whoo yay got time to post again!:D heh time flies eh, middle of the 3rd week of holidays is over... and actually i'm pretty looking forward to sch reopening LOL.xD abit crazy, but how else can i see all my friends tgtr again!:3 and how else can i sit next to the windowwww.:3 actually right now i'm next to the window in my 99% done room but all i see are cars and buildings, and there are no traffic jams now so not fun LOL.xD no wait... on second thought, maybe i'm not so looking forward to it... need hand in my homework and i still have quite a bit to do.=.=" and then there's east zone starting on wednesday!:X

honestly speaking idk if' i'm ready for it anot... ytd during training, i really felt like a letdown to the team... first part of training, because of some asdfghjkl problem with myself i couldn't perform properly and was super tired... because of that problem everyone thought i was emo-ing over sth, because i couldn't hear them when they talked to me, and i couldn't exactly talk much...:/ caused them to worry for nth... ughh. felt better after break so i went to spike against the wall to kinda make up for first part of training and try to get the spiking feel... but seems like i still failed ttm lurh, couldn't get it right at all later... even as everyone was like, trying to help me find the spot i can spike best, i still failed like idk whut and let their efforts down... i also couldn't take alot of balls and then in the end, ms heng got pissed with us, and it's really greatly my fault lorh... asdfghjkl feel guilty like crazy.D:

but then again thank God so much that i have my dear teammates.:3 jessie was like, sms-ing me and spamming my fb walls with smilies to cheer me up...xD thanks a mil babe!:3 and then i know that when everyone thought i was emo-ing during training they tried their best to 'cheer me up' also... thanks alot everyone!:3 really appreciate it loads.[less than 3 sign] i'm still kinda fail but let's jiayou for east zone tgtr!^w^

heh shall use the rest of today to do homework and lepak in my room...xD having friendly with huayi tmr!8) heh u13 memories with them are coming back, looking forward to it!:D jya, maido ari!:P