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naze da?
Tuesday, July 27, 2010 @ 4:39 PM

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

argh. so many things on my mind. just when i'm finally beginning to return to normal, i have to realise something like this. why?

it was so nice at the start... but what happened? why did it come to this right now? why do i only see oceans of tears and piles of broken hearts? why couldn't it stay like it was at the very beginning? where have all the smiles and laughters gone to? where have all the hearts headed for? why are they not here anymore?

JUST WHY DID THINGS TURN OUT THIS WAY?

please... i don't want everything to just crumble away like that. everything was shining back then... even though it was just a small period of time, we still made our mark together, didn't we?can't we just try and retrieve all our good times? can't we just forget whatever bad things that happened and let everything return to the way it was? why do we have to end up with all these things? can't you see that it won't help but make the situation worse?

all we need is time. so please. don't crush all this so fast.
the one and only.
CHARIS.♥(umm no this picture isn't me, but it's nice.:D)
Child of God, Princess Warrior in Sophia, Destiny Impact.♥
A part of the super duper loved and great following: PCPS 6Aces'09, PCPSVB, DHS 2Ferillan'11, DHS 4Dubstep'13, DHSVB.♥
16 this year.
There are many things that I'm really no good in. I'm not perfect; but my Creator is.♥

yell.

beloved ones.
AKH
Alethea
Amaris
Andy
Anthea
Bernice Leong
Bernice Liau
Charmaine
Cherie onee-chan(blogger)
Cherie onee-chan(tumblr)
Cheryl
Crystal
Darryl
Deng Lao Shi sensei
Elissa
Eunice
Fiona
Georgiana
Gillian
Hong Xia
Jessie
Jia Wei
Jing Ning&Esther
Jonathan
Katrina
Leah KHR nakama!
Mei Fei
Mei Xian
Ming Yue
Mr Koh sensei
Pearl
Sheryl
Sophia Beloved Princess Warriors
Terrence
Wan Ting
Wei Ping
Wen Qi
Xiew Fan
Ying Ying KHR nakama!
Yi Xuan
Yong Xin
Zi Jun

the voice of my heart.

MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tracks:

1: Tenshi ni Fureta yo![Touched by an Angel!] by Houkago Tea Time(K-ON)

2: Konayuki[Powdered Snow] by Remioromen

3: U & I by Houkago Tea Time(K-ON)

4: Akane [Madder *not sure about this one.] by Heidi

5: No, Thank You! by Houkago Tea Time(K-ON)

I SPAM J-POP~! I still like some Chinese and English songs though.:P

credits
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