried by a whirlwind,
Entwines with the laundry to be done.
Just before noon, the white moon in the sky...
I was somehow fascinated by how pretty it was.

Although there are things that don't go well,
If I look up at the sky, even they seem small.

The blue sky is sharply clear;
The sheep-like clouds quietly sway.
The joy of waiting for flowers to bloom;
If it's sharing that with you, that is happiness.

In the future as well, smile next to me...

If I close my eyes, you are
There, behind my eyelids...
This has helped me to become stronger somehow, right?
To you, I also want to be like that.

kyahhh, it's finally 9th march, aka sangatsu kokonoka!^w^ it's the perfect day to post the lyrics of this song. LOL.xD

oh yeah, took bits and pieces of it from JPOPASIA.:D

hmm, my sangatsu kokonoka was... pretty great!:D thank God alot alot alot for that!^w^ hmmm, lessons were pretty normal... then after school, WAHAHAHA SUBWAY CAME!:3 ohohoho we were all eating it in class happily.:D and yepp, me and my dearest ahli bomba partner EBELLE went to the library to get sth to drink, then went up to class again. and then... i got caught by the perverted alien stalker for drinking sweet drinks in class.xD LOL WHY ARE YOU EVEN SMS-ING ME TO TELL ME THAT IN THE MIDDLE OF YOUR LESSON!:P but i guess that's why sangatsu kokonoka was made a little more special, in a sense.^w^

and then we had training! kyahh at first i was really lost, all the B and C class ppl, plus jingyi and clara and jiaying were MIA!!D: so yeah, i was forced to take charge of the year ones.T^T and justlyn sprained her ankle during warmups...:( GET WELL SOON, GOD BLESS!^^ and then we trained with the a'div seniors. x_x uwaaa stressed out. i kinda got nervous and... uhh, you know lah. but still, thank God that this was a really nice learning experience!:D

and there's not much homework today.:D YAY!:D

thank God soooooooo much for making my sangatsu kokonoka, and my every single moment of my life special with His presence!^w^

i have a reason to celebrate!^w^

2011-03-07T19:24:00.003+08:00

whoohoohoo today was a very miraculous dayy!:D thank God so much for it!:D

miracle no.1:
as usual, i waited for the sch bus, and it came a little late, abt 7.20am. but nvm one luhh, 5 min ain't a diff. we all thought. when we were at the junction leading to the highway, the radio said sth like, "a breakdown on the PIE towards changi, congestion till toa payoh south flyover, avoid lane 2 over there..." and i was like, aiyoeh, not the road we taking lah! but when the green lights came and we turned towards the highway... WHAM. stuck in a jam. and the bus really inched along. 7.40am, we barely got out of tpy. and from tpy to dhs takes 20min, then still need get past that morning traffic into sch... it seems impossible for us to reach on time, right? but guess what. WE REACHED SCHOOL AT 7.51AM WHOOHOOHOO!:D somehow, in some point of time while waiting, traffic cleared up, there wasn't the usual morning jam near sch and we got there just on time!:D thank God for making the seemingly impossible possible!:D

miracle no.2: i passed when ms poh checked my book. x__x i felt as if my heart was really gonna jump out and that she'd kill me for not finishing supp ws 2. and i thought she was still gonna kill me because i didn't turn up earlier in the morning for the checking, but turns out that she herself didn't come early... phew!:D thank God for yet another save!

miracle no.3: there's totally no school tmr!!:D:D last year's a lvl celebration was only a half-day break on third lang day, but this year we got the full day off!!:D YAYWHEEWHOO!!:D:D:D NO PE SO NO RUNNING 4-5 ROUNDS!!:D:D:D WAHAHA AND NO NEED WAKE UP AT 6.16AM!!:P the only thing i have to do is go for third lang at bishan!:D and third lang is really super duper greatt!^w^(to me, at least.) whoohoohoo thank God for the day of rest and for third lang!!:D

hmm as for the rest of today, it was pretty nice too.:D wheeheehee thank God for every single thingy thing thing!^^

affirmation.

2011-03-06T10:26:00.004+08:00

I'M A VERY NICE GIRL!^w^

LOL in a sense affirming yourself is nice.x)
but i shouldn't overdo it. AHAHA.:P

yepp, DI yesterday was different from usual, we all sat on the floor throughout sermon!:D and we even did some hands-on activities at the start of it.:D and at the end, the whole chuch stood in a circle, hand in hand, for prayer!:D i must say that it was a truly inspiring message and encounter!^^ now i shall keep affirming myself.;) LOL JUST KIDDING. i shall go affirm all of my beloved ones around me!:D (hmm maybe i've already been doing that, so i shall keep on going!:D)

gladys said that in a church...
affirming=confidence=happy people=happy church=strong church=YAYWHEEWHOO!:D

then i guess, for sch life it would be...
affirming=confidence=happy people=happy class/cca=strongly bonded class/cca=no conflicts=a very happy life together=YAYWHEEWHOO!:D

yay peaceee! it's really hard to make nowadays. but i'll try. i'll really try.:)

now, i shall end this post with an affirmation for all of you out there:
YOU'RE A CHILD THAT GOD REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVES!^w^

marchieee.

2011-03-02T18:05:00.003+08:00

pshh i can't believe it's already march.0.0" why's feb over alr. why why whyyy.:/ the remaining time left is getting lesser and lesser with each passing day... and it's march. already.D':

kk i shall look on the bright side of life.
OH YAY WHEN 9th MARCH COMES IT'S GONNA BE SO COOL!!!^w^

and it's exactly next week! wheeheehee!:D and that's the PERFECT DAY to sing sangatsu kokonoka~!!!^w^ wahahaha singing sangatsu kokonoka on sangatsu kokonoka itself. YAY!:D

and the hols are coming SOON AND VERY SOON!:D
which reminds me it's gonna be packed with training... :D:
which reminds me it's gonna be packed with homework... :(
which reminds me it's gonna be packed with projects and stuff... :/
which reminds me it's gonna be a year since marchie madness... :D
YAYY THANK GOD FOR MY ONE YEAR WITH SOPHIAAA!^w^

uwaaa i can't believe it, time really flies. and crawls at the same time.:D

kyahhh i'm gonna have malay, science and hcl tests tmr, so cya for now.:) maido ari!:D

it's 27 againnn!

2011-02-27T16:24:00.004+08:00

yayyy it's the 27th againn!:D [one month since the ricola thing, huh... no wait, why do i even remember!:X]

but yeah, 27 is such a wonderful number... kyahhh!:3 which reminds me, usui's birthday is on the 27th of a month too!:D

AND TALKING ABOUT USUI, OHMYGOSH USUI AND MISAKI ARE SO SWEET IN THE MANGA THAT I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMOREEE. SO ROMANTIC~!=3= (but somehow, the whole time i was reading the manga, i was constantly reminded of someone when i saw usui's face and the stuff he said... idk if this is for better or for worse.:/)

okok i don't wanna give spoilers, go read the manga yourself!^w^ romance anime and manga are just so nice to read/watch.:D

please please please pleaseee tell me there's season 2 of the anime!!:D:D:D kyahhhh we just can't get enough of the 'perverted alien stalker' + the student council president of seika high!!:P

oh yeah we had round 2 of debate ytd, and it was really fun!xD and yepp, i did learn some essential things from DI... time to put what i've heard into my everyday life.:D

yaywheewhoo here i go!! God shall be with me till the very end!:D

oh yeah!! i forgot to mention something! i'm gonna hit 200 posts soon!:D yaywheewhoo!:D finally! after the prev 2 blogs got destroyed by some html thingy...T^T

soon and very soon.;) i shall reach 200!:D [yes i know i have a nice surname to play with, and so does sis, which is why we both felt kinda shy to sing during encounter yesterday. like, don't you find it awkward to find your surname in a worship song?:/]

kk enough of my randomness.:D soon and very soon, i shall be back with another post!:P YAY ONTO 200!:3

endless cycle.

2011-02-25T20:55:00.003+08:00

somehow, all the smiles that we once used to share so happily just floated away like a balloon, when i wasn't expecting it to, when i had never ever even dreamt that it would ever slip away, and when i thought it wasn't going to fly off with me holding it so tightly.

i'm really always the last one to know about these things, huh... i'm really always the one who innocently believes everything, huh... i'm really always the one who's useless and can't do anything, huh...

forget about being the last to know; why did this even happen in the first place?
forget about me being innocent and too trusting; why are things even faked before my eyes?
forget about me being useless; why did things get so complicated?

please, can we talk this over? can we just return to the way things were? can we stop all these unnecessary feelings before our tears begin to overflow?

all this is like an endless cycle that i'm always stuck in. how much longer, God? how much longer till every single sinful thought, action and word can be finally cleansed?

i really can't do anything right now, can i...

i tried. i really tried. but then... i failed.

now i realise, i really can't do this on my own, no matter what.

God, i'm counting on You to help me, and everyone else stuck in all these things.

hentai uchuujin sutoruka.

2011-02-23T17:57:00.003+08:00

wheeheehee today was great!^w^ during pc lesson it was abt being reactive and proactive.:D ahahahaha it sure brings back memories to when ms heng talked to us abt this last dec!xD all the epic stuff we said, the phone calls ms heng received, and so on.xD then lsp was super duper awesome, we made chicken stew!:D uwaaaa it was delicious~:3 hmm i'm probably gonna cook that for dinner next sunday.:P wheee!:D and maybe i should throw in a shepherd's pie for everyone.:D me and ebelle's chicken stew was really yummy, but oliver and mccoy put ALOT ALOT ALOT of pepper into theirs, and in the end, it tasted like 100% pepper plus gravy. the pepper was so hot that the chicken couldn't be tasted, only the texture could be felt.xD [quoted from ebelle, who went around trying everybody's stew.:P] anywayyyys, lsp is great!^w^

had maths ct today after recess... complete gg-ness.T^T i don't even have the confidence that i'll pass.:/ oh nooo. all the best to me when upper sec comes.:(

but science was pretty interesting, learnt how to use a micropipette and prepared the agar we're gonna use for fri's practical!:D and right after that was music, and it was really epic.xD it's a long story, but we all had a good time laughing and playing the angklong.:D it's the last angklong lesson though.:(

pshhh after music was dismissal, so me and few others slacked abit in class before going for lunch then studying abit then i headed home. for the whole time we were in class, there was a particular SOMEONE from SOMEWHERE playing the role as a perverted alien stalker.xD and the 'best' part is that the perverted alien stalker accuses me of being the perverted stalker. LOL?!x) [psst, perverted alien stalker or PAS for short.:P why do you keep shifting around?!xD] ever since the accidental discovery(which i have no idea how or why it ever happened.) the PAS made ytd, the whole stalking-each-other-thing began. ahaha.xP ok away from the stalker topic.

ahh it's been quite some time since it rained like this.:P yaywheewhoo!:P

okok i better go study my notes for tmr's history test. kyaaa.T^T

but before i go, here's a conclusion: today was really really great, because God made it this way!:D thank God that so many happy stuff happened and took my mind off the sad stuff!:D and i know it's not just today, but tomorrow too, till forever!:3 praise the Lord!^w^

tokubetsu.

