it's been like, what, months since i last came here?

and really really alot, too much has happened in this entire time..and looking at my past posts, i guess i figured out why i lost the motivation to keep track of events.

so..i guess this probably will be my last post, unless i can somehow find that burning motivation to remember things again..

i guess it's a fitting time to say this, so......

from the day that i first met you,
i wonder just how much time has passed?
those feelings that i couldn't put into words...
you knew them, right?

the ricefield path dyed by the evening;
i walked there together with you, right?
it was decided on that day you'd do your best in a faraway city...

thank you; because you were always smiling there by my side,
so on the days my tears flowed, on the days i seemed to be losing,
i was always able to overcome them...

no matter what, i'll never forget
the warmth of the warm you...
because when i want to meet you, when i feel lonely, i'll look up at the sky...
the sky that continues to you...

the side profile of yours that seems happy,
your figure that is merry like a child
i can remember them all like they're things that just happened yesterday...

i wanted to be together with you for a while more;
i wonder if i could have been a little gentler?
those days when you said you loved me and embraced me; they are shining...

thank you; no matter when it is,  i'll be thinking of you, so...
you believed in me with straightforward eyes, right?
that's why i was able to become stronger...

no matter what, i'll never forget
your voice that called my name...
in my dreams, when we can't meet, i'll look up at the sky...
the sky where you sleep under...

thank you; because you were always smiling there by my side,
so on the days my tears flow, on the days i seem to be losing,
i will surely be able to overcome them...

no matter what, i'll never forget
the warmth of the warm you...
because when i want to meet you, when i feel lonely, i'll look up at the sky...
i'll always be watching over you, alright?
to you:
thank you..

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i missed you.
i miss you.
i'll miss you.
i really did.
i really do.
and i really will.

but even so, goodbye..