idk if i shd be sad or happy today.

i'm really not growing anymore. like, seriously. i've been 158cm tall since pri 6. it's been nearly 2 years and i'm still stuck at 158cm. and this is really really really really depressing. i guess i won't go into the details as to why it's such a big deal to me, but i really feel like crying out loud. i know that God made us all this way for a reason, and it comforts me alot, but somehow, somewhere inside, it still hurts to know that i've reached my limits.

and somehow, everyone just has to keep asking me what's my height and weight when i'm this depressed.

height and weight taking sucks. really sucks.:(

at least i found out something good today. at least i hope that it's true.

if it really is true... then even if it's just a little more time than what i thought i have now, it still makes me really really really really really really really really happy.

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i feel so... weird now.