2011-02-20T15:40:00.003+08:00

yepp, friday, yesterday and today are all really special days.^w^ hmm, friday was special probably only to me, but yes, it was a really sweet day when i could really feel how wonderful God was with all His plans and actions in my life.:3 He guided me through the boring lessons(LOL. esp ACC.), guided me to do the right thing even as we faced tough situations... and was just there with me through it all.:3 and then there was a particular someone who did all sorts of funny and sweet things and made me smile so much.^w^ thank God for that person in my life to cheer me up and encourage me when i feel down!:D really thank Him so much that He has placed the both of us together in so many areas in our life so that we can encourage and support each other no matter what.:D i think i'm probably gonna try to bring this person to DI!:D i know this is gonna be real hard, but through God, nothing is impossible!!

wheeheehee, saturday was definitely awesome, it's time for DI what!;) pearl's back from hokkaido!:D really thank God for all my wonderful sisters! (and some of us are indian dancers. all because of 3rd birthday. MUAHA.:P)yepp, we could all feel God's love so strongly in there, and the message by gladys also greatly impacted us!:) cell time was really fruitful too, i realised alot of things during BS!:D ahaha and after cell time all of us sent eunice an sms saying 'i love you.' at the exact same time.xD can't wait for next saturdayyy~! it's time for round two of debate!!:D:D

and today's dad's birthday!:D throughout the day, many things really didn't go so well... but i'm glad that indeed God has solved everything in the end, and i'm sure that things went this way for our own good. maybe we won't understand why, but it's definitely not to harm us.^w^

pshh oh no i gotta go chiong hw.D: byeee.

i wonder what God's gonna show me tomorrow in school?:D

it's not for the sake of running,

2011-02-17T18:50:00.004+08:00

wahahaha we skipped class today to go support our seniors at their final east zone match, vs st. hilda's!:D ahaha i even got to skip the hcl presentation. blehhh.:P but i wonder what i missed in the rest of hcl and maths and LA? i hope it's nothing serious.:/

ohohoho. me, chiayu, nicole, jiaying and jessie went in mr hong's car. and the journey was... err... interesting...xD on the way, we stopped by the petrol kiosk to pump oil and we bought snacks.:P then we reached st. hilda's sec, and it's really nice, there's a chapel in there and many many encouraging bible verses on the walls!!:3 praise God!!^w^ anyways, when we reached there we alr missed the first part of it, but we just sat down, then continued watching and cheering. they lost in the end, but it was a really tough match... congrats on winning 4th anyway!!:D:D wheeheehee. oh yeah then when they finished the match, nicole came up with a crazy idea. to train ourselves like really crazy and then thrash st. hilda's for the sake of our seniors, when our turn comes. LOL?! then we hung around, watch the guys' 3rd and 4th placing, girls' finals before going off...

oh, i think sis is gonna flip when i tell her this. at st. hilda's, i saw three very prominent people[to her, at least.] one: andy ong. two: benjamin choo. three: ryan heng. yepp, he was playing for geylang methodist for 3rd and 4th placing. he didn't really grow any taller though.xD as for the other two, i think they just went there to watch match.:P

the five of us plus clara went to macs to have 'tea'.xD it was alr abt 4.30pm and we didn't eat any lunch...:( wheee i broke my record. i hadn't eaten since 11pm last night till 4.30pm at macs...:X ah well. so we ate then chatted awhile before taking bus to tampines interchange.:D

and then here i am, home, like finally. the mrt was super crowded.x__x wahaha once sis finishes her tuition i'm gonna tell her abt the 3 ppl.;)

oh wait, before i forget. you. yes, you. you who sms-ed me and called me 'emo queen'!!:P as well as all others who think so. i'm not emo lahh. if i don't smile doesn't mean i'm emo right! i can't just sit there and smile to myself, ppl will think i'm crazy. LOL.xD i know i'm like, crazy, but not crazy to that extent right! and idk why also, but when i put up an emotionless face, you all think i'm angry/look fierce. NOOOOOOO.:'( me feels normal, me feels fine. me no emo, no need wine!xD

okok byeee.=)

DI's Lovey-dovey Birthday!

2011-02-13T10:39:00.002+08:00

whoohoohoo! it was totally great at DI's [insert 'less than 3 sign' here. blogger doesn't let me write it.:(] birthday(and valentines' day) ytd!!^w^ thank God for the wonderful time spent there!!:D

woke up at 8.30am, got prepared and left for clementi while sis was still snoring her head off.=.=" we were supposed to run through the skit and then learn and rehearse the dance.:D however, even though clarissa and i were on time... the whole of the other members were late. LOL.xD but after all of them arrived we ran through the skit lines, stage directions and started practicing. all the characters in the skit are real DI members, but we used their chinese names.xD (i have a feeling they're pretty embarrassed with the whole church knowing their chinese names now.) wahahaha i only had 2 lines.xD but because i was playing ZHENGYUAN(lol. sorry isaac.) i had to do the epic move: "i found a dollar, i found a dollar!!" *slip and fall* as adapted from camp with the rune.:P and then i had to attack everyone with 'raw chicken feet'. LOL.xD so yeah we just practiced and tried to remember our lines... and then when bernice came, we started the dance. ohoho it was indian(and abit hip-hop) dance!:D we spent about 1~2 hours trying to learn it, and actually, it was only about 1~2 min long. LOL.:P oh and we found out that eunice actually has a secret talent for dancing. HAHA!xD and when cheryl came, she spent less than 15 min to learn it. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT.:O

soooo, after a long time of practice, 3.30pm finally came! we went in, settled down, and played some games!:D all the girls had to draw a card with a guy's name on it, then play the games with that guy. ohmygosh can you believe it, sis got zhaowei!:O it's like, so cool. he was her angel during camp, also from pineapple during camp, and now her 'date' for valentines'! ohohohoho...;) anyways, i went with jon leow. he's pretty nice.:D so yeah, the games were all pretty fun... then we had a good food time with sophia~!:D and it was our turn to perform.x( i was superrr nervous. but it was really fun acting the skit and looking at the faces of the real characters!xD and then the dance was also very fun!:D yaywheewhoo go sopiahh!xD i think we did really great as indianies and actresses with only that morning to practice.:D and then, other groups went out to present! rhema's was a vid with a comedy to thank edward.:D then elissa and co.(lol) went out and sang two songs!:D then presence eternal went out next with another two songs.:D after that, it was zoe's turn. it's also like our skit, featuring real DI members in a funny way.xD it was really great!:D and after zoe came... kairos. i need to admit, they did a great job.xD changing the lyrics, making the video, as well as making us laugh.xD now i have the misconception that 'baby baby baby oh~' is really 'poly poly poly whoa~'.:X and it kinda makes me scared of senior high after their remix song.:O i think next was the eaglets' performance, with a song dedicated to all the eagles!:D it was really sweet. then they read out a list of well-wishes from DI members to their respective leaders. awww~:D last up, was a&d, who changed their name to... phoster!:D their performance was really great too!:D:D i'm sure it moved the hearts of many!:) and then, we had a vid montage showing all that had happened from the prev DI anniversary till now... at the end, they showed the new people that joined the DI family during this time, and my picture was so unglam, i kinda felt embarrassed.:X but anyways, i'm really glad to be in DI!:D:D:D finally, we had a cake cutting session! and i had to go up. i was kinda shy... but then again, it's an honour to be able to make a wish for DI!:D we blew out the candles, then ended with a short message from gladys and a song!:D

at the end, we all each got a DI notebook!!:D i feel abit 舍不得 to write in it leh... LOL.xD so, it ended, and after hanging around abit more, we headed home.

i really think that ytd was a really memorable day... i wanna thank God for letting me enjoy it to the fullest, and for, of course, bringing me to DI in the first place. YAYWHEEWHOO PRAISE GOD!^w^

yorokobi mo kanashimi mo.

2011-02-11T23:00:00.002+08:00

today's date is pretty cool. 11022011. LOL.xD and today is cherieee aka stoneee's, jessie's and xiaoting's birthday! yaywheewhoo hair pee buff they!!xD wheee. today was a pretty nice day.:D

sch was ok... quadrat sampling was hot but fun.:P ahahaha we went around picking where to throw just so that we don't have to keep writing 0-25%. LOL.xD and then after sch we had a quick lunch and headed off for pasir ris sec~ [actually, we were supposed to launch a surprise b'day celebration for jessie, but it kinda failed, and we wanted to do it at pasir ris sec, but it failed again, so i just gave her my present halfway through the other sch's math.:X] so we went there, sat down, watched... and it was the seniors' turn to play. it was a really exciting match.:O i was pretty much on my toes(actually i was sitting down, but you know what i mean.) all the time... and they won!:D hahaha and throughout the match we were all cheering like some crazy ppl, but it was really fun.xD boohoo now my throat really hurts. actually it was hurting since i woke up (ehh why ah.) but i think it just got worse.:( oh and i saw lenice and shanice, but didn't say hi. to be honest, i wouldn't have noticed if nicole didn't tell me.:X oops. seems like i shouldn't just leave my specs in my bag anymore.:P but yeah, after the match, we had a mini debrief with ms heng (whose voice was really off because of sore throat... no offence, but i really nearly burst out laughing when i heard her talk.:X) and then we headed off for tampines mrt.:P we got caught in the rain halfway... but we all had umbrellas.:P but we helped a lady with a baby in a pram cross the road cause she didn't have an umbrella, so some of us ended up a little wet anyway.:P 助人为快乐之本!:D

so most of them went home, while me, juslyn(oops, how spell?:S) and rachel hung around in tampines mall... and then after awhile they went home, so i just stood by the mrt waiting for mum and dad to tell me where to go for dinner.T^T but blehh, it wasn't so bad, i had a nice quiet lonely time soothing my throat with a bottle of chrysanthemum tea, and sms-ing.;) whee. and finally i found out that i gotta go j8.:P so i went, met up with the crazy woman, mum and dad and had dinner.:D wahahaha i wished sis screamed when she saw the present i got for her, she'd be a public embarrassment. LOL.xD just kidding. but yeah, glad she likes the prezzie. ohohoho i know i'm a really nice little sis.;) and then after dinner we walked around for abit before heading home.:D

i really just wanna thank God for this wonderful day!:D i know that even though we really enjoyed this day alot, it didn't go quite well for some others... but don't give up! God lets you experience failures in life to let you become stronger!:D i truly truly believe you can do it!!! GOGOGO!:D:D I'LL KEEP PRAYING FOR YOU!<3

yaywheewhoo tmr's DI'S <3 BIRTHDAY~!!!:D:D:D (sadly, i don't have a friend to bring.D:) wheeheehee let's go let's go! a great day of fun awaits!!:D

pshh.

2011-02-09T18:19:00.003+08:00

ok yes i admit i'm posting because i don't feel like doing my indices assignment.:X but i know i'll 'surrender' in the end and do it. blehhh.:P but anyways, the cny celebration and reunion lunch with the team on monday was really great!:D the xiangsheng was really epic.xD and then 1F and 2F kachiau-ed each other. LOL.xD ohohoho and the reunion lunch was like sophia's reunion lunch, steamboat!:D but we used the frying thing more than the pot itself. AHAHA.:P

the seniors started their east zone alr... ALL THE BEST!:D idk if you'll believe me, but, you can do all things through Christ who strengthens you!:D feel the awesome loveee~ ^w^

oooh gosh, today is alr wednesday, SATURDAY IS COMING~!8) DI'S <3 BIRTHDAY!:D:D:D yaywheewhoo it's my first time celebrating DI anniversary!:D and it's gonna be merged with valentines' day. ohohoho.:D ahh, can't believe it's been nearly a year since i first came to DI!:D WHEEHEEHEE~!^w^

right, i better invite a friend! two is better than one!:D (esp since it's valentines' day.)

only human.

