ohohohohohohohohoooo~!:D during PC ytd, liulaoshi changed our seating arrangement! AND I'M FINALLY SITTING NEXT TO THE WINDOWS!! WHOOHOOHOOHOOHOO~!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D I LOVE THE WINDOWS~!^w^ it's like, a seat i've been waiting to sit in for so long!:')

it was quite a fair way of deciding the table partners. the boys had to do the thingy that mr lim always did for pcps vb christmas party lucky draw.:D and the no. they got (has to be girl) will be their tablemate... so it was quite... saddening for some people... and somehow, jinrui picked 20. WHYYYY.:/ oh well, it's not so bad, i get to sit beside a follower of Jesus again!:D thanks mccoy for all you've shared (which is probably only 0.001% of everything you said to me.), and hopefully we can continue to spread the love of God!:D and as for jr, let's have a good time sharing our experiences with God ok!(yes, so stop all the crap talk and eating in class. =.=" we should talk abt sth that counts for eternity.=D) oh yeah... another thing. guys from 2F, you seriously need to stop the whole "numnumnumnumnumnumnum!!" thing. pleaseee.T^T ahh well.:/

oh, and vball trial for the past 2 days have been quite... interesting! it was really great to know that there were so many girls who really wanted to join dhsvb!^w^ yaywheewhoo!:D i can't wait to meet with my 'official' juniors and start training with them!:)

AND I LOVE 1FERAY~!^w^ especially wenqin from PCPS!:D and maybe that guy called mingde! OHMYGOSH HE SERIOUSLY LOOKS LIKE THAT HIKARU FROM JE!!!:O:O:O AND THAT OTHER GUY THAT LOOKS LIKE A SMALL ADRIEL QUEK. GOSH I HAVE SUCH CUTE JUNIORS.:D

oh, and i found out abt this quite legendary vballer from dhs that graduated 2 years back, called cherie.:D according to mr tay, she was the vice-prez for student council in junior high, and was a really good player. but in senior high, she gave up sc to concentrate on vb. ahh, i was really quite inspired by her summarised profile!:D now i know who that other 'cherie' that someone thought was my older sis when adalric said 'cherie' was my sis the other time. it's no surprise that ppl would be surprised if they thought i was really that legendary cherie's younger sis, i'm probably 10000 years away from her in terms of looks, abilities, personality, etc.:P (why are all the people named cherie so legendary...:/)

ah well, anyways... i have alot of things i wanna pray for currently. like... the unnecessary and unreasonable hatred. i pray that God can open the hearts of these people to help them understand that there's really no point in this, and that it's just not... right. i really can't sit and watch anymore; it really hurts just by seeing all this. so i gotta take action and pray earnestly. and also for that something that's been going on for a long long time... whether it's supposed to be a destiny or a duty...(hmm, you'd get the link between these two if you read it in japanese, maybe...) i've been wondering and praying for quite some time, but i haven't really found the answer yet. more than 50% tells me this, but the remaining tells me another thing, and it's really vexing. kay shall pray pray pray!:)

and to a certain someone, i just wanna say... i'm sorry, i couldn't keep that promise... so... don't go away. not so soon. even if it's just a while more... please.

but what else can i say, and what else can i do? it's still up to God in the end.;)

GAMBATTE!^w^