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Friday, April 29, 2011 @ 8:12 PM

mmmm, i realised that 27 is a very 'magical' number... it marks a lot of things that are memorable...^w^ and therefore, mugging geog and LA speech on wed night (and stretching into thurs morning abit) wasn't that bad after all, LOL.:P thank God so much for everything!^w^

anyway, pt on thurs morning wasn't that bad... did the usual pt, plus some ball skills training.:) and then we had a mini-breakfast session that actually only consisted of drinks. LOL.xD then after that had lessons... ms vaz didn't call me to present my speech, OH YEAH.:D i wasn't that prepared yet... and then for geog ct, after the 5 mcq questions, i really wrote like mad...x_x 4 pages without leaving line except between each para, can you believe it?:X but my handwriting got super messy and big, so i guess it isn't that bad...:P then hcl after lunch was super slack, teacher didn't come, so even though we were supposed to write gong han, it was really quite fun listening to music, going fb and doing it at the same time.:P went home after that... HEH, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT, I BUMPED INTO SIS AT TPY MRT, OHMYGOSH.xD so we went home tgtr... HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE WE LAST WENT HOME TGTR ON A SCHOOL DAY MAN!:O it was quite epic.:P YAY, THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME COMPANY WHEN I FELT A LITTLE LONELY!^w^

as for today... lessons were pretty ok... had tea again during ACC at the bsp room...xD mann, they decided to send me to make the tea for the test...:X thankfully i don't have to answer the teachers' questions since i'm making tea.:D and hopefully i don't mess up!:X hehh, then after that we returned to class and saw that most of us had to stay back after sch to meet ms poh because of the maths quiz...=.=" so we were all super duper sad face, some angry face...:/ mine was more of a worried and sad face bah, LOL. i had to stay back and i was kinda scared as to what was in store for us, and i didn't wanna be late for the rehearsal or training... that was depressing event no.1...

for sci we continued the lesson for HRS...=.=" then mr lim read to us a 'letter from an unborn baby', which is like, a letter from a baby in the womb to the mother... i was really touched by it at first, about how much the baby was looking forward to his/her life, how happy he/she was to be alive, and how happy he/she was to have a mother like that... but then when things changed, i began to feel sad, and when the point came when the baby was being aborted and was wondering what was happening, screaming for the mother to defend him/her... i couldn't take it anymore, the tears just fell... again.:/ i just felt really so super sad about how a child so innocently looking forward to life and feeling so happy had to be killed just like that, with all that happiness taken away before he/she could experience it...D': how many times do i want to cry over abortion man... maybe i feel this much because i lost the chance to love my relatives because their lives were taken away by abortion bah...:/ for the debate on abortion next week, i'm taking the stand of the unborn baby... i wonder what i'm gonna do then. this was depressing event no.2...

even so, i wanna thank God that at times like these, He has placed someone in my life to cheer me up...^w^ my dearest perverted alien stalker, thank you so much for showing me your beautiful smile...:D you know, it's impossible not to smile when i see you... THANK YOU!^w^ and then, i'm sorry that even though you made me smile, when you got depressed, i couldn't do anything for you... i'm sorry that i'm always not giving enough, yet i'm taking too much... wait for me, someday, i'll do something in return... meanwhile, just know that God loves you, and that no matter what happens, it will never change!^^ i'll support you through everything that happens too, SO JIAYOU!! YOU CAN DE!!:3

after sci it was LA, and then i got called for speech...:/ i was super duper nervous, and made a few mistakes, plus i kinda drifted a little away from my draft... i had to pause a little and look at my post-it from time to time too, OH NO.:(( i think i messed up... plus i think my speech was written a little differently from what everyone else did... OH GOSHIES. hopefully i passed, i was kinda trembling...x__x pengfei and junwei's speeches were good siol... pengfei's was persuasive, but comical... with the talk on aliens and everything...xD and thankfully his voice didn't crack, if not i would never stop laughing.xD

so yup, sch ended and i went to find ms poh.. and actually mine was minor calculation errors only lorh.-.- but in the end i still missed lunch because of that... then i chionged to the hall, but they started late. EH SERIOUSLY AH, CHEAT MY FEELINGS SIOL.=.=" most of the rehearsal time, i was stoning...=.=" after i went up to stage and came back, i got seriously bored so i went out to watch the girls have training... felt kinda useless how i was there, watching while they were all working so hard...:/ i really wanted to jump off the parapet to the first floor then go join them lorh, LOL. but of course i didn't lurh, if i got injured from the fall, i wouldn't be able to train anyway... and then my parents, the teachers, my teammates and the perverted alien stalker will all hantam me for doing that just to escape rehearsal and go training.:X (eh wait, PAS, why are you always there, everywhere i go!) so i bo pian, stand there and watch... and then rehearsal was finally over asdfghjkl. and we have to report to the auditorium at 6.40am on the actual day, what the fish!:( i really want to sleep lorh, why do i have to go to sch just to go onto stage just for a minute and then have nothing else to do anymore while everyone else is in dreamland happily!:( zzz. i might just fall asleep on the actual day.:X

so finally i went for training... and trained lorh, LOL.xD training was pretty ok, i guess. but i really need to work on my skills man, GAH.:/ and then after training sth epic happened, i was preparing to go home alr, then adrianne suddenly asked me, "do you have ms heng's number?" then i was like, "yeah, why?" and then with her usual happy-go-lucky voice, tone and face, she said,"i broke a windowpane at the guys' toilet there. but then GO close alr." I TOTALLY LAUGHED LIKE MAD LORH, SHE SEEMED SO HAPPY SHE BROKE THE WINDOW.xD so we called ms heng, but she wasn't in sch alr, so we asked mr ng what to do... he told us to sweep up the glass pieces first. so we got our brooms and dustpans, went out and got to work. (in case you saw me with the broom but didn't know what happened... no, i'm not maria the maid. i'm charis, a nice senior helping her junior out.=D) there were really alot of shards, super dangerous siol.x_x and when we were done, we were like thinking, "eh, could there be broken pieces in the guys' toilet too?" but we obviously cannot go in to check and sweep right.=.=" so we went hunting for guys we knew, but in the end asked mr tay to help.xD then he took down the remains of the window pane, gave it to me and said, "nah, 给你当作纪念品!"xD i nearly kept it, but decided it was dangerous, so me and adrianne took a pic with the panes and threw them away.xP then i came home lorh.:P

hehehe, thank God for all the various things that happened!:D tomorrow's saturday again, YAYWHEEWHOO!:D time for the message regarding amazin grace, and sushi-making during cell time!! YAYWHEEWHOOHOOHOO LET'S GOGOGO!!:D
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MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tracks:

1: Tenshi ni Fureta yo![Touched by an Angel!] by Houkago Tea Time(K-ON)

2: Konayuki[Powdered Snow] by Remioromen

3: U & I by Houkago Tea Time(K-ON)

4: Akane [Madder *not sure about this one.] by Heidi

5: No, Thank You! by Houkago Tea Time(K-ON)

I SPAM J-POP~! I still like some Chinese and English songs though.:P

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