2011-02-06T15:20:00.004+08:00

it's been a long time since i last felt normal;
normal like the others who can do things without trouble.
i know it's nothing serious, really,
but this uselessness somewhat makes me lonely.
even as i close my eyes and try hard to ignore,
reality always hits me; then i remember what i found out before.
without the abitity to change anything,
i can only follow instructions and keep on praying.
there is one other solution, however.
but just thinking of makes me scared; i don't wanna try it-not ever.
nevertheless, i won't give up; i'll pull through;
i won't allow it to cause my dear ones to caught in a boo-hoo.
i'll be strong and i'll keep going on,
because the Lord's love is for me to rely on.

ahh, writing poetry sure makes people feel better.^^
YAYWHEEWHOO I SHALL STAY STRONG AND MOVE ON!

monologue.

2011-02-04T20:06:00.002+08:00

cny has been pretty fine so far... but going back to pcps on wed was still the best.^w^ we really went crazy seeing each other again after such a long time~! but the boys really changed alot... marcus neo's famous tummy is gone.:O and yuheng grew taller than me. why people why. why do all the guys get to grow so tall.T^T blehh, but i think they're still as immature as last time... LOL.xD

anyways, me, muffs, sheryl, michelle, yingxuan and meixian went j8 and had lots of fun just slacking around there. thanks girls, for the wonderful time there! it was really great being with you all once more. love you all!^^ and we met *ahem* there. hmmm, hope you two had a nice date while it lasted... i think you did, right? if not why your status so happy!:P

and then as for ytd and today... nothing much, really. it's not like we have alot of relatives to visit... our family went to visit grandma with grandpa, aunt, uncle, the other aunt(you know, like, our uncle's wife.), pinghuay, baoxuan(i still prefer baoxuan over pohsuan. it's a habit since young, maybe...:P). i hope grandma's doing ok... it's not like i can ask her, and it's not like i can see for myself...

for today, we really didn't do anything much except go to sis' coach's house... i totally just sat there and stoned while they were playing blackjack...:P yay stoning!:D

and it was during this period of time that i realised that for a very long time, i've been having a monologue with myself. ok that doesn't make much sense but yeah. i realised that many many things have been pretty much one-sided, and yet, there's nothing much i can do...

before this break, there were two people that told me i've been too nice and too innocent. one said that i'm too innocent as a sec school girl; that i can't be as innocent as i was in back in primary sch. the other said that i'm too nice that people are gonna bully me and push me around. and really, i know that you guys are just concerned for me in your own ways... and i really really really appreciate that. thank you!:) but then again, what can i do? it's just who i am... you told me that i need to have a character... but i'm really just being myself... and then the other you said that i need to get angry once in a while, or even often. but i just can't. it's like, i can't find a way to get angry anymore. in a sense, what you guys told me has helped me to realise... the selfish and impatient me no longer exists, because Christ is in me!:D once again, thanks for your concern! i really really wanna thank you for caring.^^

but as i thought about it more seriously, i realised that they were warning me, in a sense. because of the fact that i'm already in sec school, because of the fact that this world has been corrupted by the ways of the devil, it's dangerous. when people are just going around backstabbing, gossipping, betraying, etc... in their own way, they were trying to tell me that i can't sit around, be nice, and let people toy with me. "you're like, the only person i know who's like that..." was what one of them said. thanks for your care... really.:") YOU GUYS ROCK. I LOVE YOU!^w^

oh God... how much longer? how much longer do i need to see all these things? how much longer, before people can stop crying more than one litre of tears over sin?

hair pee see an why too oh 弯弯:P

2011-02-01T19:28:00.005+08:00

happy cny 2011... in advance!:D have a great new year holiday, rmb to do your homework and count your angbao money.xD LOL.

anyways, i really just want to thank God for many many many things. so many great things have been happening recently~^w^ it makes me smile unknowingly just thinking abt it!:D i'm going back to pcps tomorrow! yaywheewhoohoohoo!!:D:D:D:D:D i can't wait to see all my old friends!^^ really really thank God for this chance! and many others like mentioned earlier!!:3

this just shows that God is really really really really awesomeee-beyond any words could ever say. wahahahaha~!

shall post more abt tmr and the cny holidays the next time! cya all soon!:)

(PS: on a random note... if you dream 3 consecutive dreams in one night, and all of them lead to the same conclusion... what would that mean? what would you do?:/)

wheeee.

2011-01-29T10:43:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time since i slept so long and so peacefully. -w- and i had really sweet dreams too... aww.^w^

ok but anyways, yesterday was like, really sian but great.:D 3 periods of hcl, 3 periods of ACC, science-practical test, then LA-essay mock test. x___x uwaaaa. i really nearly fell asleep during ACC. it was raining too. luckily we went to the lab for hcl, if not i can't imagine how bored i'd get.:X

practical was pretty ok... i had problem mashing the barley, so i gave up and just used it as it was.:P but for biuret's test sth weird happened... the solution's supposed to turn violet if proteins are present, but my solution turned GREEN.0.0" blehh, no choice, that's just what i got, so i wrote it down on my paper anyway.:/ then for LA mock test, the poem wasn't too bad, can somewhat understand what it's saying... but towards the end, i was chionging like mad. 7 more min and i still had 1 and a half paragraphs to write.:O but i somewhat made it... but not so good. and my handwriting at the very end is gonna drive ms vaz mad.:X

but then, the later part of the day was really really GREAT!:D it totally took my mind off all the tests.:D lunch was crazy and crowded as usual...x) and then... training was pretty fun!:D we got a new net cause the old one spoilt during the seniors' training on wed. LOL.:P (PS: carrying sandbags are really not fun.T^T) and the new year one juniors joined us! yaywheewhoo!:D they're all so cuteee~!^w^ and tall.T^T whyywhyywhyyyyyy.:( but oh well. yay adrianne from 1F joined vball! whoohoo!:D kays, so far i have 2 fave juniors, evelyn and adrianne!:D i think sooner or later all of them will become my fave juniors. LOL.xD

yepp, so we spent the last part of training coaching the year 1s... it was fun!:D it's been a while since i last taught someone how to play vb...:O but blehh, it's great seeing them and bonding with them.:D we also taught them all the different styles of pt... and there was this girl called lily, SHE REALLY GOT ALOT MUSCLES SEH. when she jumped up the steps, they were like, bulging out. and during weights, she went to take 5kg.:O:O:O eeeeeeksss. and they chose their jersey no. at the end of training too. and then cause adrianne wanted no.16, but there was someone else (i can't remember who) who also wanted 16. so they scissors paper stone and adrianne lost. so in the end she took no.4. then i was like, "nvm lah, 4 is 16 divided by 4. hahaha!" then miss heng said, "eh, i tell you ah, no.4 is the jersey no. of 1 very strong player in the b'boys team!" then we were like, "ehh miss heng you put so much pressure on her!!" LOL.xD but it's still interesting how the both their names start with 'ad'. HAHA.

yay!:D we're a team!:D wheeheehee!

and today is finally saturdayyy~!:D:D:D it's time to learn about A and L of REAL!:D yaywheewhoo let's go let's go!:D:D:D

what's with me and 27?

2011-01-27T16:39:00.002+08:00

seriously, i think that 27 is a number that i can't forget. too many things close to my heart have something to do with 27. oh myyy.:/ but in a way it's good, at least i know that God is really doing some nice stuff in my life and using 27 to remind me about that, since it's like, recurring. hehehe.:D

gosh and today's 27 jan too. and here's my 'quote of the day':

A Ricola today, made me smile away.♥

seriously. even though i actually didn't eat it... but it was the thought that really counted.^w^

okok, enough of me and my random stuff.:P

tomorrow's fridayyy, then day after tomorrow is saturday~!^w^

yaywheewhoo here i come!:D

contradictions.

2011-01-25T18:59:00.006+08:00

nah, i'm not a defense afforney trying to find contradictions in a witness testimony, and neither am i a prosecutor trying to disprove the contradictions the defense raises.

yet, there's so much of both going on in my heart and my mind.

2011, so far, feels like a year that's passing slowly yet quickly at the same time. it's week 4, this fast. i can't believe it. but if i take a look back at week 1, it feels like such a long time ago. part of me wants 2011 to last forever, yet another part of me wants 2011 to pass by now.

I KNEW IT, I'M CONTRADICTING MYSELF SERIOUSLY.

and there are so many other things i'm contradicting myself in... MY HEART AND MY BRAIN REALLY NEEDS TO GO ON A COURT TRIAL. LIKE, NAOOO.

i'm being so weird that i'm freaking myself out.

but then again, there isn't anything i can do. feelings are feelings. thoughts are thoughts. not like i can delete my memory of all these things and and start anew, feeling so much better. right now, all i can do is... count on God.=)
dear 2679... you have no idea how fast my heart beats because of you, nor do you know how much i want time to freeze so that you can just keep staying by my side...
GOGOGO CHARIS. YOU CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS YOU.:D

real.

2011-01-23T09:33:00.003+08:00

yesterday's message from gladys about being real was really great. it spoke to my heart and set me thinking about lots and lots of things. but personally, what i thought about most was letter E- evangelical passion.

God has placed different people in our lives so that we can bring them back to Him, and a lost soul is saved. when i heard that, one name dashed acrossed my mind immediately. but a split second later, another name came flying by. then, after a minute, lots of names came by. and right now, i have no idea who is this person i'm supposed to help.

gladys says it's probably the first person i think of when she mentioned that, but when i think about the first person... he/she feels so far away and really hard to achieve, even though we have so many places in common in which God has placed us in. in a sense, we are very close, but very far away at the same time... so if he/she is really this person... what do i do? furthermore, i don't have much time left if it really were this person...

but for the second person, we're not that far away from each other, and it seems more achievable. but it wasn't the first name that flashed by. so i don't know if this person really needs God in his/her life, and i don't know if he/she is the one i'm supposed to bring to DI. as much it seems pretty achievable, it's a little hard at the same time...

as for the subsequent names... we're close in terms of physical being, but for personal feelings, we're pretty far away nowadays. they literally shut down when i talk about Jesus. and they're avoiding me alot because of that. it's like, they need Christ in their lives, yet they're refusing it. this is hard...

who do i reach out to? i mean, it's good to reach out to more than one- that'll be really great. but considering the different factors... i really don't know what to do.

hopefully God will tell me a definite answer soon, so that i can take action immediately, instead of having me waste time by going round in circles trying to figure out who this person is.

if.

