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all i ever wanted.
Friday, July 23, 2010 @ 7:43 PM

i really wonder... when will you finally notice my feelings?

i really want to look at tomorrow with a smile. not like this. not like this when tears are flooding up my eyes. not like this when my heart is torn apart by depression. i really don't like these wrinkles on my forehead. i really dislike this feeling. i really do want to smile from my heart.

right from the start, it's always been like this. but you never seem to realise. or even care.

i don't need much from you. if you just show a little bit more care, it's enough. enough to make me to at least know i'm not invisible to you.

this is all i ask for. is it really that hard?

really... i'm tired of walking on in life like this. i don't know what to do anymore.
the one and only.
CHARIS.♥(umm no this picture isn't me, but it's nice.:D)
Child of God, Princess Warrior in Sophia, Destiny Impact.♥
A part of the super duper loved and great following: PCPS 6Aces'09, PCPSVB, DHS 2Ferillan'11, DHS 4Dubstep'13, DHSVB.♥
16 this year.
There are many things that I'm really no good in. I'm not perfect; but my Creator is.♥

yell.

beloved ones.
AKH
Alethea
Amaris
Andy
Anthea
Bernice Leong
Bernice Liau
Charmaine
Cherie onee-chan(blogger)
Cherie onee-chan(tumblr)
Cheryl
Crystal
Darryl
Deng Lao Shi sensei
Elissa
Eunice
Fiona
Georgiana
Gillian
Hong Xia
Jessie
Jia Wei
Jing Ning&Esther
Jonathan
Katrina
Leah KHR nakama!
Mei Fei
Mei Xian
Ming Yue
Mr Koh sensei
Pearl
Sheryl
Sophia Beloved Princess Warriors
Terrence
Wan Ting
Wei Ping
Wen Qi
Xiew Fan
Ying Ying KHR nakama!
Yi Xuan
Yong Xin
Zi Jun

the voice of my heart.

MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tracks:

1: Tenshi ni Fureta yo![Touched by an Angel!] by Houkago Tea Time(K-ON)

2: Konayuki[Powdered Snow] by Remioromen

3: U & I by Houkago Tea Time(K-ON)

4: Akane [Madder *not sure about this one.] by Heidi

5: No, Thank You! by Houkago Tea Time(K-ON)

I SPAM J-POP~! I still like some Chinese and English songs though.:P

credits
This blogskin is proudly presented to you by Anna May with the graphic from The Fading Night. Self-editting credits to careee.