guess what? i had a weird dream the night before yesterday. i dreamt that i fell down many flights of stairs after someone pushed me. and when i finally stopped falling, i found myself covered in blood. but everyone just stared at me, and didn't help me. but then, one unique girl (which was ebelle, though i didn't know why she was in my dream... LOL! thx ah~:D) came and helped me immediately. and the best part of this whole dream: even though i was badly injured and covered in blood, I SOMEHOW GOT THE POWER, AND STOOD UP, AND WALKED! :D:D:D:D i was totally amazed when i saw this part. and then the next day, after sharing it with other ppl, i realised: God was trying to tell me to stand up and walk, no matter how i fall, no matter how badly injured i am, no matter how much blood i've lost. and i know that the only way i can stand up, is that God gives me the strength. God is truly wonderful~^^

and then more amazing things from today... i received an sms from XXX... then had a conversation (that wasn't very pretty)... and then XXX told me to go to hell with God and never come back [with lots of F words inside]. and the moment i read this message, i was amazed. not because of the blasphemy i received, but because of my response. the old me would be freaking angry and shoot back lots of F words. (lol.) but surprsingly, i was calm, and i even replied that i would bless those who cursed me (somewhere in Matthew, Mark or Luke... ahh.), and i didn't care if XXX had a grudge on me. and then i was like, WHOO! I'VE CHANGED SO MUCH! YES~~!!:D:D:D so a good thing came out of a bad one after all. :)

to XXX: i don't care if you think i gave you crap answers, or if you're buddhist, or if you refuse to believe in the Lord, or if you despise/hate me. just know this: DON'T YOU DARE INSULT MY LORD. hate me for all you want, for my faith is still on solid rock. and you're wrong to say that God will go to hell. He is the most perfect, sovereign, graceful, merciful, loving Heavenly Father EVER. that's why He's not punishing you for insulting Him like that. cuz He still loves you. therefore, i say to you, repent, lest you get thrown into the fires of hades. but then, like i said, i'd bless those who curse me. so, i've already prayed for you during my QT just now.

i pray that God will move in the lives of everyone out there, so that his name may be glorified. Amen.