2011-01-18T19:17:00.003+08:00

thinking about it now, with all the things i see happening, with all the things happening to me, with all the things happening to people around me, i realise that it was a truly really genuinely wonderful splendid fantabulous awesome thing that i came to know God. if i had never stepped into DI and experienced life in the Lord's presence, i really don't know what i'd be today.

if i had never met Christ, i would probably be gossipping in school like nobody's business. if i had never met Christ, i would probably be hating schoolmates, teachers, etc. like nobody's business. if i had never met Christ, i would probably be scolding vulgarities like nobody's business. if i had never met Christ, i would probably be steading with a guy that might not even be the one He made for me like nobody's business. if i had never met Christ, i would probably be resenting life like nobody's business. if i had never met Christ, i would probably never understand how terrible the above actions are.

but then, i did meet God. and right now, i'm really thankful for that.

it really hurts to see people acting all nice to each other, yet they're backstabbing one another in secret. it really hurts to see how innocent people get hated like mad for no good reason at all. everything seems to hurt without God in life. life really wouldn't be great without Jesus.

yes, some might hate me for my faith. some might stay away from me for my faith. but it doesn't matter. because if our God is with us, then what could stand against?

have you found the missing piece; the missing love in your life yet?

rawr!

2011-01-16T10:20:00.003+08:00

i don't wanna become leo all of a sudden, it's just too weird.:( i've been a virgo for 13 years! nononononooooooooooooooo.:(

oh well, it's not like i can do anything abt it...=.=" but yeah, anyway, i've decided on something! I SHALL BE AUTENTIC FROM NOW ON!:) (actually, i alr said that in my prayer last night, but yeah, you know what i mean.) i won't hide anymore, because that's not me. i shall show it out, loud and proud!:D it's the might of the Lord's love after all!:D and i know that amongst those that are bored or pissed by listening to me talk abt it, there will be some who will be interested, and there will be some who will be moved by it. for the sake of the 'some', I WILL GO ON!:D (hmm, doesn't that sound sth like the argument with God abt the 50 good people then the 45 good people and so on...?)

but yes, i shall live my life like i mean it. i won't be one person in sch and another in church. i'll be one and the same. and i'll be the one in DI!:D:D:D and from there on, i can still become even more passionate! whoohoo!:D

and it really is true. no matter how many times we've felt God's love and presence, we can always cry one litre of tears from it all over again, because His love is really just that amazing.:3

to all the people i love out there, even if you don't appreciate it, or even if you don't know it... aishiteru!:3

atarashii hajimari!

2011-01-13T21:31:00.004+08:00

ohohohohohohohohoooo~!:D during PC ytd, liulaoshi changed our seating arrangement! AND I'M FINALLY SITTING NEXT TO THE WINDOWS!! WHOOHOOHOOHOOHOO~!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D I LOVE THE WINDOWS~!^w^ it's like, a seat i've been waiting to sit in for so long!:')

it was quite a fair way of deciding the table partners. the boys had to do the thingy that mr lim always did for pcps vb christmas party lucky draw.:D and the no. they got (has to be girl) will be their tablemate... so it was quite... saddening for some people... and somehow, jinrui picked 20. WHYYYY.:/ oh well, it's not so bad, i get to sit beside a follower of Jesus again!:D thanks mccoy for all you've shared (which is probably only 0.001% of everything you said to me.), and hopefully we can continue to spread the love of God!:D and as for jr, let's have a good time sharing our experiences with God ok!(yes, so stop all the crap talk and eating in class. =.=" we should talk abt sth that counts for eternity.=D) oh yeah... another thing. guys from 2F, you seriously need to stop the whole "numnumnumnumnumnumnum!!" thing. pleaseee.T^T ahh well.:/

oh, and vball trial for the past 2 days have been quite... interesting! it was really great to know that there were so many girls who really wanted to join dhsvb!^w^ yaywheewhoo!:D i can't wait to meet with my 'official' juniors and start training with them!:)

AND I LOVE 1FERAY~!^w^ especially wenqin from PCPS!:D and maybe that guy called mingde! OHMYGOSH HE SERIOUSLY LOOKS LIKE THAT HIKARU FROM JE!!!:O:O:O AND THAT OTHER GUY THAT LOOKS LIKE A SMALL ADRIEL QUEK. GOSH I HAVE SUCH CUTE JUNIORS.:D

oh, and i found out abt this quite legendary vballer from dhs that graduated 2 years back, called cherie.:D according to mr tay, she was the vice-prez for student council in junior high, and was a really good player. but in senior high, she gave up sc to concentrate on vb. ahh, i was really quite inspired by her summarised profile!:D now i know who that other 'cherie' that someone thought was my older sis when adalric said 'cherie' was my sis the other time. it's no surprise that ppl would be surprised if they thought i was really that legendary cherie's younger sis, i'm probably 10000 years away from her in terms of looks, abilities, personality, etc.:P (why are all the people named cherie so legendary...:/)

ah well, anyways... i have alot of things i wanna pray for currently. like... the unnecessary and unreasonable hatred. i pray that God can open the hearts of these people to help them understand that there's really no point in this, and that it's just not... right. i really can't sit and watch anymore; it really hurts just by seeing all this. so i gotta take action and pray earnestly. and also for that something that's been going on for a long long time... whether it's supposed to be a destiny or a duty...(hmm, you'd get the link between these two if you read it in japanese, maybe...) i've been wondering and praying for quite some time, but i haven't really found the answer yet. more than 50% tells me this, but the remaining tells me another thing, and it's really vexing. kay shall pray pray pray!:)

and to a certain someone, i just wanna say... i'm sorry, i couldn't keep that promise... so... don't go away. not so soon. even if it's just a while more... please.

but what else can i say, and what else can i do? it's still up to God in the end.;)

GAMBATTE!^w^

sono kimochi, kurikaesu no ka?

2011-01-11T19:01:00.002+08:00

actually, i don't have much to post, but i'm posting for the sake of not letting my blog die like it did for psle, teehees.:P

hehehe japanese class was quite fun today~:D esp during the dialogue practice. person A has to do most of the talking and person B just says 'sou desu ne~'. LOL.xD and i can't count properly, for the word warm (atatakai), i had to count on my fingers how many sounds there were before i could get it right. oh no i fail maths.:( and then when ben mok got called, he played person B and said 'sou desu ne~' with his super blur face, and it was really epic.xD okok nvm, idk how to explain it, but... you'd know if you were watching.;) hmmm, so yeah, JAPANESE IS THE BEST LANGUAGE EVER.:D to me, at least.:P

on a more... not-so-playful-tone... i feel like it may or may not be meant to be (errr, if you get what i mean...), but yet there are so many places where God places chances. there's no such thing as coincidence, because everything is planned by God.:) and yet, i can see more than 5 places where these chances occur. but yet, it seems so distant, and kinda... not meant to be. i really have no idea what to do about it now, if i consider the factors that makes it meant to be, and the factors that makes it not meant to be. and the best is, i have no idea how all this ever started. and the other thing is, i have no idea if the same thoughts flow through the other side.

oh Father, please tell me, are my thoughts right? is this Your will?

will this end up as another endless story?

the so-called kite day part 2!

2011-01-08T17:31:00.002+08:00

yay the whole of DI and some of the WAC adults went to marina barrage today!:D whoohoo!:D but yaawwwwwnn, we woke up at 5.30am to go to honour room first... and everyone else woke up after 6am...=.="

but it was quite fun.:D while me and sis were in the train, bernice called me and said that everyone was waiting for the two of us, and i was like, HUH?! but then she said... "the 'everyone' means the three of us! elissa, clarissa and meee!" phew.x.x" so we went to buy some breakfast then chiong-ed to WCRC! then, rachel and lefa briefed us on some of the stuff we were gonna do, then we set off!:D i TRIED to sleep in the bus, but i could only close my eyes and listed to what everyone was saying.:( oh well.

after we reached there, we took some photos, then we started the games in our groups.:D it was quite nice interacting with the adults!:) we had some games, but somehow, in some point in time, while all the other groups were still enthu-ly participating in the games, our group was just sitting down, chatting, eating, enjoying the breeze, and some of the kids went to fly kites alr. LOL.xD oh, and in one of the games, we had to catch an earthworm, so you can imagine how loudly pearl, yiting and me were screaming while we tried to do it.^^"

hehehe, so, the games ended, and the adults went for their tour, and DI flew kites!:D actually, we were supposed to have a frisbee tournament, but they said that it had to be cancelled because of the strong wind.:X ahh well, i didn't feel like moving much.x) so it kinda felt like kite day part 2!:D and it was quite successful this time, many people's kites went flying really high... mine and pearl's even broke off and flew off somewhere... over the rainbow way up high.:P

but it started raining after some time so we had to get shelter. but anyways it was almost time to go back, so it wasn't that bad...^^"

we all went to maxwell food centre to have lunch!:D and we found out how picky yvonne can actually get over her food.xD and others found out the secret evil side of my sis. MUAHAHA.:D (PS: clara!! I DO NOT LOOK LIKE HER AND I DO NOT WANT TO!!D: go ahead and ask all the people who know the both of us, their answers will be the same. hahaha you weirdo, i think you're the only one who thinks that.xD)

ok, so after lunch, some of us headed off for the mrt station, but while we were taking pics outside the museum, we somehow ended up going in, and we orded custom straps with our own name and 'sophia' printed on it! yay!:D while waiting for it, we went around the museum randomly shopping.:P OH AND THERE WAS THIS REALLY SUPER DUPER CUTE MALTESE PUPPY THERE!! I SAYANG IT ALOT OF TIMES, AND IT'S SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIEEEEEE!!! IT'S SO FLUFFAAAAAYYYYY~!!!;3;

but we got tired and sat down outside, still waiting for the straps. and then me and clarissa fell asleep there. can you believe it?:O and it felt so recharging.:D but the straps were late by 30min...:( the rest who didn't sleep sat there for idk how long.:X oh well but we got it in the end. YAY!:D

kays i came straight home after that, while the rest of them went to visit baby lincoln!:D (not that lincoln ng jing kai from school...=.=" i meant eunice's nephew, lincoln jude zhang... is it?:X) wheee yay today was a great day... praise God!:D

:):

2011-01-06T17:09:00.003+08:00

idk if i shd be sad or happy today.

i'm really not growing anymore. like, seriously. i've been 158cm tall since pri 6. it's been nearly 2 years and i'm still stuck at 158cm. and this is really really really really depressing. i guess i won't go into the details as to why it's such a big deal to me, but i really feel like crying out loud. i know that God made us all this way for a reason, and it comforts me alot, but somehow, somewhere inside, it still hurts to know that i've reached my limits.

and somehow, everyone just has to keep asking me what's my height and weight when i'm this depressed.

height and weight taking sucks. really sucks.:(

at least i found out something good today. at least i hope that it's true.

if it really is true... then even if it's just a little more time than what i thought i have now, it still makes me really really really really really really really really happy.

...
i feel so... weird now.

itsanyuuuskoolyuhh.

