yeah, that's right. i'm really lost now.

今、私は本当に迷いだ。何をすればいい、どこへ行けいい、誰を信じれいい、全部わからない。貴方が大嫌いじゃない。貴方をわからないだけだ。貴方の気持ちをわかりました。でも、私の気持ち、貴方はわかるか。どしてほかにの人のせいだろうか。この人達は私の友達だ。貴方の物じゃないよ。だから、止めてよ。

ok, maybe i made some mistakes in writing the japanese lines above. i don't know... i've only been officially learning for like, half a year?

going to HOP later, and today, i'm reeeeeeaaaaaaalllllyyyyyy looking forward to it. i'm gonna tell God everything and ask Him for advice. no one else can help better than Him. He's the only one that we can give our 100% trust and love.