it's been a long time since i last felt normal;
normal like the others who can do things without trouble.
i know it's nothing serious, really,
but this uselessness somewhat makes me lonely.
even as i close my eyes and try hard to ignore,
reality always hits me; then i remember what i found out before.
without the abitity to change anything,
i can only follow instructions and keep on praying.
there is one other solution, however.
but just thinking of makes me scared; i don't wanna try it-not ever.
nevertheless, i won't give up; i'll pull through;
i won't allow it to cause my dear ones to caught in a boo-hoo.
i'll be strong and i'll keep going on,
because the Lord's love is for me to rely on.

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