2011-01-04T20:06:00.004+08:00

school started today, but it really doesn't feel like the first day of sch at all. at least not much of it. because there's no orientation, and third lang on the first day. boo for no orientation and yay for third lang!:D but this makes it seem as if we've been studying in 2F for a long time.:X but no. today is day 1.

starting from the start of sch today to the end.

ehehehe, 2 new juniors joined the sch bus!:D and the inside of the sch bus kinda got 'renovated'. the cross-section of the inside used to look like this:

ok maybe i didn't draw it accurately, but you get the idea, right?:P

and now it looks like this:

kay maybe i didn't do it right, i don't think i can remember that well only after one morning of sitting in it. blehhh.:P

so anyways, even though it can hold more people compared to before, it's alot squeezier, and the seats are higher than the benches, AND IT MAKES ME FEEL TALL.:D:D:D:D but if the bus jerks, my head's gonna bang into that thingy in front of me. (i'm in seat 1 now, boohoo.) and it's my turn to open the door and hold it for everyone. I FEEL SO SENIOR-LIKE. TEEHEES!:D

just kidding, i'm only a year 2 student now.=.=" but at least i'm a senior to the year one juniors. YAY.:D ahh well anyways it's fun.:D

oh, and after we reached sch, i went to slack abit in class (ahh, going up to 5th floor wasn't fun. good luck to 2G-2L!^^") and then i went down to kachiau 1F'2011! WHEEHEEHEE!:D i found out that there's this girl in 1F from pcps! YESS WHOOHOO!:D:D:D:D she shall be one of my fave 1F juniors, LOL.xD ooh and they're called 1Feray!:D sounds weird(no offence), but it's like a combi of Ferillan and Ferra and... uhh... anyone from previous batches know?:X i shunbian went over to 1E to find evelyn but she wasn't around.:( OH AND THIS IS UNFAIR, WHY DO THE YEAR ONES THIS YEAR HAVE DRY-FIT ORIENTATION TEE.:'( ahh well.

went for flag-raising after that, and the juniors officially got their sch badge. YAY!:D welcome dear dears!:D hehehe. uhh, then after spot check(T^T barely suriveeedd.) we went off for class... while year 1s and 3s have orientation... MAN WHY ARE WE SITTING IN THE POSITIONS WE SAT IN BEFORE EOYS LAST YEAR.:( i had enough of mccoy's crap.:( hmm, but lessons today were quite slack, it was all the catching up with teachers and stuff.:P

but the timetable's kinda different from last year. for us, we have music in sem1 and art in sem2, and even though thursdays still start at 9am, we end at 3+pm. WHY TEACHERS WHY. now the other levels can have short thursdays because it's their third lang day.:( and we have PE on day 4 and day 8. so you can imagine how terrible it'll be if the teachers decide to change day 9 to day 4 for once...:(

now for the nicer part, JAPANESE! YAY WHEE WHOO!:D:D:D:D the buses have a better system compared to last year. from now, after you pay, they'll issue a card with 'third language' printed on it, with dhs logo and some other stuff, and you have to present it to the uncle before boarding the bus. at least that can stop some ppl who didn't pay and still board the bus for free the whole term... i think.^^"

okok, so after we bought our new workbooks, me, yihui and jiawei went to explore the place to find where exactly C3 was... and we found it pretty quick. guess where it is. it's a CONTAINER.:D AND IT HAS AIR-CON! YAY WHEEHEE~!:D:D everyone was really happy.:D and it's on the first floor, no need climb stairs!:D ehehe. our class is made up of pretty much everyone from J1.18 last year, and maybe a few new faces.:D the new teacher's pretty nice too!:D but everyone's saying that she talks too fast... maybe i don't feel that way because i experience the true speed of japanese during dec.x___x"

lesson was pretty nice, we did group presentation for the first time!:D and time flew, lesson ended.:(

YAY I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIRD LANG AGAIN!:D (heh, i know some people think i'm mad, but who cares. YAY WHEE WHOO!:D)

heh.pi.nyuuuuu.yuh.

2011-01-01T10:37:00.002+08:00

it's officially 2011, so, happy new year!:D have a great year ahead!:D spend more time on things that count for eternity[heh, maybe i should stop studying then. LOL.xD], and may God keep blessing you! wheeee~!:D

hmm, somehow, yesterday, i really didn't want 2010 to pass by and 2011 to come. probably because 2011 has...

STREAMING. STRESS STRESS STRESS.
VBALL COMPETITIONS CLOSER TO EOY. OH NO.
ONLY ONE MORE YEAR WITH BELOVED ~~1FERILLAN~~2FERILLAN.
NO MORE TIME TO WATCH ANIME OR NISHIKIDO RYO DRAMAS.
and some other reasons.

oh well, bad things aside, let's talk abt the good stuff! new year resolutions!:D

MORE OF GOD AND LESS OF ME!!
GET NATIONAL TOP 4 FOR C'GIRLS VBALL! WHOOHOO!
GROW TALLER! AT LEAST 160CM! UWAAAAA!!!
CONTINUE EXCELLING IN JAPANESE TO SAVE MY CMI[cannot make it.] GPA!
GET INTO THE SAME STREAM AND HOPEFULLY SAME CLASS AS THE WHOLE VBALL GIRLS' TEAM! OH YEAH!
and alot more other resolutions that i can't really remember now.

anyways, HEH.PI.NYUUU.YUH.:D

nyuuuuuuu year.

2010-12-30T15:44:00.002+08:00

nyuuuu. why's 2011 coming so soon? i haven't finished my homework!:( ahh, oh well, only abit left. merchant of venice book review and geog task 2. grrr.:(

i haven't even touched my MOV, and i have no idea what its story is abt.:O and for geog, i searched all the straits times at home, and i can't find a single article abt environmental challenges.:( talk abt finding two of those.=.="

i guess i can somehow manage for MOV book review, but i'll have to find a friend to borrow articles from for geog.:( oh man. i just sms-ed jieyi, hope she can! if not gotta ask someone else. so, yoroshiku onegaishimasu! soshite, arigatou gozaimasu!:D

heeeeeeeehhhhh, i haven't packed my bag for next year. oh no.:( and i still dunno what i'm supposed to do for japanese books. kyah.:(

white x'mas.

2010-12-26T11:17:00.002+08:00

christmas yesterday was really special. and no matter how i look at it, from now on, every christmas will be special too.^w^

woke up at 8am and prepared to set off for yewtee with my sis. after meeting up with everyone there, we headed to yvonne's house!:D xinyi and hongxia were coming to yvonne's place too! whoohoo!:D:D:D it's been a while since we last saw them.:') and all of us were wearing dresses!:P

after we reached there, we made yvonne wear a dress too!:P yay! she looked so sexy seh.xD LOL. then we ate some food and the chocolates brought by everyone.:D but we had to leave for di alr. bye yvonneee~!

by the time we reached clementi mrt, it was alr around 12.40pm, so we ran all the way to WCRC.:X and from that, i learnt that running in a dress is really not fun.:( we were all sweating like mad when we finally got there, and everyone was staring at us...:/ oh no. but anyways, the games were fun! and there was nice food and drinks too!:P

we entered a time of worship before andy gave his sermon. and i have to say, even though it's not the first time i felt Christ's love, it really touched our hearts. i still think the laminin thing in our body is really, really, really, really, really, really, really cool.^w^ i couldn't stop crying until we started singing our closing song. PRAISE GOD!:D

after di ended, me, sis, bernice and xiaoting went to west mall to shop and take neoprints. YAY!:D it was really nice. and at this christian shop there, they were selling cards with names on it and their meanings, plus a bible verse that is related to it. and i can't believe it, but for the first time in my life, MY NAME WAS THERE!:O ahhh so coooooool~!:D so i bought it, like duhhh, and put it in my wallet. YAY!:D i knew God was awesome!^w^

after mum and dad came to fetch us, we went for dinner at popeye's in tpy hub. it was a simle yet fun dinner. hehehe.:P

through this whole year, many things happened, but through it all, God was with me every moment, with His arms stretched out, ready to embrace me every single time. if there was a way to measure, the amount of tears He'd cry for me because of my sadness could make a full ocean. ah, He's awesome.^w^

i'll keep walking in faith through 2011! gooooooooooo sophiaaaaaaa~!^^

one kilogram of love.

2010-12-24T19:12:00.002+08:00

nah, there's no such japanese drama called one kilogram of love.xD at least i think. i wrote it because... today is christmas eve!:D tomorrow shall be Jesus' 2010th birthday.:P and yvonne's birthday too!:D isn't that great?:D but of course i know, Jesus' love for us has loooooooonggggg exceeded a kilogram. it can't be measured ever.^w^ so... 1 kilo because... uhh... make it sound like a relative of one litre of tears...?:/

anyways, after training today, we had a mini celebration together as one dhsvb family! whoohoo!:D i still can't believe it's alr been a year since we played the dididididududududu game last christmas eve.xD ahh well. all the captains got to pop a bottle of sparkling juice!:D and nicole was really really epic.xD LOL.

anyways, there wasn't really much to do, except eat.:/ but i didn't, no appetite.:( so i sat there and stoned, and wrote my card, and watched fighting man pv. haha.:P then we had the gift exchange!:D my stuffed snowman was taken by either felicia or sherlyn.:P and anthea was kinda jealous...?:/ uh oh...:X oh well. and i got clara's... football usb port fan.:D thanks!:) and as for nicole and jessie's two penguins, one blue and one pink, we wanted one guy and one girl to get them. but two guys got it in the end. LOL.xD

after the whole thing ended, i met up with sis and went walking around. teehees.:P (i still can't believe how both she and nicole like yamamoto, and now yamapi. ahh.:O)

kays, tomorrow di will have a special event! yay!:D bang! maido ari!:P

sleepover madness.

2010-12-23T18:12:00.002+08:00

can you believe it? i just got back from camp on monday and i went to nic's house to sleepover yesterday. LOL.xD it was really really fun!:D

kays, so after our super tiring training(thanks pt, i love you. NOT.), we went to old airport road for lunch!:D and after evelyn went home, me, jessie, jiaying, clara and nicole took a taxi to her place. after we reached there, we went up her room and kaboom. jessie started spamming kpop on the speaker.=.=" so i was blasting my own NEWS songs. MUAHAHAHA.>:P anyways, we took turns to shower. and after we showered, we lay down on nic's bed and started chatting. it was a heart to heart talk on our deepest, darkest secrets. shhh.;) ahhh, even i was forced to tell them sth that i promised myself never to bring up.:( oh well, that was the first and last time. it's gonna be locked away forever from now on. blehhh too bad.:P hmm, but even i myself find it hard to believe that it's really been a year since then... okok, after a loooooong time of chatting, we started playing monkey.xD it was really super epic with all the screaming.:P then we went downstairs to watch tv before jessie and clara left.:( in short, only me and jiaying stayed overnight.

so, we were watching this korean archery competition, and it was really really freaking scary. there was this guy called ricky who got 10 points 3 times in a row.:O and there was even this other guy whose arrow went right through the center and hit the camera.:O but we didn't watch the finals, we changed channel and watch buzzer beat instead.:D YAY YAMAPI.:D wouldn't it be awesome if ryo made a guest appearance there? awww.^w^ kays i'm mad. so we watched tv and ate dinner at the same time, and after awhile, we went back up to nicole's room to watch some scenes from one litre of tears. OH YEAH! RYO!^w^ and then i watched fighting man and happy birthday pv. LOL.xD then i went up to the attic to do qt.:D it was quite scary. it was 100% quiet. but that gives me privacy. but then again, i think nicole and jiaying might have been eavesdropping.:( blehhh fishes. then i took my medicine. and then we lay on the mattresses, chatting abt random stuff. but we all fell asleep halfway.xD then before we knew it, we woke up at 9+am.:P

after slacking awhile in the room, we went down for breakfast.:D apricot jam is nice. raspberry too.:D and yeah, we just chatted and chatted, and i nearly forgot my medicine.:X ok i did take it in the end. anyways, we showered, then went to bugis junction to get our gifts for tmr's dhs christmas celebration.:D we're gonna do a lucky draw to see who gets what from who.:P i wonder who has God planned for to receive mine?:D and i wonder who has He planned for me to receive from?:D heh, all shall be revealed tmr!:P anyways, after a loooong time of shopping, we went back to nic's place and packed, then watched abit of tv, then headed home.:) and i found out that my japanese class next year is J2.15!:D but it's gonna be on tuesdays. ahh what a change.:O i wonder who has God placed in my class?:D heh, shall wait till next year to find out!:P ehh, but anyone knows where room C3 is? never heard of it.:X OH WAIT SO THAT MEANS I HAVE CLASSES ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.:X OH NO WAIT DO I NEED TO BUY BOOKS? KYAHHH.

okok, i'm pretty much done for now. cya again!:D

Changed From the Inside Out!

