uwaaaa... can't believe this. from last night, around 10pm, i got a sudden headache, so i went to sleep, thinking i'd be ok today. but when i woke up, i realised my head still hurt. wth?! and it didn't go away at all... until around 5pm? but it kinda hurts now again. :( what kind of a headache lasts for more than 12 hours?! =.=" and the headache made me super don't feel like taking the tests today. so i'll fail badly. :'( bahhh. it even made me super blur during japanese class.

but as promised in the previous post, i'll elaborate on what the fear i had was. so there goes.

it was all just a dream.
but it was a dream that made me shiver with fear.
a dream that made me not dare to sleep anymore.
a dream that made me afraid of the dark.
a dream that made me afraid of my friends.
a dream that made me fear 'it'.

it all began in the classroom. i was staring out of the windows facing the year 3s' block, when i saw meifei, beier and several other friends walking on the road downstairs. i waved happily, and so did they. and then, i went back to my table to pack my things. annette said, "faster, let's go!" we were all going for a movie then. and i just replied, "okok, wait." but then i realised, where's my pencil case? clara, charmaine and the rest helped to search too. and i saw that enyou took it. i took it back, and all of a sudden, weird things were flying over my head. so i ran. but they followed me. so i lured them out of the classroom. and their master followed them. turns out that their master was enyou. enyou but not enyou. he was possessed by something. something really scary. then, i don't know what happened, but the whole classroom blacked out. pitch black. and then i heard a voice. the next thing i knew, all my friends were killed by this. and i had somehow, already 'teleported' inside someone's car... and we drove past the pasir ris chalet where zijun hosted us. i went inside one of the units. there was a room with a piano, and i went in. suddenly, eugene ng appeared out of nowhere and said something to me, and we were kind of chatting. but the room turned pitch black once more. and he was killed too. so i ran. and somehow, i was in the lift, up to my house, with some people alongside. when we reached our floor, the door opened, and we saw lots of scary writings on the walls. and i knew it was 'that'. before i could run from my house, darkness fell, and it got all of my friends again. and it kept happening, wherever i went.

i woke up, glad to know that it was all just a dream. but i didn't dare to sleep again. i was too scared. too scared of more people dying. too scared because i had nowhere to run; 'it' would get us anywhere. too scared to face 'it' once more. 'it' would just take anyone with me away. but i eventually gave in to my sleepiness...

even as i went back to school, i got multiple shocks went people tapped me from behind. or when the classroom lights were turned off. or when it was pretty dark. or even when i see the people who appeared in my dream.

on that same day, enyou fell sick in class and went home. he hasn't come back to school yet. hope he's okay.


maybe i'm just a scaredy cat. maybe this was nothing at all to you. i don't know. but all i know was that 'it' was too scary for us to take, claiming our lives in a moment of darkness. and 'it' had to claim all the innocent lives. i couldn't take it anymore. if i had a choice in that dream, i'd really rather it take my life at once than many other innocent ones.

God bless me.