ahh man. i feel so fail.:(

at the start of the term, we were supposed to select 10 girls and 10 guys to represent our class for inter-class games. guys didn't have much problem, only 2 ppl needed to volunteer not to play. =.=" but for the girls, we really ahd to choose among the 24 of us. at the start i refused to join. but after they kept asking me, i kinda relented and joined the team.

and yet, today, i let them down.

i still don't really know what happened to me... it was still going fine, until my vision just turned weird. i couldn't see properly because it was dark(and actually, we were playing outdoors, in the morning.), and my head felt weird. then, i felt as if it were all just a dream. i thought i was dreaming that i was playing netball, but then i realised that i was playing for real. but i couldn't get rid of that weird feeling and that weird vision. so of course i couldn't shoot the ball properly. if i could, then we would have gotten that one more point and won. i feel so super duper fail. i let them down after they did their best to get me on the team, and with all the supporters cheering for us and believing so much in us. even as i told myself that i could do all things through Christ who strengthens me, i failed.

but then again, we haven't lost all hope. God hasn't given up on me.

after the first match with 1A, it just started raining, and we had to play with 1H only tomorrow. that's when i realised that God had planned this. this match was sort of like a warm-up for my body, i guess. and tomorrow, i'll be able to fight my best.

i knew that God would always open another door for us when one door closes and all hope seems lost.^^

tomodachi no tame ni, watashi o aishiteru no kami-sama no tame ni, zettai ni kachitai. watashi, gambarimasu!:D

hmmm, i feel alot better. and i plucked out my tooth today with the help of a jab. ouch. but wait, i won't be sad, because i want to be a happy person!

i don't wanna be the two people there who don't have Jesus in their lives. i wanna live my life to the fullest each day, because God loves me!:D and you and you and you and you and you!:D

see ya, folks!:D