2010-12-20T17:49:00.003+08:00

hey ppl!:D i'm back from the Inside Out camp!:D whoohoo!:D indeed, this camp has transformed all of us from the inside out!:D so now let's all look forward to the camp in 2011! LOL.xD

training on friday was pretty tough, but fruitful at the same time.:D idk how to cope with jiaolian's so-called normal standard now, but i just gotta do my best!:) kays, after training, i got changed and went to meet sis and bernice at aljunied mrt.:D then we set off for anglican high!:) we got a bit lost trying to walk there from mrt, but we asked some random guys and found it at last!^^ teehees! we went in and found the rest, then put our stuff in the bunk and joined them. i was in the durian group!:D DURIAN FTW!^w^ sis was pineapple.:) we did up our mascot, cheers, etc, then played some games before showering then eating dinner.:D we had a session of sermon after dinner!! wheee!!:D and i really think that God really touched all of us during that session. me and lots of other ppl started crying like mad during the closing singing. i wanna have another encounter like that again!:D we had cell discussion under the starry sky and bright moon after that, all the way till 11.30pm. hehehe, those who were at the x-factor camp last year said that it was the exact same thing last year: first night, starry sky with a bright moon, honest heart to heart sharing.^w^ then we went up, prepared ourselves and slept. i KO-ed the whole night.:X

day 2!:) woke up with lots of aching muscles, washed up and went down for some morning games before breakfast. very fun!:D we had devotions in our cells after that, followed by session 2!^^ we discussed as a cell, and then we had lunch.:D and after lunch, we went to bedok reservoir for DRAGON BOATING!!!^w^ it was really awesome!:D our boat (durian and rambutan) won the first race!:D thanks to the dragon boater on board, aka eugene.:P it rained a bit, so we played some games in the shelter before going back on the boats again.:D hehehe, and it was really great.:) we sat on the edge of the boat and rocked it. so fun!:D and we kept splashing the other boats with water. it was really epic, cuz me, jiang yin, bynes and yue mun were on the same boat, and then sis, danhua, bernice and yue seng were all on the other boat. and thus, the siblings' rivalry of water fight began. LOL.xD our boat lost the second race, but we got second and had lots of fun!:D after we got on shore, we changed and had a time of reflection in small groups. me, xiaoting and bernice were having a really good time, until the monkey came.:( i was kinda thinking it would take my phone. it was staring at it.D: and that monkey was a real stalker ok.:( it kept following sophia!:O ahhh, oh well. after we were done, we headed off to bedok 85 for dinner!:) the ba chor mee was good, but we waited quite long for it.:( hehe, and our table got to watch a romance/comedy for the whole dinnertime.;) hahaha.xD after some shopping at ntuc, we went back to ahs to shower and sleep. once again... i KO-ed for the whole night.:X

day 3!:) after washing up and blaaahhhh, we went for some morning games. IT WAS REALLY FUN!xD especially the whole camp playing together.:D we ate our breakfast, then had devotions, followed by session 3.:D as usual, we had cell discussion, then lunch. after lunch, we were given some time to prepare for fun night!:D but our group did nothing.-.- oh well. then, we played a series of wet and dirty games!:D all the flour and water mixed with chilli... ewwww.:/ and then there was the soapy thing. many of us slipped and it was really painful.:( oh, and there, issac did sth epic.;) but it was fun, really.xD ok, here's the fun part. we played captain ball with RAW SQUID.:O and we even used RAW CHICKEN NECK later on.:X it was kinda gross, but it was fun seeing it fly in the air.xD and durian was against pineapple. pineapple won in the end, but it was really really fun.:D then for the water bomb war, after we set up our bases and everything, we allied with all the other groups to sabo mangosteen.xD so they died very quickly, and from there, we kinda went mad. we were in 100% ally with jackfruit, and we wanted to take down soursop. so eugene, you fu and yue seng came up with an 'accident' while fooling around thing, and we wet soursop!:) but then they came and wet us totally. pineapple too.:( oh well. i had fun playing with the chicken feet chonghui bought.:D we went to shower after that, and then we had session 4!:D and after session 4, we had fun night!:D i really think our group is pro lorh, eugene just gave us the plot, no script, no rehearsals, and we did everything on the spot. we got third in the end!:D lol, venus is soooo talented at acting.xD and eugene is good at zau xia-ing on purpose.:P pineapple got first. they were really awesome seh!:D spongebob really had a box for pants, lefa's voice was sooo patrick-ish, they made use of all the epic stuff in the camp in their script, and they changed the lyrics of 'promises' into sth comical and cute just for their story.xD the other groups were really really really great too! good job, everyone!:D the angel and mortals were revealed after fun night. turns out my angel was venus.:O she didn't do anything until the last day, when all the snacks were on sale, then she spammed me.xD oh this is cool. joy was weiyang's angel, and weiyang was joy's angel! cool right!:D anyways, by the time everything finished and i went to sleep, it was alr 3am. :X yes, i KO-ed again.^^"

day 4!:) everyone was really sleepy and moody. some pulled an all-nighter, some slept just for 1-2 hrs. and everyone didn't wanna go home. but bo pian lah, we had to eat breakfast, then do area cleaning, then pack, and then break camp.:( waiting for camp in 2011!^^ ok, so, sophia went to tampines mall to have lunch. we ate at pastamania.:D then we all went home... i totally missed training.:X sis and me took 28 aaaaaalllllll the way to tpy. gosh.:O but the spamming of music was really awesome!:D then nicole and jessie prank called me.-.-

oh, as for my mortal right, it was matthew wong from kairos. but he left halfway during camp. so here's a message(which i think he will never ever see...):

dear matthew,

i was your angel for the inside out camp!:D yes, i know that you said right in front of my sister that your angel did nothing for you and seemed dead.=.=" LOL.xD anyways, sorry for being MIA during that time!:( i only received you as mortal on the late night of the first day, and though i dropped a note in the a&m box in the morning the second day, they didn't manage to give it to you.(maybe you can claim it from eugene or yue mun or some other camp committee member or some other kairos guy.) also, i bought white kinder bueno for you while shopping at ntuc, and i wanted to put that in the box too, but you left before i could do that.:( by the way, please tell me asap if you still want that kinder bueno, cause it's really tempting and i feel like eating it.:P LOL. okay, anyways, i hope you had fun at the camp while you were there! stay happy, and may the Lord keep blessing you!^^

(PS: scarlet feels that you're really sweet to her as her angel!:D andy said that he got scolded for taking the hi-chew you bought for her.:O)

love,
your angel.^^

kays, that's all for inside out! i really felt God moving in our lives during this camp, and i hope that it can stay like this always.:D thank God! He's the almighty one!:D

CAMP DAISAKUSEN.

2010-12-14T12:54:00.002+08:00

ok yes i admit my idea of the title came from proposal daisakusen.:X but i'm not planning for a proposal, duuhhh, i'm still young, and boys propose to girls, not the opposite.=.=" i'm planning for CAMP! what camp? INSIDE OUT CAMP!^w^

ahhh, time flies, we've been talking abt it since i forgot when!:O but it's really coming now! it's this FRIDAY!:O OHMYGOSH! MY FIRST CAMP WITH DI!:3 can't wait for it manz!^w^

but it just so happens that i have training on friday. and training ends at around 2pm.(thanks, pt.=.=") and camp starts somewhere around... 1.30pm? awww man.:( but some other people like my sotong yamapi fan sis will be late too, so at least i'm not alone!:P okays, so i've been thinking of how to settle this, and with a little help from my sis, we came out with a solution.

HERE'S THE CAMP DAISAKUSEN!

on friday, both of us will go to training as per normal. but because i end later than the yamapi fan, i will have to bring all my camp stuff to training, then go directly from there. the yamapi fan will be able to go home and take her stuff, so she'll shun bian help me to take my sleeping bag.:D as for me, after training, i'll go to the gym toilet, get changed into something more clean, then set off for lunch. if there's time, i'll have it with everyone else. if not, then i gotta run to clementi first.:P then after abit of munching i'll meet up with the yamapi fan and elissa and the rest and head off for camp!:D it's gonna be rushed, and we'll have to miss some activities, but, ahh, nvm lah.:P

on saturday and sunday, happy camping~!^w^

on monday, we gotta break camp. awww man.:( i'm not sure what time camp breaks, but judging by the programme of the x-factor camp last year,[heh. the yamapi fan left it in the open.xD] i can say that by the time it finishes, training should be almost finished. and to make it from the west to the east, by the time i reach, they all go eat lunch alr.:P so, sadly, i'll have to pon training on that day. nicole, jiayou!:P

i can't wait to get started on the camp and the camp daisakusen! yay whee go!:D God is awesome!^w^

gakko e modorimasu.

2010-12-12T18:22:00.003+08:00

awww man, block weeks end today. starting from tmr, we'll be training again. ahh. i think tmr's gonna be a tough day. after not playing for these 3 weeks, we're all gonna be abit off form. eeks, jiaolian's gonna be angry.:/

but the good thing is, i get to see everyone again. wheehee!:D and we're gonna do something special tomorrow. shhhhh.;)

hopefully evelyn(idk abt spelling.0.0") joins us from tmr onwards. the more the merrier!:D

oh oh oh, and i found out that nishikido ryo's birthday is 3rd november. does that sound familiar?:/ YES. it's our team's casualty day. 3/11!:O basically, when we were all getting hit by the balls here and there and everywhere during training that day, nishikido ryo was in japan, probably happily celebrating his birthday with NEWS and/or Kanjani 8. whaaaaat?0.0"

oh well, that just means that we have more things to commemorate on 3rd nov from now on.:P

by the way, i found out that yamapi is evil.:'( [good, there's no way sis would come and read my blog. OH YEAH!] during a gameshow, yamapi's team won ryo's team, and he was really mean to ryo!D': that's not how he shd treat a childhood friend lorh.-.-" ryo looked soooo sad sia. all thanks to yamapi.:( now i have a somewhat bad impression of him. just when i was beginning to move him to my second most fave guy in news.:( so i guess koyama/tegoshi takes second place!:P

ahhh, enough of sad stuff. today is nicole's birthday! whoohoo!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLEEE!

it's been like, nearly 5 years since we first started working tgtr as a team.:D the times we spent in both pcps and dhs has been awesome.^^ これからもよろしくお願いします~:)

ok, i better start packing my bag for tmr.

jya ne~!^w^

THE LAND OF NISHIKIDO RYO!^w^

2010-12-10T17:12:00.002+08:00

hey everyone!:D i'm back from the land of the sexy osaka man-JAPAN!:3 it was awesome! but i didn't get to meet nishikido ryo.:( but i did buy lots of his postcards, stickers and photos.:D and neither did i get to eat loads and loads of takoyaki.:( but we did at least buy a box of it to eat there.:D

anyways, anyways, anyways, lots of epic, funny and great stuff happened there. it was super duper cold when we first went there, cuz of the rain...:( but it wasn't so cold during normal temperature.:) AND GOSH WHEN THE WIND BLOWS YOUR TEETH WILL REALLY CLATTER LIKE CRAZY.T^T

okok, it's gonna be a long story, but i'm gonna post abt the main idea of the days we spent there, ok?:D

on the first day, we went to the airport, checked in, boarded, blablabla... A380!:D but actually, i find it a pretty normal plane...?0.0" oh well. and then it was night flight, so everyone wanted to sleep. but i couldn't.:( so i decided to watch a movie. GUESS WHAT. THERE WAS A NISHIKIDO RYO MOVIE AVAILABLE! KYA~!:3 the movie was: A Boy and His Samurai. japanese title(which is much nicer): ちょんまげぷりん (chonmage purin. something custard pudding.) it was a really nice(and quite epic) show!x) hehehehe. ahhh, and he even attended two months of cooking class just for the show. HE'S SO AWESOME MANZ!:3 ok anyways, back to the trip. i didn't sleep the whole night. idk why.:( so that was the so called 1st day of the trip. all spent on the plane. at least there was nishikido ryo.8D

ok, second day. when we finally reached narita, we collected baggage, blaaaaaah, went on a bus towards haneda(which through the journey, i STILL couldn't sleep. and saw disneyland:D), and then we had ramen for lunch there.:D it was nice!x) and after that, we boarded the domestic flight for hakodate airport in hokkaido. ahhh, it's alot colder there. so, we went sightseeing at some famous places... AND WE ATE HOKKAIDO ICE CREAM! OISHII~!:D or rather... oichi!XwX(hey wait, i'm not yamapi.) and the sky is alr dark at like, 4.30pm. and when it's 4.30pm there, it's 3.30pm in s'pore. in other words, when church started, it was already night for us.=.=" then we went to the onsen hotel! after dinner, we showered and went to the onsen. uwaaaa, it's great to soak in there during winter. so warm!:3 and it's soooo cool that me and sis got to experience the japanese life-- WE SLEPT ON TATAMI!8) it's nice, you know.:D AND WE WORE YUKATA!:3 I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO TRY ONE!^w^ though it was a little big and there wasn't the thingy to tie around and the design was kinda plain, i'm really happy.:D hmm, maybe i should have bought one home at the airport...( ;A;)

ok, third day, which seemed like the second day.0.0" had breakfast, and headed off to go out and sightsee again. we went to the fish market first... and there was this super cool thing. you can fish your own live squid, and then they'll cut it up and make sashimi for you right there!:O it looked super fun fishing it!:D but looking at it get cut up was kinda sad... and gross. they'll cut the body off first, and leave the tentacles later. AND WHEN THE LADY WAS CUTTING THE BODY, THE TENTACLES STOOD UP AND STARTED CRAWLING.:O eeeeks. but we bought some good food.:D hmm, i can't really rmb where the next stops were, but it was fun for the whole day, i guess.:D and we went to another onsen hotel that night!:D ahhh, this time we tried the open-air onsen. IT WAS SOOOO COOL.:D at first me and sis battled to cold like mad to get outside. while we were still walking down the stairs, we felt like freezing alr. needless to say how cold is was when we finally got outside naked...=.=" but once we got in it felt really awesome.^w^ and after we got out, it didn't feel cold anymore, thanks to the hot water.:D hmmm, but we slept on bed that night.

ok, fourth day. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............
OH MY GOSH MY MIND IS IN A COMPLETE BLANK.D:
hmm, but i think this was the day we had mutton for lunch...? or was it the third day...?
ahhh, i realised that i always have small memory lapses. and nosebleeds. and stumbling a little while walking. and problems with breathing. PLEASE DON'T TELL ME THIS IS A TYPE OF SCA.:'(
okok. stop scaring myself. i'm fine. i'm just bad at remembering some things. and clumsy. and a little problem with the nose. the end. okay. skip to next day.:P
HEY WAIT I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING. IT STARTED SNOWING THIS NIGHT! YESYESYES!:D i rmb toshie-san was worried abt having no snow and we can't go to the snow world the following day. but we were having some awesome sushi and a shop and having an awesome time talking with the chef there.:D it was raining before that. then we finally left the shop, and when we went out, we saw white stuff. then we were like, huh? then we looked up. and saw white powdery stuff that wasn't rain falling down. then we all jumped and screamed, "IT'S SNOWING!!!!!":D:D:D:D time for konayuki and white x'mas.:D i can't rmb abt the day, though.:(

ok, fifth day. we had a free and easy morning/early afternoon.:D the snow really piled quite abit, and it was still snowing pretty nicely.:D we went out to the canal and lunch.:D as the snowflakes landed on our gloves, we could see all the really pretty shapes of the snowflakes.:D:D:D kirei da na~! and we had ramen for lunch! oichi!^w^ and we bought ice ceam with choco! wheehee~!:D:D:D ooh, after lunch, we gathered back at the hotel and headed off for kiroro snow world!:D:D ahh, the snow was really beautiful.^^ we had lots of fun building a snowman that turned out to be a sick snowman...(shall not go into details. but sis it's your mess.:P), making angels on the snow, snowball fighting and sliding down the slope.^w^ ahhh, none of us wanted to leave. even the adults had fun in their snowball fights.xD ahhh. i think we went sightseeing at some other places before resting for the night.:D OOOOH YESYESYESYESYES!!! I REMEMBERED SOMETHING VERYVERYVERY IMPORTANT!!!:D:D:D:D when we went shopping in the streets, we suddenly saw this ARASHI poster!!:D:D:D then, there was a note saying there were kanjani 8 concert photos available!:D:D:D so we went up to the shop, and it was literally A PLACE FLOODED WITH ALL WE WANTED. NISHIKIDO RYO, YAMAPI, KAME, NEWS AND ALL THE JPOP MERCHANDISE!!:D:D:D:D WAHAHAHAHA. sis managed to get kame and taguchi keychains!:D as well as a kame postcard. i spammed with ryo's kanjani 8 concert photos, postcards and stickers. now i have something to do in class when i'm bored. MUAHAHAHA.x)

ok, sixth day. our last day in hokkaido. we left for new chitose airport early in the morning and flew to tokyo.:D we went to the hotel after that, and from there, it was free and easy.:D OOH YEAH!:D we had lunch at shinagawa jr station, and then we headed off for harajuku!:D if it were a weekend, it would be filled with cosplayers, but no.:( so we left after abit, and went to shinjuku. we shopped at takashimaya for a looooong time there!:D bought some gifts there.:D then we went to odakyu's itoya and bought some nice stationery!:D we went to the buy-a-coupon-then-give-it-to-the-chef-and-stand-there-and-eat-ramen-and-udon-and-soba shop to eat at the shinjuku jr station.:D it was soooooo cooooool~!!!:D:D:D i love the experience. it was really yummy too!:D it was pretty late alr, so we went back to the hotel, had a family supper and rested.:D

ahhh, finally the seventh day. we ate breakfast and left for the airport. after checking in, we did alot of last minute shopping.;) then we boarded the plane. heh, i watched chonmage purin again!^w^ you can never get tired of watching nishikido ryo~!:3 after that, since it's just afternoon, i watched despicable me. AGNES SO CUTE!x) ehehehe.:D ok, so then... i slept for abit. too bored. then i spent the rest of the time stoning till we landed.xD then after dinner at the airport we came home.:D

ahh, i'm really grateful for this trip!:D i really really enjoyed it.^^ most of all, i'm grateful that even as we were in japan, God was still with us through every single nanosecond.^w^ YAY! PRAISE GOD!:D shall share the details during cell time tmr.;)

photos will probably be out on fb soon.:D all taken by my sis, my dad and me.^^ i'll be posting sceneries, inspirational, and the like while sis will be posting the zilian shots and people.:P oh, and sis learnt 3 lessons during this trip. check her blog to find out.xD kays, i really gotta chiong my homework, training's resuming on monday.:X so then...

BANG! MAIDO ARI!:P [watch kurosagi and you'll know what i mean.:D]

MOTTO SUKOSHI DAKE!:3

2010-12-03T14:47:00.002+08:00

YES! JUST A LITTLE MORE! WHOOHOO~!^w^

i can't believe it. it's really less than 12hours before we head off for JAPAN! YAY WHEE WHOA~!!:D:D:D:D

I WANNA MEET THE SEXY OSAKA MAN-NISHIKIDO RYO~!♥

AND I WANNA EAT LOADS AND LOADS OF TAKOYAKI!♥

ok, so i'll pretty much be MIA until i'm back.

cya all soon!^^

(PS: happy b'dae to clara! go buy yourself 5 cans of porridge and celebrate with guanzhou yeah!xD)

don't give up.

2010-12-02T15:04:00.005+08:00

i really wonder, what's going on in the world nowadays? whenever i visit people's blogs, tumblr, facebook profiles, etc, i see so many people who 'feel like dying', 'want to run away from everything', 'wish they had never been born', and the like. hey, what's that for?

i mean, it's okay to let out your troubles when you're really suffocating from it; it's no good to bottle everything up. but why give up on life? why regret? it's great to be alive, isn't it? to be able to run around on the field, eat with friends, endure boredom in class together.

"yeah sure, you can think that because your life is wonderful. not like mine. life sucks, okay?" i think that's how some people might respond.

but think about it. being alive itself is a privilege. remember Aya? she got SCA, right? but she wanted to live so much, despite her inabilities, people looking down on her and teasing her, etc. God brought all of us onto this world with His own hands. He could have chosen not to create you at all. but why did he bring all of us out here, onto this temporary home?

the answer is simple. it's because He loves you. He loves all of us, ever-since i-don't-know-how-long-ago. that's why he decided to let us come out here and live. and it's because He loves us that He puts us through all these things in life. He loves us. He won't do anything to hurt us.

"then why? why am i in so much pain?" you ask. it's something He wants you to learn from. to learn to become strong from these events. to smile and live on, and encourage those around you to do the same. there's no way He'd hurt you intentionally. if you learn to live with it and stay happy, you won't feel hurt at all. you'll thank Him for the lesson, for being able to encourage those around you. isn't that so?

i can't remember if i had mentioned in my previous posts, but i borrowed a book from eunice titled 'Martyrs'. the book is made up of many stories of Christians who had died for Jesus. as well as some bible phrases and quotes from famous people here and there. in one of the stories i read last night, the person who died said something like this in court, "It is Man who chooses their religion, but Christians are chosen by God." and then, just like how Aya had wondered, "病気はなぜわたしを選んだんだろう？"(Just why did the disease choose me?), i thought, "Why did God choose me to follow Him? Why me, out of so many people He had created?"

i tried thinking of the answer. was it because He loved me more? NO! He loves all of us equally. was it because He picked randomly? NO! He has reasons and plans for everything. i kept thinking and thinking, but no answer came. but i think i've finally understood.

it's because there are so many people around me that want to give up, that are suffering alone, that can't take it anymore. He wants me to encourage them. He wants me to spread the good news around, that they may find something to rejoice in everyday of their lives, even if their problem isn't solved yet. He wants me to do something... that counts for eternity.

so, to everyone out there reading this, and are in pain; just remember that God loves you. if you trust in Jesus, everything will just work out somehow. it really will. rejoice, for all His promises won't let go of you!

keep fighting on and don't give up. even if the tears you've cried have long exceeded one litre, keep on going. live on. always live on. Jesus is there for you.

Orthros no Inu!

2010-12-01T11:49:00.004+08:00

oh yay! guess what. me and sis went to the cd shop near the tpy mrt station ytd, and we bought like, 5 dvds in total!:3 two involving NISHIKIDO RYO!^w^ [heh, of cuz i was the one who picked those. BLEH.xD] 'orthros no inu' and 'attention please'.:D then sis took two involving yamapi![HEH. ryo's childhood friend! and they're really close.] 'proposal daisakusen SP' and 'kurosagi'.:P then last one was 'one pound gospel', because kame was the star...^^" ahh. we planned to get 'last friends' for seeing ryo at first, but seems like they didn't sell it, so i picked 'attention please' instead. and i think 'last friends' would most probably be out of bounds to us too. ( ;A;)

anyways, when we got home, we watched proposal daisakusen SP first, before spamming ourselves with orthros no inu!^^ RYO~!^w^ oh and it's really nice. it's abt two people: taki[ryo's JE senior... LOL.] and ryo. taki[ryuzaki shinji in the show] has the power to heal all kinds of wounds and diseases with just a touch, but he's a super introvert whose heart is kinda evil. ryo[aoi ryosuke in the show. LOL. RYOsuke.] has the power to kill anyone with just a touch and not leave any evidence behind. but ryo is a very kind and gentle person, with a heart of gold. CONTRADICTORY TO THEIR POWERS, RIGHT?:X anyways, when they met, ryuzaki tricked aoi into helping him escape from prison[poor ryo... he's too kind.D':] and from there, a battle unfolds...

uwaaa~ we've just finished 4 episodes last night, but we're totally in love with it already!^w^ even mama says the plot is nice.:D AND WHY DOES AHMA HAVE TO SAY THAT EVERY GUY I LIKE IS NOT HANDSOME.T^T first xiu and now ryo...:( LOL. oh well. as long as i know they're all super handsome.^^

oh, and though the show keeps saying stuff like "this world has no need for God" and some other pretty... not-good stuff, i shall pray that i'll stand firm in my faith and not be wavered by all these words.:) i can not look at the subs or listen to their dialouge too.:P ahh, but even if i still listen to the dialouge, i might not understand most of it anyway.=.="

kays, see ya again soon. i'm gonna go fb-ing.:P and maybe try to finish off some more hw before heading for NIHON!^w^

kansei shimashita!

2010-11-29T10:19:00.004+08:00

people, guess what? i've finished watching one litre of tears, including the special episode!:D yay!:D it was sooooooo awesome!^^ NISHIKIDO RYO!^w^

oh yeah, and i finally learnt the name of aya's disease. spinocerebellar ataxia (SCA). phew.=.="

hehehehehehehe. but anyways, i'm now kinda in love with the songs in OLoT.:P sangatsu kokonoka, konayuki, only human. KYA!:3 ahhh, maybe i should add those to my music playlist here! *opens a new tab hurriedly and goes to mixpod.com*

ah, and eunice mentioned on saturday that Jesus will be back soon! WHOO!:D now that i think abt it, it's true. it's in the recent years that H1N1, bird flu, SARS broke out. oil prices and other stuff rising. sichuan earthquake, chile earthquake, and haiti earthquake too. and that tsunami from a few years ago. and now the jews are returning to israel. OH MY GOSH IT'S REALLY COMING! i can't believe it...:3

and, when a powerful man rises up, then we'll all know... the seven years has begun. i wonder who this man will be, where he'll be from, and when exactly he'll come. some say that this man is obama, but who knows. unless obama really builds up a temple and... then we'll realise that the seven years has already begun. and that just means the day Jesus comes back is closer. let's all wait for it.^^

oh, and there was supposed to be vball chalet today to wednesday, and i was supposed to go, but no, i'm gonna stay at home (and probably try to finish up my homework asap.) ahh, i'm not going cuz none of my teammates are going.:( at first jessie was going, so i thought maybe i should still go, but now that she's not going too, i decided not to go. being lonely ain't fun in a place full of seniors.:(

hmm, i think i'm pretty much done here. bye bye for now.:P

one litre of tears.

2010-11-26T21:52:00.007+08:00

so sorry for neglecting my blog for these few days!:(

heh, it's either i'm out of home, or i'm spamming myself with OLoT! one litre of tears!^^

kays, basically, to sum it all up, what's going on with my life is that:
1. we lost to presby on tues.:X
2. we had lots of fun baking at nicole's house on tues after the match.:D
3. we painted our toenails with funky colours at her house.:D and we wrote 'i love guanzhou' on clara's leg.:P
4. i started watching one litre of tears!^^
5. i came to like nishikido ryo after i started watching it!:D
6. even though it's block weeks now, i went back to sch to train on wed!:P it was fun!:D
7. i found out that florence's ligament is like, GONE.:O after loads of friction.
8. i found out that nicole injured her leg (she didn't know too.) 8 years ago, and now there's internal bleeding.
9. i found out that florence is scared of cats and that her bro takes japanese too!:D
10. sophia's outing on thurs was super fun!^^
11. we couldn't find sophia mall.
12. there was a small mind cafe branch near that chibi mall.:O
13. we went to play nation instead of mind cafe cuz mind cafe wasn't... convenient.
14. we played snorta, guesstures, saboteur and monopoly deal there.:P
15. sis was the saboteur for all 4 rounds of the game we played.xD
16. the honey peach drink was delicious!:)
17. i like the songs 'sangatsu kokonoka' and 'konayuki' from OLoT!:D
18. we lost to dunman sec today. but it was a good fight, i guess.:P
19. during warmups, two balls flew onto the roof, and one ball dropped into the swimming pool.xD
20. we ate lunch at hougang mall and kept bumping into the huayi players (sonia, chermine, freda, xinyi):D
21. after celebrating jiaying's b'dae, we went to buy/try nail polish (on all of clara's fingers and 90% of jiaying's)
22. we made fast friends with the 4 huayi players.:D
23. we went to macs to chat, with the zor deng wall in between.
24. we ate 3 packs of large fries in total, plus drinks.
25. i realised that the huayi girls can eat super fast.:O
26. we all totally pokkai-ed after today.
27. i found out that jessie has 3 houses.:O
28. maid deka stopped showing on channel 825/826, and now it's showing buzzer beat.
29. my sis is annoying me with her screaming over buzzer beat, hogging my comp and other stuff.=.="
30. sonia, xinyi and freda are scary stalkers.T^T
31. dad's gonna post all the pics he took today on fb.D:
32. speaking of dad, he was telling me the other day abt how adalric spammed him with 52 notices early in the morning cuz he wanted to tag the pics i took. LOL.xD
33. while watching OLoT, i realised that me and aya have quite alot in common.:P
34. i'm kinda worried i have that disease. now what's that called again. spino... spinocell... what?
35. i found out that nishikido ryo is from NEWS.:O and kanjani 8.
36. zhang wenhan, aka my 6A junior aka head prefect aka OPA top winner aka 1st in class, is now aka pcps PSLE top scorer of 2010, with 278. wth.=.="
37. i wanna read the original one litre of tears book after i'm done with the drama and learning japanese.
38. i'm yet closer to the japan trip! WHOO!:D:D:D:D
39. sis got into 3P, and all the teammates who have the same stream as her are in 3I. LOL.xD
40. tomorrow is saturday again! yay!:D

hmmm, okay, i'm done updating. 40 points. whoa.:O

PEOPLE, GO WATCH ONE LITRE OF TEARS OKAY!^^

minna, yoku dekimashita!^^

2010-11-22T16:04:00.002+08:00

whoo yay, woke up early today, got prepared and went off to hougang sports hall to watch u16!:D i didn't wanna stay at home to rot today.:P i knew it would be much better to go down and watch nice matches.:D for girls, bukit panjang vs dunman sec!:O and for the guys, dhs vs yishun town!

went there and met xinyi and hongxia! kyaaa~!^w^ missed them sooooo much!:3 they began their warmups after awhile, so i sat with xinyi and took photos!:D ahh, it was fun.:D but sadly, i didn't bring the lens that could zoooooom in. man.D: but oh well.:P

their match started, and i didn't want to walk around, so i just sat there and took pics of the bukit panjang girls...^^ when dunman sec came over, i took pics of them too.:) ahhh dunman sec was really good... they beat bukit panjang 2:0... :O but bukit panjang really put on a great fight too!:) they didn't give up till the bitter end... well done!:D

and i went to kpo over at the guys' side a few times throughout the whole match...^^" but i didn't really take note of who was leading...

so after the girls finished, i "PR-ed" at the guys' court to shoot... since ms heng asked...^^" it was fun watching them play. they jump super high.:O and i think the seniors' team spirit is super awesome lorh, they always gathered in the center and encouraged each other whether they won or lost the point...

they were really good, but lost to yishun town at the end (2:1). the scores were really really close. could see that they were kinda depressed, but i think they're still the best, in terms of spirit, teamwork and effort.:D great job!:) it was fun taking pictures of you guys.:D

hmm, and through the last set of the game, the dunman sec guys were cheering whenever the seniors lost the point. no offence, but that really made me pissed off. what, you people don't make mistakes? you're perfect? you gotta rejoice over their mistakes? keep your 幸灾乐祸-ness to yourself. geez.=.="

baaaah, enough of unwise people.:P

ahh, and i rmb there was this particular ball where yishun town spiked and then... (eeks, idk their names.:X) 2 guys went to block, but didn't touch, and the ball went out. but referee said that they did and gave the point to yishun town. but after the match, i was looking through the pics and i saw that photo i took of that very ball. after zooming in closely, i discovered...

they really didn't touch the ball.

ahh, i wonder, if i could have shown that enlargement to the referee, would things have changed...? uwaa, yet another reason for me to lose sleep over.:(

boobuuuuiii, i got lost while trying to walk from the sports hall to the bus interchange.D':

but anyways, today was fun.:) hopefully, there'll be a second chance for me to do sth like this.^^

flutter, flutter, my peace.

2010-11-17T11:26:00.002+08:00

uwaaaaa. the noisy one is home. so there goes my peace.D: goodbye to you, my awesome peace. may we meet again.T^T

heh. but at least i get to use my comp when she's still sleeping. MUAHAHAHAHA.xD

and i'm so glad we won ytd's match!:D saw eilyn too!:D she seems alot more hyper.:D hehehe.

dinner was fun ytd. ate with some of the team members plus florence.:) we were sitting in a super prominent part of the ramen shop, near the escalators. so when the guys and teachers came by, we were trying to hide like crazy. T^T oh and it was super fun hiding clara's apple juice.xD anyways, one word: awesome.:D

hmm hmm, i think the pig's still asleep.xD she didn't bring me a kangaroo.D:

kays, cya!:D